I fucked up Sup Forums. Met a girl a lil bit ago and it all went south really fucking fast. Story time.
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>Be me, 31 years old
>in college (left military, using GI Bill)
>inb4 welfare queen
>don't connect well with the other students
>i'm too old, their too young, whatever
>avoid on-campus events, kind of a loner
>life is a routine
>classes, work, homework, home-improvement
>not a lot of time for hobbies
>about a month ago, walking to parking lot
>see skinny, short art hoe-lookin girl
>pic sorta related, really close to her look
>forget to be discrete, openly look her up/down
>"Take a picture, it'll last longer"
>activate 10 years of DoD sarcasm
>Pull out my phone, snap a photo
>Thanks for the suggestion
>shes flabberghasted I did it
>walks quickly up to me all irritated
>gets all riled up and angry
>chuckle, show her as I delete the photo
>tell her that I was sorry
>that I just thought she was hot & brain stopped working
>she goes from irritated to embarassed
>get a blushing giggle, and a thank you
>tell her I'll see her around, go to car, leave
>see her around
>outside admin building
>few more times in the parking lot
>talk to her more
>ask her to lunch
>shes 24, left home at 17, had to work to establish herself
>little bit of a loner like me
>hikes a lot
>started college 2 years ago
>we lunch it a few more times, then dinner a few
>about 1 week ago I try to kiss her
>she balks...hard
>hear a couple people react behind me
>"swing & a miss!" .. "damn bro, that sad"
>she deadass just leaves, ubers home
>don't try to chase her, just drink a few shame-beers
>get a text next day, "can we talk?"
>meet her up and "she" explains
I fucked up Sup Forums. Met a girl a lil bit ago and it all went south really fucking fast. Story time
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should I continue?
Yeah, Im listening.
I think I know where this is going with "She" though...
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>so "she" was a John, now a Jane
>pre-op, been transitioning for a lil wile
>"she" even says it:
>"I'm kind of what people call a trap"
>mild fetish immediately jumps into obsession
>tell "her" i'm cool, and will roll with it
>the fear & panic wash off "her" face
>utter devotion gleams in "her" eyes
>this last Saturday I invite "her" out again
>comes to my place since its on the way to our spot
>we never leave the house
>don't even get to the bedroom
>after about 0.25 whole seconds of kissing
>"she" goes straigt for my pants
>pulls my cock out
>sucks it like nothing else exists in the world
>the trap threads are really true
>real non web-hoe traps are starved for attention
>will do anything to please
>let "her" work for a while, but want the boipussi
>walk behind "her" and start pulling on the pants
>tells me "wait", goes and gets lube from purse
>comes back to me, grab "her" by the waist
>turn her around, start to pull "her" pants down
>itsreallyhappening.webm
>as I'm working the pants down
>"shes" rubbing lube on my cock
>finally get the pants off, push "her" down to "her" knees
>face down on the couch, arching "her" back
>tiny, feminine penis
>smooth, clean, & ready ass
>justlikethesimulations.jpg
>line my dick up to that waiting butt
>cross the point of no return
>tighter than any pussy I can remember
>so excited, I'm rougher than I intend
>hear "her" gasping into couch cushion
>"she" tries to use "her" hands to push back
>to slow me down, but I don't let up
>I am living what only others have dreamed
>The lube is tingling, enchances the impossibly tight ass
>as I'm approaching the finish line
>grab "her" hair and pull back roughly
>start to nut deep into "her" little butt
>and as I am draining my balls
>"she" lets out a oud...deep....manly
>"UUUUUUUUUUURRRGHHHHHH YYYEAHHH BBAAABBY!"
>"CUM IN MY ASSSS"
If "she" is the one in the picture
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>that was John's voice, not Jane
>he Veil falls from my eyes
>as my seed flows toward this dude's colon
>I am realizing what I have become
>my dick shrivels up in his ass as he groans loudly
>Now I am become Fag, the destroyer of butts
>we clean up, we get dressed, go to dinner
>I fake the whole evening
>as he leaves me at my place, he tells me to be gentler next time
>NEXT TIME
>Alone, I am faced with the reality of what just happened.
I can barely look myself in the mirror. I've deleted all my trap porn. An invariable and undeniable truth has been revealed to me in the most horribly way: Traps are fucking gay.
I was able to brush him off yesterday, but I'm 100% sure that this dude has now hit Stage 5 clinger status. I've validated his mental illness. I cannot be with him, I find him revolting now. What do?
Lol
fag
Yeah I know, but wtf do I do now. Clingy girls are easy - I've ignored them before. But this shit?
The.Look.In.His.Eyes when I said I was down to work it...you didn't see it. I said it was "devotion" - but in reality it was something deeper, darker.
I know I wont be able to ghost him. And even if I successfully dodge this bullet, he will probably eat one and name me in the fucking suicide note.
Lol that sucks but best thing you can do is be nice always be nice. Dont need an angry person putting you out there to the school. You can slowly pull away and fade out or just kind of do the same but tell him how you feel in a nice way. I think that is the best way to go. Honest but considerate and not completely abrupt. Good luck.
I dunno man. I don't see this going down well, no matter how I go about it. I go to school at Berkely. Hands down the most liberal school in the country. One single complaint about how I "harmed" this dude and his protected status and I'm screwed.
White, ex-military, and we had sex? I'd have to travel to fucking Texas to find a lawyer to represent me.
Honestly just...tell them your concerns mate. No need to be a scared pussy about it. Say that you find them attractive but the male voice was unsettling.
Oh fuck, Berkeley? Pack your shit and get ready to transfer to UCSD or UCR like...tomorrow. You’re fucked.
This
Just tell them it was the voice, and that it was your first time with a trap or trans woman or whatever they want to be called and after experiencing it you’re not so sure. If anyone can understand confusing sexuality shit it should be a trans. Should be an easy break man
Maybe. I know I'm being a pussy about this, I've been in much more stressful situations but this just seems so much more complex. I've never had trouble just being honest with someone, I guess I'm more worried about being labeled a bigot for simply not wanting to continue a relationship with, what I was fooling myself into thing was not, a man.
Yeah man, no shit. I'm here because the VA housing allowance is so high, and its actually a good school, but I try to keep my head down a lot here. And with this shit, I feel like I've just put a huge target on my back.
In all seriousness, don’t transfer to UCSD/UCR, shit isn’t great down here.
But instead, you should try and talk it out with her. Be gentle, and understanding that this is going to hurt their feelings, but you have your own feelings too and those feelings are valid. You are not required to continue talking to her, seeing her, fucking her, or anything. Sexuality is confusing and you would’ve never known if you hadn’t tried it.
Just be kind and try not to make it so much about, ya know, the dick she has. Such a weird fucking sentence.
Playing DA for a moment, you were totally into it before you heard the voice the person was trying to get rid of. I mean, If you did like her as her, why not give it a shot? I haven't had your experiences, but think about it. Who the fuck cares if you are a fag if you are happy? Id rather be a happy fag than being sad and straight.
But, that's sort of up to you to decide. They were honest with you, So I think they deserve the same respect at least.
just accept it and become a fake bisexual. let her know that you're busy and everything's weighting down on you so you'd wanna take a break. give it time and both of you will move on.
You're not the only fucker on here who has fallen for the memes and ended up doing gay ass shit that they now regret severely.
Don't be to worried about "her", it is largely a fetishism that dissolves after the sex. Just be mature about it and break things off.
I guess I know this but I am kind of panicking. I will try to be as kind as I can, but I just feel that this is going to be a whole new level of freakout. I've had girls lose their shit on me when I didn't display interest for whatever reason, and I've been able to deal with that. But I think this person is just so ENTHRALLED that I think I'm scared of the reaction.
calm down and i say just be upfront. tell her then you thought you could handle it and you thought it wouldnt bother you but its all what you been thinking about. say i dont think i can do what i said i would which is the truth and some himility and shame and appoligise to her for leading her on. jsut be upfront to her and clear as u can and this is gonna hurt but u gotta be a little harsh about this because its ur feeligs too not jsut her's so tell her. the male voise was unsettling and that u didnt expect that and now u need to figure out what to do. maybe need some space or maybe just be like i dont think i can get that out of my head now. jsut make her understand and make her beleive u mean it from the deepest place in ur heart and if u stay with her ur gonna end up hurting her and u dont want that, that u dont wanna play with her feelings
That wont work. Before I found out about the trans stuff I made a pretty overt effort to fit him into my schedule. He has a decent clue that I'm not completely drowning - I don't want to make shit up but the thought of brutal honesty, for the first time in my life, scares me.
fucking op blew the surprise on the first god damn post
Oh it’s gonna be BAD my dude, I never said it wouldn’t be. It will be like a fucking volcano and you’ll never see anything like it again, it’ll be full of accusatory transphobia and homophobia. You’re fucked and I would do it somewhere public in the hopes that that calms her down a bit and avoids any potential “he hit me, he raped me, he xx me” scenarios for that moment.
Record the screeching and the freak out on video and post it, I’d kill for that.
Stop making us vets look like fucking faggots. Why do you all you fuck mangirls? I get approached by these wenches at bars sometimes, thank god my battles go to the bars with me, a lot of them are extremely passable when drunk.
So I almost feel like I have to clarify, I wasn't anywhere near in love with this person. There was a definite physical attraction and yeah, "she" was fun to be around. Did I see it going further? I don't know, I've only known "her" for about a month. We really haven't met each others friends or anything, just been feeling things out.
But "she" is INTO me. Like I said, this person was desperate for a connection, which I empathize with, but I know this is going to snap "her" fucking brain stem.
Yup. Oh well, someone can copypasta it and make it better - walk the dinosaur at the end.
Again, UC Berkley - I think going into public may even galvanize such an emotional response.
And I should admit that "she" didn't display any freak-out, insane, or "nusty" personality traits except for the very clear infatuation with me when I said I was cool w/still dating "her". Even worse, we took it so sex.
I feel like I gave a kid their first taste of ice cream then slapped it out of their fucking hand.
well just be like i tried and we experimented and its not working for me like the other guy said, just be upfront about ur feelings but yeah the snappening is gonna happen and ur kinda fucked in that department but u can try and cushion the blow by acting like u genuinely care which im sure u do and u dont mean to hurt her and are ending things bcz it'll only end up hurting her and its for her own good.
Post pic where we can see her face.
ahh dude that just sounds the worst but u dont have to slap the ice cream out of the kids hand just be like ohh there was a fly on it. all u can do is cushion the blow so she isnt out for blood
Nobody cares. I read got as far as "I fucked up". Grow up. Everybody fucks up and nobody cares about their stories. Boo fuckin hoo
nope, not playing that game. You brownshoe, sleuthy mother fuckers will get them profiles easily
Solves all my problems thank you
No homie, I get it, I moved here from the Midwest last year and fuck people are way more sensitive here.
But if you want to avoid the freakout, you need to understand that it’s going to be far worse in private. She will want to TALK about it, and talking will be screaming in dude voice. Your neighbors WILL know you fucked boipussi fucker than you nutted when fucking said boipussi. In private, it’ll all be “you said you were cool with it,” “I can’t control that I’m trans/trap/etc.,” “you’re a fetishizing cunt” and shit like that.
Listen, you’ve got no choice but to come clean and fess up that you were wrong. Best case scenario is that she is mad and gets over it and is friends with you, but since you fucked them in the ass, chances are they want a relationship and have already begun planning your lives together and will REEEEEEEE harder than you’ve ever been REEEEEEEd at. Public may keep it calmer as a result so that she is less embarrassed about it at least.
Let him fuck you in the ass next time, it will cancel out your faggotry
gotta say my boi here brings up a good point. i say u go with his idea, OP
>screaming dude voice
kek
Yeah I don't think there is a way to mitigate the oncoming spherg-out. I've been yelled at tons of times before, for simple shit and crazy shit alike, but the unknown of what this may end up being I think is whats terrifying me the most. Maybe your right - public it is. Somewhere with a lot of exits.
Is this the only way out. I'm just glad I didn't let "her" swallow.
OP gonna be honest, you're kinda fucked. Don't transfer anywhere in-state. Like pack your shit, disappear. I'd either go to Oregon, Nevada, or in your case, just go to the Mid-West and restart. Berkley is a libtard machine and you're about one bad comment from tying your own noose.
Leave tomorrow, don't even talk to "her". Go, leave, never turn back.
Just one more thing, do it off campus but nearby. Keep it casual, not fancy, no food no drinks just a chill spot, don’t you dare give off date vibes or else you’ll be stuck basically fucking one of your old COs in drag.
Hopefully imagining that scenario helps make this easier for you to do.
Remember, zero date vibes, keep it somber from the start even when letting her know you need to talk to her. The longer the idea stews in her head that you’re done dropping loads in her pooper, the easier it will be for her to just say she knew it was coming. kek.
The Hills aren't an option bro. I've got goals and those goals don't involve flyover-states
That is actually helpful. I was thinking about just going back to one of the places where we had lunch before but, that would seem like a "normal" date-y thing.
just abandon those plans. If you're a marine or god forbid army, then you can live out in the woods and live off the land. get off the grid and all that. If you're one of the other loser branches then gargle her cock and pray she wont kill herself anytime soon.
Okay well when your mug is plastered all over the The Daily Californian as a "homophobic" "white supremacist" "rapist" white male, don't cry then. We're here trying to save you. Goals have to be put aside when your livelihood is at stake.
>loser branches
>USAF
>SemperPerDiem
Do you have a discord? I can get you on a plane and have you out of there by 6 AM.
if you're air force then you were gay when you swore in at MEPS
>this fucking thread
>my fucking sides
OP don't EVER go on discord! The trannies are trying to take you back!
>Now I am become Fag, the destroyer of butts
>now I am become fag destroyer of butts
I’m drunk and high and can’t stop laughing at this
not in the slightest >airman
You’re gay now. Might as well embrace it and start sucking cock. Queer.
You’ve already been in public, just do it a few more times, the trap was probably obviously a trap, you’re trans attracted. You took a photo as a “joke.” Who cares? She had lube in her purse, she’s obviously banging other dudes. If you want an out, say you’re having PTSD and heard a dead friends voice when she yelled in a deep voice, I dunno
>"she" lets out a oud...deep....manly
>"UUUUUUUUUUURRRGHHHHHH YYYEAHHH BBAAABBY!"
>"CUM IN MY ASSSS"
I fucking died right there.
Using PTSD as a reason to get away from my own mistake? Thats more fucked up than fucking the tranny.
Is there a roster or a card I have to sign up for? Am I allowed to co-ops Pride shit for financial gain?
OP, we can't help you unless you're willing to get out of dodge.
Keep doing it till you like it faggot
OP here.
Got a message from "Jane". Wants to meet up tomorrow. I agreed - the opportunity has presented itself and I have to use it. Meeting her after she gets off work at a little coffee place down the street.
Hipster coffee shop, no starbucks for this trendy non-binary gal. Been there before, the place is never really too busy, might be good, but its small. The event will unfold in relatively good earshot of the counter employees.
On a scale of one to aids how fucked am I?
About a 8.5
>When given any chance to bail
Naw, I'm gonna be a tough guy and get blasted all over libtard CA for being a transphobic rapist. I'm gonna wake up and see you all over the news. Good job you fuckin' idiot.
jesus christ dude, get over yourself the person is still transitioning and will probably get it better with time. Who even fucking cares if it's gay. I swear to god army dudes are the most insecure cunts I've ever met.
^^^
Why not tell them that you like them but the voice thing put you off.
Then fuck that boipussy some more.
No condoms and no kids. You are missing the best thing you will find.
We'll see tomorrow. Keep CNN on it'll probably headlining by Wed if it all goes south
Please stop encouraging this behavior.
Yeah, OP is completely fucked. I can just see the headline now.
>Breaking NEWS: CNN REPORTS
>31 year old ex-army brat rapes transgender woman
>Up next, the victim will speak out about the "alleged rape"
1) I care if its gay. I was way into having sex with this person the second I found out they were a trap. I had a nice little folder of trap porn before that, too. But the minute that man voice came out - I was done. It was like going to a restaurant, seeing something fucking delicious on the menu and ordering it. Then when you finally taste it, its more than just disappointing - it destroys your appetite. Thats what happened. My mind and my dick can't over try to re-convince myself that a "feminine penis" is a thing. Its a dude, and I'm just not into it. Just like so many Sup Forumstards here I tricked myself into thinking that twinky feminine boys were sexy - and the minute I went to consummate those thoughts, I was done. It doesn't matter if "she" will get better with time, I can never unfeel what I felt.
2) Not army
Thats the problem, its not the voice that bugged me. Its what the voiced REVEALED to me. The glass has shattered, I've seen the method behind the magic trick, I saw zipper on the costume of the movie monster.
There is no going back.
good lord there;s an awful lot of asian jane berkeley goers
There is always time to go back, but you need to leave your past behind. This is no time to meet with "her" again. Pack your shit, go away.
it's fine if you genuinely aren't into it but you should realize that to you that "dude" was effectively a woman. I actually think it would have been weird for a straight man like you to not care about the guy voice. The thing is tho user transitioning is a process, and since I doubt jane had much experience having sex it's not exactly fair to say that she's man. My personal recommendation would be to talk to her in private about it and discuss the voice issue. I bet that Jane even felt dysphoric and self conscious about it after. however if you really want to break up with her then I can't stop you. Also what were you in then since it wasn't the army?
I can see it now
The thing is, even if I sat around and he fully transitioned, and the hormones took the voice away - I'd still know. Sure, he was "effectively" a woman at the time.
But he is not a woman, and I really don't think I can reconcile that.
this about to be the headline tomorrow
what the fuck, what did you expect man, you are bissexual, chill, be with her
that's ok then user, it's understandable that it's hard to do that. I hope that this doesn't taint your image of all trans people, though please do refer to them as their gender, if not from genuine belief, then at least to just be kind. It might be a good idea to work on how you'd phrase it to make it not as hurtful when you tell her. regardless I'm sorry for being rude earlier, I'm just irritable right now. Anyway good luck user, I hope all goes well both tomorrow and for the rest of your life, if you need someone to then I'm right here
They were for a while. One of my deployments to the desert was a large joint base. During my in-processing they warned the entire room that male-male rapes were skyrocketing, and the vast majority of the perpetrators were Army dudes.
My god the fucking ego of this "tHeY aRe InTo mE I sAw It iN TheIr EyEs". Bro they had lube in the purse, you're not the first dumb dick to fall in the traphole. Stop being such a fucking dramaqueen.
it's not nice to force sexuality on people user, even if he is just let him figure ot out on his own pace, I personally think he's straight
But I don't want to....? I jumped into the pool and discovered I hated swimming. Going back into the pool isn't going to change that.
my sides are in orbit yo
Thanks man. This type of advice is why I came here.
Soo...nice one Elon Musky..
>knows has penis
>"feminine penis"
>fucks him in ass
>"personally I think he's straight"
na nigga you jumped into the pool, then saw that someone had shit in it.
now you think you dont like swimming, when really you just dont like shit filled swimming pools.
>yup
no problem dude, probably shouldn't look at this thread anymore though, Sup Forums is full of horrible advise, and all this dumb news headline shit will eventually get to your head
YOUR A FUCKING QUEER tell “her” that you fucked “her” in the ass and realized you’re not a fag
Alright janitors.
This was some seriously gay shit, I never said it wasn't. But I wasn't thinking of it that way when I was getting into it. I built a fetish up about traps and then reality hit me, that it doesn't matter how girly it looks, that's a dude.
so much this
btw I would recommend you watch this, I know contrapoints is a meme but she genuinely provides good info
Kek faggot
That's a whole lotta words for "I knowingly fucked another man in the ass" my man.
Yeah but, "Hey guys, I fucked another dude in the ass" just isn't a very interesting thread.
Just tell "her/him" that you like "her/him" but the sex wasn't pleasant for you. Be honest with your feeling. Make "her/him" your friend if you had nice time during your date and stop being a pussy. A lot of people had gay sex just to try. That doesn't make them gay. You've tried trap, you're not interested, end of the story