Ask a schizophrenic anything

Ask a schizophrenic anything.
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What do you do that makes you schizophrenic?

How can I get schizophrenia?

What are you delusions? What are your totems to stay grounded in this reality? More questions after you reply

>What do you do that makes you schizophrenic?
Hallucinate voices
Sleep too much, or not at all
Poor emotional response to just about everything
Social withdraw
Incoherent or racing thoughts
Extreme paranoia and paranoid delusions
Delusional thinking in general

Just off the top of my head
>How can I get schizophrenia?
You can buy some from the internet and rub it on your balls.

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post your butt

When was your first break? Any meds? History of drug use? Do you mind being schizophrenic?

Hows your social life

It’s largely genetic, so if it runs in your family, you stand a McNair better chance. There is a theory that drug abuse can bring out latent schizophrenia, but that has never been proven clinically. Late stage drug addiction can mirror symptoms of schizophrenia.

Does the medication actually help suppress the voices?

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>What are you delusions?
Most of them revolve around paranoia.
Like someone can hear me thinking. Like if I get a thought that may not be "normal" I get the sensation that people can hear it.
I also think I can hear other people's thoughts.

It's really weird, because people have told me that I basically read their minds.
>What are your totems to stay grounded in this reality?
The constant pain.
>post your butt
I don't post my butt for strangers.
>When was your first break?
I honestly couldn't tell you.
>Any meds?
None.
>History of drug use?
Weed here and there. Tried coke once, not for me.
>Do you mind being schizophrenic?
Mind..? I mean, it is what it is, you know?
>Hows your social life
Terrible.
>Does the medication actually help suppress the voices?
Wouldn't know, I don't use medication.

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Where do I buy it?
All that runs in my family is alcoholism, spouse abuse, anger issues and chain smoking. I wish I had schizophrenia instead...

>Where do I buy it?
Buy it on the dark web.

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Who is the blonde chick you keep posting

Pic related is far superior

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nice try glowie, honeypot sites is all there is now

>Who is the blonde chick you keep posting
Open wide here comes the spoon!
Choo chooo!

Oshino Shinobu
>Pic related is far superior
Wrong.
>honeypot sites is all there is now
>The surface darkweb is all honeypots
Obviously, user.

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How can we be friends if you're trying to lure me into cianigger traps?

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are you depressed?

I mean yeah shes cute but

>no knives
>no buns
>no fangs

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Sounds a lot like me minus hallucinations
It makes being an alcoholic % 100 worth it

>How can we be friends if you're trying to lure me into cianigger traps?
Isn't that what friends are for?
>are you depressed?
Most of the time.
>I mean yeah shes cute but
Best, no buts.

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Should I go out of my way to see a girl I talk to mainly online and flirt with online and drive out to see her when I haven't been on a date in years with another female and haven't had actual sex since I was 18 (23 btw inexperienced)

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what do you do to make you genuinely happy? do you do any drugs?

>Should I go out of my way to see a girl I talk to mainly online
Do you want to? If so, then do it.
If you don't want to, don't.
>what do you do to make you genuinely happy?
Nothing.
>do you do any drugs?
Weed.

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>Weed
Hows that work out for you?
I heard schizophrenia and weed don’t mix, and that antipsychotics ruin weed
High cbd indica?

what makes you happy
>nothing
drugs
>weed

Figured

Kiss-shot>shinobu

I have felt paranoia before when I was subject to police surveillance, it's extremely unpleasant.

Have you thought about just accepting the non normalized thoughts? Like something comes into your head (just provide an example if you don't mind) so what, and so what if someone hears it? Yeah sure having a murder or rape thought that lands on someone in your proximity would be shit, but like...so what dude? And so what if you can literally hear another person's thoughts like, ok get out of your head sure, but besides the privacy like...so?

Im not downplaying your stuff at all, just trying to poke about ya noggin.

What about the voices do you ever engage to figure out who or what they are and where they come from? I have always wondered if the occurrence of multiple inner monologues can be differentiated (you corner each inner voice and pocket them, letting them coexist but in a bound state)

>Hows that work out for you?
It's alright. I just have to smoke a lot of I want to actually feel it.
And I don't even smoke very often.
>I heard schizophrenia and weed don’t mix
It can make things worse, yes.
>High cbd indica?
I prefer high THC. But the CBD is nice for anxiety.
>Kiss-shot>shinobu
>Shinobu>Shinobu

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Are you friends with any of your voices? Do you talk to them when you are lonely? If so how hard is it to converse with your voices and do they trample over your own thoughts.

>Are you friends with any of your voices?
No, that's not quite how they work.
>Do you talk to them when you are lonely?
Nope.
>If so how hard is it to converse with your voices
Extremely hard.
>and do they trample over your own thoughts.
All.
the.
time.
It's like a song that gets stuck in your head. Except 1000 times worse.

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>Isn't that what friends are for?
I don't really know what friends are for...

>I don't really know what friends are for...
Nor do I.

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If you can't be friends with your voices then how do they work? Are they just noises in your head? Do they have personalities?

As a normie how do I keep from accidentally transmitting my thoughts to schizos?
I can stop thinking but only for a little bit
Sometimes I pick up on peoples thoughts before they say something or notice something but the thoughts are usually completely assimilated so they feel natural, but I think that might just be synchronicity because the world is boring and stale and repetitive like a shitty sitcom that ran too long

Do you browse /x/?

We can find out together schizoanon.

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>Are they just noises in your head?
Essentially.
youtube.com/watch?v=fL0_7YOZhfM
This is really similar to how they sound.
>As a normie how do I keep from accidentally transmitting my thoughts to schizos?
I think it has something to do with eye contact.
>Do you browse /x/?
I used to.

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Not a schizo but it’s like having a wacky radio in your head that picks up random bits and segments of radio stations and then your brain kind of blends them together with each other and your own thoughts
You can’t turn it off or change the stations

We are your friends now schizoanon

when did you get into monogatari? shinobu is my favorite too.
does your condition affect eating habits? whats ur favorite food?

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That sounds awful. I'm sorry you gotta go through that every day of your life.

If that's what it's like to any degree, then when they interrupt you, put on a small calm smile and TELL THE TRUTH. "Hey look im losing focus and cant actually hear you because i have auditory malfunctions I can show you a video of what it's like, but it's kinda like chatter in the background" It's yours so just own it. Carry that video on hand 24/7, you're gunna get a weird look and when you play that people will be like oh so his voices aren't commanding murder they're just muttering I can see how that's interrupting.

My 2 cents

Do you ever hear that weird funky electronic music that you hear when you get really strung out on hallucinogens?

>We can find out together schizoanon.
Can we really, though?
>when did you get into monogatari?
Around season 2 or 3. I think it was 3.
>does your condition affect eating habits?
Yes. I'll often go a day without eating. Or only eat once.
Or eat every 4 hours.
>whats ur favorite food?
Chicken Alfredo. mmm
>That sounds awful.
You get used to it.
>I'm sorry you gotta go through that every day of your life.
It's not every day, and it's not always that bad.
>put on a small calm smile and TELL THE TRUTH.
Yeah, it doesn't quite work like that.
I appreciate the sentiment, though.

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Yes we can... fren...

>Do you ever hear that weird funky electronic music
I hear music a lot of the times when I'm psychotic. Not always electronic. It almost always sounds nice though.
>Yes we can... fren...
We did it

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If you don't communicate your impediments you hurt yourself more and slow others down. I know you navigate your own life, and kudos because you got the short straw. Even if you don't tell the outright truth my suggestion is simply that you communicate your faults and learn to tell people this information so that you yourself come to see and feel a decent side of things when you're openly yourself. Bottling it up is the worst and pushes you down faster. Finding a way to vent even for a microsecond can slowly help you unlearn bad internalizations.

Very cool. I'll try and stop by your threads schizofren

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>communicate your faults
I communicate my faults to the best of my ability where needed. I don't make it a habit to tell everyone every problem I'm dealing with at the moment though.
It's typically not socially acceptable to just dump your mental load on someone unless they're fairly close.
There is no microsecond of venting, it's everything or nothing. There is no middleground.
>I'll try and stop by your threads schizofren
I'll see you around.

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Are you aware that everything right now is only taking place in your head?

>Are you aware that everything right now is only taking place in your head?
My perception of it takes place in my head, yes. That is how reality works, user.

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>he doesnt know

Do you use discord?

I think I might know but I haven’t been told

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>he doesnt know
How can one truly know anything if it is all happening in one's own head? Everything you see, touch, hear and interact with is created in your brain. Filtered through your nervous system.
>Do you use discord?
I do.
Laxeris#4748
You can add me if you'd like.

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so do you (you) yourself?

Here i am, back where it all start. Because of you schinobu i made great encounter, i went through a lot since 2017 and even get what i want, a simple life, the life without living. But it the end i'm as depressed as back then. I can't stop that darkness in me, i try everything i could; i stop the drug, did the therapy, took the meds. It just didn't work, i'm slowly decaying, you know my personality change a lot from back then, my body is getting worst, mentally i'm on the edge, there's nothing for me to try anymore.

>the question is : how do you manage to not kill yourself?

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>so do you (you) yourself?
Nope. (you) (you)'d me though.

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Do you think the world is just psychopaths vs schizophrenics?

>Here i am, back where it all start.
Hey there, friend.
>how do you manage to not kill yourself?
I still haven't figured that out yet.
>Do you think the world is just psychopaths vs schizophrenics?
No, not even close.

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Ever meet any other schizos?

>Ever meet any other schizos?
A few irl, a few over the internet.
I can see it in them whenever I meet them irl. It's the most bizarre thing.

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I just realized it 3:30AM. I need to get some sleep.
G'night to anyone still lurking.

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>even if bad things happen to you, just be strong!

you know i love nisioisin and i read, watch, anything i could get my hand on. 98% of his story talk about bad thing and fuck up people that manage to find a reasons to live and avoid suicide. but fiction are fiction and in reality other than getting friend he never give a good reasons to go on in life, for me friend aren't enough to go on, not even close.

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Gnight

Good night schizosama

How did it start

Hope to see you again soon buddy