Be me

>be me
>19 yo
>spends most of his time masturbating
>Has a ground breaking record of over 10k erodoujins ever fapped to, and a few thousand more on sadpanda.
>300+ hentai series watched
>62+ eroge completed
>100+ RPGMaker games finished
>Has countless 2d-loli drawings on his computer
>draw porn as a hobby
>never talked to a girl before, see them as nothing but toys meant to be fucked hard.
>still a virgin
>owns no onahole because he's poorfag
>almost infinite sexual drive
>no friends
How do you deal with masturbation addictions? I've got some problems Sup Forums, I think it might be ruining my life. I can't seem to focus without cleaning those impure thoughts by having a good wank.

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Only just might be huh?

Well, it's not like I have anything else better to do other than having a quick one. But I keep injuring my dick more and more, so I'm getting worried a little. My family don't even know about my lifestyle. I also keep cumming inside the same underwear and use them as cum rags, my mother might have actually found out tbh.

you are actually disgusting and need therapy

I just can't stop doing it. Even if I were to stop, I know that it would come back again. I've become a slave to my own lust.

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just stop man head over to reddit.com/r/nofap and start your journey today!

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Bumping for this faggot.

If you survive until your late 20s, your sex drive slows down and becomes less of a problem.

>reddit
GTFO FAG

i usually browse on r/greentext or r/Sup Forums, figured that today i would actually give this website a try. even though of all the mass shooters and nazis using this forum. and ive been online since 2012 so dont call me a newf*g.

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>reddit
>not newfag
ok

thank you for making me feel better about my whole life

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As with any addiction, the key to successful recovery is living a fulfilling life. You probably won't take this advice, but you need to go outside. You need to exercise, you need to socialize, you need to work and accomplish. You need significant relationships with friends and romantic companions, you need sex and love. Without love and fulfillment, you have nothing, which is why you crank it like a madman to feel something. Unfortunately for you it seems like you have serious work to do to find love and fulfillment. You just need to try. The longer you work/study, the more skills, confidence in your work, and opportunity for social interaction you will find. The more you interact, the quicker you learn how to interact. This is where confidence comes from. Confidence isn't something you are born to, it comes from doing something so often that you are confident in your capabilities to maneuver through said activity with a good degree of success.

Tl;dr - stay busy. Stay busy doing life-affirming things that are more productive. Live off the high life gives you when you're getting shit done. You'll still want to wank, and wank you will, but it won't consume you.

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I appreciate your kind words user, the thing is I'm too autistic to socialize (been diagnosed with asperger), and the only times I go outside is to go to university or get some food, I never had any single friends, I've never talked to a real girl nor even hold any female hands that wasn't my mom's or sister's. I just can't seem to socialize no matter how hard I try, which is something I've kinda given up on, to instead focus on doing what I like. I'm not even enjoying jerking off anymore, I just keep masturbating because It has become part of my daily routine, it's more like a chore than anything else. My whole life has been revolving around 1 thing and it's sex, how would I fill that void with once I stop? I actually enjoy playing those eroges, I enjoy everything I've been doing so far, but I know that if I keep that same lifestyle I'll end up hurting myself which is not something I want.

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27 user here. How much longer? I want off this ride.

No one gives a shit how about you go back to stealing more of our memes redditfag

No need to insult me, that site is superior in my opinion. Anonymity brings out the worst of you. Also you are going very off-topic, I was trying to give some advice to OP, and here you are just trying to talk smack about me! Not a good look!

Excellent, you'll have no problems returning there then.

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Goddamn dude. Do you have no taste or are you really that compulsive? Granted I have had this account for 4 years and and only use it a couple times a month but still.

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You can go through years of therapy and walk away with one true realization. So don't bother with therapy or drugs just believe the following: You must push yourself out of your comfort zone, whatever the pain and suffering it costs you. That is THE ONLY WAY to make any changes happen.

You're cool

I have high standards, believe me there are thousands of gems, you just didn't dig deep enough,

>300+ hentai series watched
weakness disgusts me

Fair enough most of that is just a dozen or so artists I religiously follow. I tend to overly critical of the art and plot though. N hentai is great site.

>You can go through years of therapy and walk away with one true realization. So don't bother with therapy or drugs
I know that very well, one of my only steam friends who also was a Sup Forums user, ended up killing himself because he was diagnosed with crippling depression and fed with pills, he could not take it anymore and ended his life. Psychologists are fucking jews.
>You must push yourself out of your comfort zone, whatever the pain and suffering it costs you. That is THE ONLY WAY to make any changes happen.
I've been trying user, I've been trying, but it's simply too hard, I know in 30 years from now I'll end up becoming a wizard still jerking off vigorously to some cartoons, autism is not helping either.

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OP listen to this - plenty of autistic people get better at having friends and relationships (usually comes later tho - we need to learn how to do it rather than be born with that ability)

just make a plan and try to make small steps daily.

like go outside, go to starbucks and order a iced coffee or something, and just tell the girl working to have a great day and smile - but don't stare for too long, etc

baby steps man

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>Psychologists are fucking jews.

first and foremost you need to stop thinking how these Sup Forums trolls think. The racists/sexsist mindset you find here is cancer - you will never have good friends or relationships if you have the cancerous mindset trolls here like to pretend they have

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alright Sup Forums, time to put this into the r/greentext cycle for redditfags to steal and repost

As absurd as it may look, I feel no real desire towards real women, no matter how hard I try, I unironically hate them so much. The jews turned women into shameless sluts and money hungry e-thots. On the other hand anime girls are what I'd call perfection by my standards, which is something I know is delusional as they are fictional character.
>plenty of autistic people get better at having friends and relationships
I am a lost cause, the bottom of the barrel, I've got struggles communicating stare into the void and have weird quirks like checking the same thing multiple time (like closing my tap, then staring at it while counting to then then repeating the same process at least two to 3 times just to make sure it isn't leaking. etc)

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well I wish I could help you out, but your attitude and anger towards women/jews/(I'm gonna guess sjw's, libtards/etc) will leave you floating in the dark abyss you currently sit in.

get well friend, but you first need to battle the cancer of the mind first

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Yeah, Sup Forums completely fucked me up and shattered all the innocent views I once had on society. There's no turning back for me, I guess.

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Stop being a beta weeb

Search for political debate groups. Telegram is a good source. Argue with people. If you find out they live near you, try to get in touch with them and hang out. Invest your time in meaningful things instead of fapping

Thanks shlomo for your great advice
>DON'T LISTEN TO PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN ON YOUR SAME SITUATION, JUST TAKE MORE PILLS AND CUM TILL YOU'RE EXHAUSTED