I've been depressed for 12 years. AMA

I've been depressed for 12 years. AMA

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Did the depression come from external or internal factors, or a combination of both?

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Both, different things through out the years. Started when I was 9

Amateur.
23 years and still going.

So what kinds of things can make someone depressed?

I'm sure you are depressed

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Drop like 5 tabs of acid have your ego battle it out then feel better, duh

Death of a family member resulting in family drifting apart. Intense loneliness and struggle to really connect on a deeper level with any girl I talk with. Meaningless job. No future.

lmao

Loneliness has a cure. Just go out into the world and put yourself out there. Take a risk. I'm sure you have hobbies. Start there, get good and you can have a career that you want. Keep the meaningless job in the meantime, you'll need it to keep food on the table. But find your passion and go for it. Also, if nobody else is sorry for your loss, I am. Stop struggling and start living Sup Forumsro.

Why are you gay?

yeah that's depressing, hang in there.
also, why haven't you killed yourself?
do you have any hope?

Don't be depressed, user. In only six more years you'll be old enough to post here.

Sage

I used to be depressed as fuck from 16-19 but I'm sure I managed to fix it with an attitude change
Every day I felt an intense sadness and I had to repeat to myself that everything was gonna be fine
Had to distract myself from it
I kept thinking that what I was feeling was literally just a bunch of chemicals in my head controlling me
Today I don't feel sad at all and I control my emotions

Don't let feelings dictate your inner well being
Work out
Work your hardest
Have hobbies
Have side projects
Reinvent yourselft every 5 years or so
Stay in touch with friends or try your hardest to make new ones
Go out partying in the city if you're 6/10+ in looks with a nice outfit and hair and a girl will eventually, statistically speaking, try to fuck you and you'll have someone to talk to

I've been depressed for 17+ years and you don't hear me whining like a little bitch.

In going on 15 after daughter died

Why are you depressed op? Must know after this long

see, this why people don't talk to you.

Show me your doctor notes

Weak little bitch.

There is no other reason to be depressed.

You sound muture and understanding of ones subjective view if a situation and the respons they have

Why even respond to the same tired shit that only retards post?

you're not gonna answer, huh?
OP confirmed to be a faggot and an attention whore.
pack it up, boys.

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I was talking about you being a cunt, not the OP. Damn you really have your head up your ass.

Newb! 53 and still going strong.

I did that.
My ego lost badly, now I'm even more depressed.

Idiots can't get depressed, good for you!

Good thing you're too stupid to get depressed with the levels of basic your brain operates on.

Touchè

I'm 22 and I have been extremely depressed since my teens and I've come close to killing myself. I walked past two girls sitting at the bus stop today and one of them said "He looks nice" to her friend. I know it isn't much but someone saying something nice about me made me feel less worthless and shitty.

Faggot

maybe do less. i use mushrooms for my depression. they're a lot nicer.

Oh cute been depressed for 36 years here not counting my early childhood but had many things happened which is why the way that i am.

>mushrooms
I did that once and had a really bad time.
Never tried it again because I'm scared of them now.(yes I'm a huge pussy)
But maybe they were just shitty ones.
Also I took 2,5 grams, could be to much I think.

yeah that's kind of a lot if you're not experienced. where you are and who you're with are pretty important for a good trip. but i get it, psychedelics aren't for everyone either.

I mean I want to try it again, but a few years from now on when I feel ready.
Next time I'll get a trip sitter ready.
I always wanted to grow them myself tho, seems pretty interesting.

What is your reason to continue. I often asked myself suicide or continue and always found a reason. How about you?