How do you people work every day of the week?
I work 3 days a week and it hurts my mind and body so badly. Can barely sleep, eat, no energy to do anything, always sore and getting sick, feet and back feel like I'm fucking 72 years old
Why do we put up with being cogs in the capitalists machine? What's the fucking solution? I want to stop. I want to rest. But If I stop, I lose my income, then my home, etc etc etc
work or die?
death sounds kinda nice
pic related it's when I was a free neet...
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and that's exactly the problem society as a whole has with everything born after 1990
get a life idiot, do something, you're not supposed to suffer other people's decisions on your life, the mere fact that you're somehow able to feed yourself and complain about a three-day work week tells me how seriously fucked up you are
I would strongly advise against fucking a 72 year old. Shit’s gnarly. Trust me. Biggest mistake of my life.
I work as a government employee 5 days a week 8 hours a day, it is pretty sweet especially if you are not the new guy that other people will toss their tasks at
The illusion of the possibility to make it some day is what keeps most people working/climbing the corporate ladder.
Little do they know that the hamster wheel looks just like a ladder, from the inside.
Im pretty much in the exact same situation except im working 4 days a week. When i look in the future i always get panic attacks because i know i wont ever be able to do a 5 days a week job for the enxt 40 years. Nothing really atracts me and it seems like there is no possible job that will ever make me work 5 days a week without having a breakdown. I'm at the point where im sure either i have luck in some way (for example lottery) or i'll just kms someday ... idk man .. i want a normal life but it just doesnt work for me ...
Sounds like you're just being a pussy to me
you're just a fag bitch whining for attention.
"you're fucked up"
thank you user, this I've known
any other revelations you'd like to share?
thank you, I will consider this
I feel like an alien man. Im struggling to work 3 days, and i know everyone looks at that and can't take me seriously
I can't even take me seriously
I just hate this shit, I don't get it, It's so exhausting. Id rather be in public school or on a fucking farm
Okay, so what's the solution? How do I get off the wheel
nobody ever has an answer because it's easier to imagine the end of the world than the end of capitalism
I am in the exact same boat user. I've thought about killing myself a lot. 5 of my friends already have, and I don't blame them at all. Im honestly jealous.
Death is preferable to 40 years of slavery. Dolphins kill themselves in captivity; so do humans.
Very constructive, and an excellent use of grammar. Your word choice is fresh, unique, and inspiring.
someone be my sugar daddy so I can quit my job
You could always go into the woods and try to live the old fashioned way....
But you sound like a lazy fuck so you'll mosy likely die.
I bet your BITCH ass is getting welfare checks as well.
Grow up you cunt.
The only reason youre sore is because your lazy. The more you move your body the more your body can move.
yeah, and it worked. Thanks for the attention
There was nothing wrong with my grammar faggot, you're definitely being a massive pussy. You don't sit around and wait for opportunities to find you, you go out and get them, that's how life works.
If you get everything given to you, you'll grow up even more of a retard than you are now. Struggle, mistakes and pain are what makes us better people.
Just shut up and show your cute dick and boypussy already please.
I agree with you, working is a pain in the ass. I hate doing it too but i have to keep on living. The trick that worked for me is try to make your hobby into your new job.
Sounds like to me the key for you is finding a job where you do something different every day. I used to have the same kind of feelings
> I can't come to work here every single day.
I finally found a job driving an airport limo. It feels like I'm always commuting but never actually have to go to work in my schedule is different every day and I get to meet some pretty interesting folks.
There is a small international airport close to where I live but most of the major ones are over an hour away and during season I can put in some pretty long hours.
The upside is it's a job I actually can get up and do the other plus is that I almost never have any interaction with my coworkers or bosses. They have given me a brand new car to use as my personal car even when I am off duty and send me my assignments the night before via an app.
OP, you just have to do the same thing
Find a job any job that you can actually muster up the will to do.
I'm not waiting for opportunities. Im being realistic.
I've done a lot of things with my life man, but all of them I was only about to accomplish when i wasn't working; because I actually had energy for the things I enjoyed. I'm a published author, I'm releasing my first studio album this winter, I have a partner, friends, I go to events and shows
but all of these things have become secondary. I have no energy to create art. No energy to spend time with friends. I'm sick constantly and can barely sleep
Faggot, pussy - everything is wrong with your grammar. You can't even think of an alternative synonym to the same shit people have been trying to be "offensive" with for the last 35 years
I am a faggot, and often a pussy
you have to try harder if you're trying to hurt people. You're not even good at being a dick :(
I could never do it, that's why i'm looking at alternative-schedule jobs like marine and aviation work. You don't need to work in an office, there are tons of different jobs.
Very relatable OP.
But there is good news.
I went through this too and still kinda am. But you just need to experiment and try to find some different jobs. At some point you will probably find something that you might actually like and then it suddenly isn't so bad anymore either.
I had work where I legit tried to commit suicide, but I also had work that was actually fulfilling and I could get through my weeks pretty well. Work will probably never be fun but you just have to keep trying.
Currently I am kinda fucked, but I will find something else again and it will all be fine. You're not fucked up OP, you just haven't found anything you're okay with doing.
Soooooo are you a guy or girl?
Find a job that has meaning unlike retail/food service or whatever other pointless job you have
>nobody ever has an answer because it's easier to imagine the end of the world than the end of capitalism
Neither do I, capitalism is a system that protects itself. The people profiting from it are the guys who make our laws (e.g. Trump) so you won't change the system though politics.
You can either play the game or give up
To make it to the Top you need two things. A good idea and dedication. Take risks and follow though with your idea, you'll learn even if you fail.
Wage cucking is definetly not the answer.
Whats with the foam on the walls? YouTuber or something?
I agree. Why don't you just kill yourself? It will be over soon and you will have eternal rest. Does that not sound amazing? Just swallow a bunch of pills or something! Good luck!
that wasn't the (obvious fucking) point of the comment though user - stop the self pity and stop overthinking everything (and for fuck's sake don't come with "i can't stop overthinking" everything lioke you're a unique fucking snowflake) - life is just a pile of shit with very few, very precious moments of satisfaction and joy, and that's perfctly ok, that's why we enjoy shit, even people who have everything and all the monez have to get a fucking life, do something that keeps their minds sane in order not to shoot themselves in the head. Sometimes they resort to the wrongest shit humanly imaginable for that purpose, but hey, that's shitty, dirty, stupid humanity right there.
Also why do you seem to sleep in a recording studio?
Pay my rent monthly and sure
well, music was a shit hobby to get into to make money. People will pay $800 for a painting but struggle to pay $1.29 for a song :)
So, on that note - no can do. I picked the wrong hobby. I tried to sell my writing skills but 27 jobs didn't bite, so I gave up there
I've tried so many things. It's not working that I hate, it's the slavery to the system. I have no problem chopping wood and carrying water - but I do have a problem with busting my ass and hurting my body so that my stores GM can make more money
Im not really built for jobs like that :(
>work will probably never be fun but just.. keep... being a slave, it might get better
this is why I want to die lmao
figure it out gayboy
I'm in food service right now :(
It's so busy, so hard, so many drunk idiots
I have no drive and intention to "make it" somewhere. I just want peace, and a life where I can smile
Musician. They reduce the reflections in the room for a tighter recording
I tried in 2014 and survived with permanent damage to my body. I'm afraid to fail again and be a potato
your comment doesn't help me or anything else, so I'm not sure what to say
I create music to keep myself relatively sane, but lately, I haven't had the time or energy to do that, either
stop moaning and man up, you fucking drip.
Wow, I think it's a good thing you can't work for more than 3 days, cause I sure as shit couldn't put up with you for more than that.
Also Google what grammar means.
Are you a woman or just a very pretty man?
Use gass? Make your own gasmask, it should not be able to go wrong.
jerryhunt.org
You need to awake the Buddha in you.Nothing last forever. Stop dwelling on the past and accept things that come in your way.Work on your karma. Suffering is a form of lessening one's karmic debt.
>I've tried so many things. It's not working that I hate, it's the slavery to the system.
Oh, well if you manage to figure that one out please post her and let us know that way I can start going to work dressed like a Blues Brother every day.
I work 72 hours a week. Money is good, overtime (32 hours per week) is great so I endure. Work like that for 6-8 months, then 1-2 months I don't work.
I'm a welder, currently training to do hyperbaric welding.
Yeah it's shit and I have no social life more then half of the year but I love my job so that's a plus I guess.
And after couple more years I will have enough money in my account that it won't be an issue and I can retire early and open a small blacksmith shop and work for myself and do what I love to do, and not for someone else or in some company.
If all goes as planned it'll be before I'm 35 (I'm 27 now).
So I guess it helps to have some firm goal that you can focus on.
Just get a job you like doing, I love my job more than I do my time off
Seriously, kill yourself
Sounds like a troll post. Nobody is this much of a pussy.
oh dear... you have that much in this world and you still manage to resort to self-pity and attention-whoring?
You want peace and life allowing you to smile, put materialitic problems behind you by getting to work, be it a shit dayjob or making music, since it brings you joy, but the latter is much more difficult than most shit-jobs. Not making music in itself, which is easy as fuck, but making a carreer with that and living from it without having to have two shit-jobs on the side.
my two cents, maybe take it from someone who could very litteraly be your dad, also take it from womeone who made a carreer producing music
being financially stable is not happiness, it will put you out of hamr's way though and will give you the means to pursue whatever you want to do (else)
It's that simple user, once you have the means only your imagination (and law) can stop you (and girl i mean well, even if i come over in an assholic fashion... shit just has to be said, even if it isn't nice)
Have you even met zoomers?
Is that what your dad told you, too? I'm sorry that he created unrealistic expectations of you to conform to a gender role that was imprisoning to your growth and freedom as a child
Shhh
I'm a mistake, wbu?
interesting, thank you
Part of me agrees, user - the part that has studied Buddhism for 6 years agrees. But a greater part doesn't see the change happening.
Buddhism has changed a LOT in my life, but it's never been able to take away my feelings that this society is fucked up and broken. I cannot practice kissing the Earth with my feet; I have to hurry to work and hurry at work. I cannot practice mindfulness at my job; there's no time to breathe or mentally note, or bring awareness.. Gotta work. Gotta keep moving.
I get home and know that I should practice yoga because my body is failing me, but I go to bed instead because my feet have blisters and I feel like I'm going to puke from working all day
How can I practice when the world around me is so heavy, so demanding? I'm tired, user. Practice isn't helping me anymore. I just finished another book by Thich Nhat and, though I apply his teachings, I feel no resolution
idk what this means but will do
have you ever heard the story of the business man and the fisherman? Tldr, poor dude fishes by the lake and enjoys life. Business man works his entire life to "retire" to a lakeside to fish and enjoy his life
Id rather skip the 40 years of "saving to enjoy life later" and just enjoy life now.
later never happens
I like making music and writing. They don't pay
we often say onto others what we wish to say to ourselves
I am !
Any questions?
We all seek attention, its inherently human to. Like you responding to this post. Don't do the holier than thou routine
...
>put materialistic ideas behind you by getting to work
so I can work to earn... material?
Honestly sounds like you're being a pussy. I have no patience for people like you. I'm on a stretch currently of 7 days with no day off and it's perfectly fine, you know why? I need money to live. I have to work to make money. And I fucking work. Part time (26-33 hours/week) at a grocery store, go to school, run a part time photography business, and do odd jobs for randoms. You work until you can be comfortable not working, then you work some more. Grow a set, get a job, become a functioning member of society you fucking degenerate.
>Why do we put up with being cogs in the capitalists machine?
It's not a capitalist machine, just an economic one.
>I want to stop. I want to rest. But If I stop, I lose my income, then my home, etc etc etc
Reduce your expenditures. You'll be amazed how cheaply you can live if you forgo some luxuries such as smartphone contracts and expensive clothes.
Figure out just how many hours it'd take to pay your rent
>pic related it's when I was a free neet...
Those last dots make me think this is intended more as a camwhoring thread than actual lifestyle related discussion. Yes, you look pretty.
What do you do?
Also OP, for me not working at all is just as bad. Having too much free time allows your mind to wander, and mine goes to unhealthy places.
Als said, when I used to have a manual job I thought about crashing my car almost every morning.
>Shhh
That's weird, you had so much to say before
agreed, it is a very worrying age group
It's just the way your brain was wired to the situations in life that make you feel the way you do
I'm sure if you weren't a mistake when your mother conceived you then you would have a better life or at least a better outlook and perspective about it.
For example if you had a dad suffering from depression and a mom who didn't then you'd be like 50% depressed majority of the time, but what I believe is that if you had a mom or dad who IS mentality and physically stable both themselves then the chances of you coming out as their kid with little issues is highly likely.
Mom AND dad
sorry not or
"cogs in the capitalists machine?"
Might want to look up 5 year plans and what happened to those who weren't productive enough.
Be happy you can live on working 3 days a week.
I work 4 10.5 hour days a week as a heavy equipment tech, am pretty satisfied with my job and life, but it took a lot of shitty jobs and sacrifices to get this far.
I live in Japan and work at a Japanese company. You have no idea how bad it could be. Many of the poor fuckers at my company ride on ridiculously crowded trains for 1-2 hours one way, work 12-14 hours, then get back on the train to go home. 5 to 6 days a week. It's insanity. One of my coworkers doesn't even go home at night twice a week on average.
It's no wonder so many jump in front of the train.
yes you can work to earn material but by now i'm wondering if you do indeed have the mental capacities to follow a very simple explanation.
if you work to earn material you're basically a fucking slave. The difference between a slave and a non-slave are not the systems in which they live but the mental representation they have of the space they occupy in the world, the mental representation of themselves and the mental representation of their place in this world.
Now you can elude my remarks on your attention whoring with general remarks coming out of a 9th grade philosophy cursus, but i doubt it'll help you further and frankly makes you look weak as fuck. I wonder if you studied buddhism with the same state of mind, in which case start again user.
seriuosly though, drop buddhism or any other religious/philosophical practice if it doens't work for you and learn to recognize when what you do becomes just another waste of time user, seems to be one major problem for you
>I'm a mistake, wbu?
You're not a mistake. You sound like you're sick, and I don't mean that in an insulting way. You don't choose to be sick and feel crappy, so why hate yourself for it?
>just break your mind and soul like me. If you don't work 79 hours a week to fill your bosses pocket with more income, that makes you a pussy and less of a person
the real degenerates are the ones who support this system. Imagine a limit of 6 hours per day working, and a livable income... oh, wait, we don't have to imagine that, a couple countries already accomplished it.
Why are we working 12 hour shifts again? So that I still can't pay for a trip to the doctor? Am I missing something??
Can the next anons in this thread PLEASE find a synonym to "pussy"? It's gotten so old so quick you guys are lacking creativity
I don't work enough hours to pay rent, and I don't but luxuries. I live more simply than I have in a long long time
I used to camwhore but that was really hard on my brain.
the pictures are to lure people in - it's always worked. Now we're having a discussion :)
I agree. I want to work, I just don't want to work "like this"
I have a good work ethic, but I have a rational brain, too. I enjoy cutting wood at my parents because I know that it heats their home. I do not enjoy working food service because my job is serving drunk frat boys.
However, I don't get paid for chopping wood. I get paid for serving drunk frat boys.
I hate the world we created
Nyeeehhh... back in my daayyy....
Cool
I never want to be in your shoes, user, no offense, but dying unironically sounds more interesting than living that way. I wish my brain wasn't like this. I wonder if I'm fucked up, or if I'm right and the way we live is the real fucked up.
So you can understand why, having 5 of my friends kill themselves already (I'm not even 30) that this society is... built wrong?
That we have made mistakes? That clearly, if people would rather take their own lives than remain in this world we built , that we've done something horribly wrong?
agreed, there's a smell of bipolar with a hint of full-bast schizzo, no offense meant but reminds me strongly of an old and good friend
Not OP but I've thought about just sleeping in the parking lot at work with jobs that make you work 12 hours a day then after making a fair amount of money just invest 30% save %50 and use 20% then if I need to just work off and on to sustain income I just need to buy a damn car
I hate this board, are you OP or another random person?
How does dying sound better than working 4 days out of 7, with 2 four day weekends a month?
Seriously, if you hate working that much, you might as well become a bum with a cardboard sign.
RIBBON!!!!
You carry a lot of bitterness and anger, and I can tell that you've come here to both have somebody to talk to, and to vent your frustrations about your own situation
hope you feel better
if im sick, I've been sick for most of my life. Am I sick, or is the world around me? I could say that I'm sick, but I look at how many schools get shot up and I'm like, wait, hold on - the world is fucked up, not me
At least society didn't snap me quite that hard
I have every sickness you can imagine, because it'll make you feel better
just name it - I got it !
fuck OP, i have a 9yo daughter smarter than your ass, fucking kys already
oh wait, you're not remotely courageous enough to do that, are you?
Government job guy here, what job do you do and how stressing is it? I think this will probably have a lot to do with how fatigued you feel
>cogs in the capitalists machine
Shut the fuck up you entitled bitch. Millions of people living right now, and countless people who lived before our time would literally kill to be in your position. Over hundreds of thousands of years your ancestors have advanced from running from wolves and bears in the woods to building the modern civilization you were so freely born into. Even today an enormous quantity of people, nomatter how hard they try, will probably never advance beyond village water-fetcher or village rapist. You won the spawn lottery being born in the west. All you have to do is make some slight effort and you will be able to make a comfortable existence fot yourself and be able to focus on what's really important- spiritual wellbeing, family, and friends. But like so many retards you mistake the ease of your circumstances for some sort of dystopian misery because you are completely un-challenged in life. Get a real job, work more (i find it much harder to work two or three days only because it's like work is taking a break from your life of leisure instead of the other way around) and build some meaning in your life. Faggot
yeh she's schizzo allright
how about cutting vertically next time?
agreed, fuck that idiot
Homelessness is the only thing you can think of as a solution to working for 40 years until you die?
You get one life. Just one. Spend it all working at Target then die. Is that a life worth living?
same
what
Read the thread and all of your questions (?) will be answered
you can read, right?
Food service at one of the most popular places in the whole city. I serve drunk people until 6am cleaning up their shit, making food, stopping fights. My body hurts everywhere and my brain cannot take much more
Sigh.. this post again?
Dude I've had multiple people cum in my butt, I'm a fag. It's a fact, not an offense
I didn't grow up with a challenged life, but I grew into one. Not sure what more you'd like to hear from me
I'm a guy. Are you sure you're ok? Are you hallucinating?
yeah fuck me
leaf dosent remember ribbon :(
>Sigh.. this post again?
Ok you won't take some goof advice and pipe down?
How about you start succin on my butt mud, white boy!
the only thing I've learned from this thread is that people are REALLY mad that someone only has to work 3 days a week to survive.
It's almost as if they're mad because they intimately understand that working as much as they do isn't right, humane, or fair.
It's almost as if everyone intimately understand how bad of a position we're in as we cycle back to the industrial revolution.
Keep working.
I work as a contractor putting in 12-14 hours days. I work 4 days and am set for 2 weeks, I work 10 days and am set for a month or more. You're just weak, physically mentally and emotionally. Harden the fuck up, kid
sorry i must have missed the balls...
dismissing everything we write to you (at least everything that's not insults) with petty and dismissive answers won't make your problems less, all the shit you read in those answers will be floating around your head forever though, good luck with that.
no I don't know what ribbon means, besides something you tie on a gift or w/e
Ribbon ^
If you spend your whole life working in the service industry, you probably should kill yourself before you spread your genes.
I'm 40. Just turned so this year. I started working at 16. I've been a yard hand at a small-town lumberyard, bus boy, retail tard, clerk, infantryman, and mechanic. Outside of the army (a job that I truly loved, despite the pay), the only time I wasn't spending my free time to improve myself was when I was a whiney stoner clerk.
If you're not spending your time learning something new outside of your current occupation, I can see why you feel useless.
Nobody owes you anything.
Earn it.
post penis
my point excatly , but you'll just get a condescending and dismissive answer
being a special snowflake among 7 billion people isn't enough though, being insulting seems to be a must when you're a useless kid trying to remain useless
>I'm a guy. Are you sure you're ok? Are you hallucinating?
You're a very pretty guy so some of us are confused
Anyway as I said if your sick its not really you're fault. Also I can't tell how old you are but you look young, do some soul searching. If you're making yourself sick ask yourself "why"?
Ignore these assholes and realize something, the truest form of courage is taking whatever you're dealt with by fate and living life to the fullest in spite of it. We do not live to work in a rat race, we are in a rat race because we seek to live. Break this cycle, away from the rat race, while not negatively affecting society, and life will be okay.
You can clearly see his ballsack mound in that pic.
no shit
that's what most of us are trying to say user, we just get kicked in teh balls as soon as we get to make a valid point, note how the attention only focuses on the superficial shit and the usual teen-angst related subjects
trying to genuinly help someone and being bitten like that is pretty infuriating, which is probably why OP is turning to Sup Forums instead of now gone friends for help
Eat something, maybe you'll have strength to work. What kind of wood are you chopping when fucking axe is heavier then you?
Or is it AIDS ?
user, OP is fucking with you, OP has never worked a day in his life, check the hands
faggop is gone it seems
I
FUCKING
KNOW
RIGHT
I know it's just called being an adult and shit but I think I'd rather kill myself than do this, the suffering is too enormous
I'm gonna turn 28 soon I've been doing this for the past ten years
It's gonna kill me I'm not even kidding
I know why these pathetic lads beg for patreon money I just don't know why other lads pay
If only I had less dignity I'd be fucking my ass with massive dildos while dressed as a woman on patreon
"just man up"
"don't be a pussy"
"don't be weak"
such sound advice! Very descriptive, thoughtful, and concise
My bad, let me take "man up" as solid advice and uhh, tack that on my wall. I'll look at it every morning before work, pull myself up by my bootstraps, stop being a pussy, and work 75 hours a week
like a real man :)
but seriously, I hear you user, I just am not getting any good advice. Only decent advice was from Buddha user, because it was thought out and actually made me think, too
"be a man" doesn't provoke any thoughts
oh hey mey
idk what ribbon has to do with you
ever since I left the discord I've been living a true normie life, and I gotta say, it's pretty fucking awful. I need to find a job that isn't destroying my body
Thanks user, this is actually fair advice and it only took me 350 posts to get it :P
I self teach myself a lot of things, namely how to create music. I've landed some really cool gigs with that skill, and it makes me proud because I earned that all by myself
I just don't really have the energy to work on things like that right now, and it makes working my job even harder. Everything feels so stale.
Im trying to earn it. Im trying to build a work ethic for myself.
Post in my bank account
I'm just angry, and hurting. I don't insult anyone on b until they insult me first, but this has been the way b has worked since I've started coming here, so if we change protocol just lmk ahead of time
Sorry if I actually hurt anyone, I'm trying to be a bitch, but like, not /too/ much of a bitch, you know?
I'm 26, I was cursed with this gay fucking body
okay.. how do I break the cycle? Nobody seems to be clear on that
descriptive...
>just man up!
>ignores the posts where I thank people for actually trying to help
extra large think
Im just small
>28
>still struggling with adulthood
get a fucking grip user, besides that potential carreer choice of your at the end is pretty much all you can do at this point, go ahead.
>pretty much all you can do at this point
dunno
I could become a criminal, a hobo, a youtuber, a swindler, a squatter, a parasite
It's not struggling with adulthood it's struggling with the pain of going to shitjobs where I feel worse than fucking sleeping in the streets
>trying to genuinly help someone and being bitten like that is pretty infuriating, which is probably why OP is turning to Sup Forums instead of now gone friends for help
I don't think he's trying to act up, I think it comes with being young. "Young and dumb". He reminds me of my cousin with the Buddhism and Capitalism shit. My cousin eventually found his place in the world, OP will in time too I think.
i never wrote man up, most of us actually did not, but you seem to be stuck in childhood somewhere, maybe the fact that you interpret multiple people's words as "man up" is a hint that maybe it's time to get a fucking grip on yourself and embrace life with all its shit and all its joys? Dude no wonder people mistake you with a chick, most bitches i know never even had your existential issues... fuck me sideways, what have your parents done while you grew up, did wolves raise your ass?
let me put it simply: your condition is a state of mind like being poor is a state of mind - many people without money and means make it to get a fuking life in the end, they're only really poor when they start pitying themselves.
Good point on becoming a youtuber though, but you should consider other carreer choices like hobo or murderer or murdering hobo stripper before resorting to becoming the lowest of the lowest
I've not read the whole thread, but to me it sounds like u are just doing the wrong job...
someone earlier mentioned the marine. u know what? I work on a container vessel, I work 8 to12 hours a day, no weekends. But I enjoy my work so I can get out of the bed and do my job everyday and I get around 3 months vacation a year so I have a decent amount if free time too.
Find urself a different job and grow some balls man and then u can do it.
>an log of shit
hello my NL friend!
If working 3 days a week is wearing your ass out, you need to see a therapist.
Also, regardless of how you identify (fuck, my barely genX ass can hardly keep track of all the "genders" nowadays), fucking take one class a semester at a trade school.
Take the beginner's course in each process of welding. Same with machining, auto and diesel.
You might find something (especially with welding) that lets them creative juices flow.
You might also find something that is a damn sight more rewarding that working food service, with a payscale that will give you a major leg up.
Gotta step out of your comfort zone. It sucks, but it is rewarding as fuck.
>your condition is a state of mind
Oh I know, trust me ; it's not enough to get by
If I could "get a grip" I would.
I got fired last week anyway because "too angry" so the problem is probably deeper
>okay.. how do I break the cycle? Nobody seems to be clear on that
I don't really know how to explain it in words user. I'm just a common man.
Just be yourself kid. I already love ya and I'm just a weirdo on the internet. You'll find your way. As long as you're doing what you're able and putting food on the table you're fine.
aw user, sorry for being so scratchy, i feel for ya, at least you're fully aware of your situation and you can talk about it openly, which again makes me think that OP has no problems in life and is just whoring for attention using subjects he doesn't know shit about
>I amz lazy negeo/thread
I tried to talk to irl friends but, unsurprisingly, nobody can empathize so I feel like an alien. I came to you, my fellow aliens, for advice. I always come to b when I feel like no one else understands.
I have really nice skin, thank you for noticing
patience is a virtue
eh, camwhoring is cool for like a year until you realize what it does to your brain having a bunch of thirsty old dudes buying your cum. You want fulfilling work? That's not it :P
But, it paid really fucking well. I do miss that :/ I could play vidya for an hour and make $60 doing nothing, fully clothed. God I miss that.
I feel for you user. I wish there was an easier solution besides suicide or a commune lmao
yeah user, just man up, it worked for me :)
GOD I'm so glad I'm not the only one who feels this way. I feel like an alien so much of the time. I wish I could be normal and work like everyone else does, I simply don't understand how. Its foreign to me how people can have a work ethic for normal jobs. I do have a really good friend, who has an awesome work ethic, trying to teach me some things. He's the one who convinced me to get this job to build grit, but I don't feel like I'm building grit, I feel like I'm hurting my mind and body
It's just a phase don't worry
I have certification in business and permaculture.. everyone thinks I haven't tried things, or done stuff, or how the hell did we even get to what I identify as? what does that have to do with working??
welding doesn't interest me. Im super interested in business, but the people who are interested in business are not people I enjoy being around. This list could go on with my interests and how I've tried to pursue many of them
Unfortunately I didn't get the body for construction or carpentry, and having back damage makes that even harder - but I got a really creative brain
art doesn't pay well though
nah don't sweat it being fired was kind of a relief, at least now I know even dishwashing is better than customer service, and I just happen to have a dishwashing opportunity, will go see them tomorrow probably
Also I am not trying to be an anti-semite but I notice on you're guitar you have a Star of David. Are you Jewish?
Ashkenazim Jews, the Eastern European ones, are known for having health issues. Higher rates of schizophrenia, diseases that cause you to be sickly, etc.
"man up" and "get a grip" are two completely different things but ok user, i'll leave it at you not understanding shit so you can keep on playing victim
>capitalist machine
The capitalist machine has given me everything I want. Now I just do shit to do shit.
i'm serious though, been there, hang on user, it'll pay off if you keep at it