What do i do if god literaly forces me to be satanic? I dont like it. I dont want to be full of hate or worry about a hell if there is one. God makes me.
God fucking destroys me. Takes away everything. I dont want to wear satanic symbols and shit but i have to. God has fucking destroyed my life so much i am left with nothing but a fucking burning hatred for god i can never get rid of. I prefer to just wear crosses or be happy and shit but now i only wear satanic symbols because i hate god so much
I just want to be a good and happy person but god follows me around destroying and ripping away everything. Every time i am happy god destroys it and then finds more way to make my life shit
People can say its the devil but i prayed to god as much as i could, kept getting worse. I was constantly wearing cross necklaces i would read bible passages and i would just try to be good. I finally had my life going in the right direction and it was all ripped away and taken from me and made even more miserable than i have ever been to the point that everything canceled out
No matter how much i prayed or tried that god shit it just kept getting worse. Looking from other peoples perspective i would say its the devil too but i just was Christian so long and no matter how bad it got and it never got better only worse.
Holy fuck. Get psychiatric help. You are obviously a delusional-schizo. You need help user. Seriously... Get help.
Mason Gutierrez
You have free will you mong. You choose everything you are and do. You choose,not God.
Matthew Robinson
Who's god? Do u even live in reality?
Elijah Nguyen
this kind of suffering goes on a lot in the old testament. the entire book of job is about this.
Sebastian Rogers
Hey user, I'm on the same boat. It hurts when you truly dedicate everything you do and everything you are to something that should give you peace and purpose, just to end up fucked with hatred.
Adam Hughes
bitch off the lean
Carter Davis
Dude you do not understand. My life is not anything. I have NO control. I have ZERO anything. My life is nothing but just a medium for god to channel suffering through because hes a FUCKING CUNT
Get something good. Ripped away. Find any bit of happiness. Destroyed. Parents are poor. Just get poorer. Born in the worst life ever. Just gets worse. If i ever work to get anything it is just ripped away before i can even get it. God takes fucking everything from me.
My life is nothing but suffering at this point. God has taken away EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!! All i do is fucking lay in bed exhausted and the only time i go do anything is just shit I’m forced to do i dont even have energy for while god just gives me more and more and more shit and takes away more and more and more happiness. I have fucking nothing. God has fucking destroyed everything
Daniel Kelly
This
Isaiah Stewart
Oh shit, is this the dumbass Canadian drug dealer that got arrested/is on probation/lives in the middle of no where but doesn't understand he can transfer to a different jurisdiction?
Colton Wilson
Neither God nor Satan exist. They are concepts invented by humans so they'd feel like there's a higher purpose in life other than just trying to survive and be as happy as possible.
Dude. I spent fucking A YEAR finding someone to rent me a room in the city. Finding someone who would help me. Waiting to be able to transfer
I finally got my shit so i can transfer it and they just told me it sounds weird and pretty much told me to fuck off. A WHITE person can transfer. A WHITE person has the ability to do things.
They look for any reason to attack an innocent black man for no reason
Oliver Johnson
Dude i get non stop oddly specific signs. I get non stop perfect coincidences. Every horrible event in my life lines up fucking perfect like it is a fucking biblical curse sent to me by god just to fuck me
Austin Hughes
>happy as possible U sound like a good christian
Nicholas Gutierrez
The abrahhamic God is just a crazy Jew who likes making unfair rules and torturing people, I wouldn't worship him if I were you
Oh, shit, I forgot you were black and literally dindu even though you accept that you were selling drugs. Oh, man, how's it been fuckass?
Jaxon Nelson
yep
Christian Taylor
This
Chase Taylor
Yup, this one, he’s fucked.
Angel Mitchell
God is just pure fucking evil. Literally the fucking ultimate evil. I dont believe in the Bible and shit. Any thing written about god is wrong. God is just the devil. There is no Satan. There is just god. God destroyed this world for his own laughs and follows people around torturing them. He does it to me worse than anyone else because i am a good person and better and smarter than god
you need to talk to someone and get help, if this is actually how you feel.
Camden Martinez
Well God and Satan are best pals actually. Ever heard about what happened to Job? These two are filthy motherfuckers: one tempts you to sin and the other jacks off while watching you do it. Wether you chose to follow one or the other is just a matter of style, like sandwiches or techno music.
If it makes you feel better, remember Santa just takes one dyslexic kid from making Xmas a lot funnier!
Gabriel Hernandez
Dude I’m not crazy I am telling you I have a literal fucking curse from hell ruining my life and god pursues me and rapes me with fucking everything
Jacob Russell
Trust in the Lord, and lean not unto your own understanding. If you turn again to faith and repentance, God will reward you, perhaps not in this life but in the eternal life.
