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ITT: SHARE YOUR SECRETS / CONFESSIONS / RETARDED OPINIONS / FETISHES / GENERAL DEGENERACY / ETC

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Nah

my uncle used to babysit me when i was 11

he would always give me funny tasting ice cream that made me sleepy

i don't know if it was my imagination or not, but i remember noticing that my training bra would be inside out after i take a nap

i never said anything about it

now i wonder

Thanks for bump anyway

You probably just put it on wrong

Sometimes I bump threads. I know, I need help...

Vump

I am an ICE officer in Texas. I have used my position and power to get sex and bjs from detainees. I have fucked my age, and some very young too...

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didn't we just have this thread?

When I was 15 I was in a pretty bad place mentally and long story short let a dog butt fuck me and it's honestly screwed me up enough to where now years later after it happened I fucking cant stop thinking about it and I dont know what to do to delete these memories and move on. I feel like I raped myself. Like it was a different version of me that made me do it and now my present self has to deal with these fucked up thoughts.

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Whats your age? What nationality other than Mexican?

That's not fucking bud, its rape

I committed the whitecastle murders in 1891

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Take mushrooms. You'll move past it. Maybe try ecstasy

This is true
I am 27, and I have only had Mexican so far

Yeah, funny you say that cause I'm into psyches and they actually made me think about those thoughts even more, like it almost brought a piece of the old me back that did it. I'd tell you what happened during a shroom trip but youd either think I'm full of shit or fucking crazy

Then I guess you still have more work to do. Of all the things that haunt your mind, yeah I guess it's weird, but at least it was voluntary. Some people deal with much bigger demons.

By the way, go on. Green text it

I've fingered a few female friends when they pass out drinking. One was so wasted i even nutted inside her.

I have an amazing girlfriend that wants little more to suck my cock and swallow my cum...
but I miss the days of being able to dress up like a chubby goth slut. I have all these cute clothes and a few wigs. I'm not a trap by any means, but I'm getting in shape, and I have some visible curves. I once got goaded into posting some slutty pics for you all in one of these threads, which I've since deleted. First time I've ever posted pictures of my fat ass in panties. You all seemed to love it and I was blown away. Kind of miss that.
My girlfriend isn't really into role-reversal, and I love the hell out of her, but I miss those days a bit.

What fucks me up is how it almost feels like at times it's something I want to do again. It's not so much that I'm disgusted in myself for doing it, shit happens and we move on, but I'm disgusted that I feel like i want to do it again. Like, this shit should be an open and shut case, but even after all these years it still lingers in my head.

There was a very brief period of my life where i experimented with some of the harder drugs. Had my fun for a bit and then stopped. For a few months to a year after I would get these urges like with the dog thing, but my conscience would fire back as if to say, "c'mon man, this ain't us. We all get lost in the moment and do the wrong thing" and eventually those thoughts subsided enough to where now I no longer get them, and more importantly I have zero desire to go back. But with the dog thing it's different. The urges wont go away.

To speak in a weird metaphor that makes sense to me, with the urges I got from the drugs(or with anything that I've conquered and moved past, really) it was like getting a phone call from a bad number that I wouldnt answer, and eventually after enough times they stopped calling. But the urges with the dog, they've been calling for years and fucking leave voicemails.

Have raped four women

>had already been doing shrooms and lsd for a few years so I considered myself an amateur psychonaut at this point
>always did them with friends but tried tripping on my own for the first time
>took an 8th of dried shrooms
>dont know if it was a different strain then I was used to or the fact that I had a little alcohol before but they hit a little different
>didnt usually see many visuals before(mainly cause it was always in a dark room lol) but this time everything was bending and melting slightly, and the color hue and saturation was changing like somebody was messing with a slider in phtoshop.
>went to take a leak
>after i pissed I noticed my cock was all bendy and the color was almost flashing red
>the tip looked like it was narrowing to a point
>could almost imagine my cock was a dog's cock
>whenever it would narrow and get red and almost look like one it would snap back to my regular cock before--in my mind--looking almost like a dog cock again
>after an hour of trying to make it look like a dog cock but failing I got frustrated.
>went into my room and rode out a few more peaks
>took a few grams more to see if I could get the visuals of my cock as a dogs back
>never could
>never really peaked from the second hit either
>just stayed in my room for a few hours thinking about German shepherds.
>so cool
>so big
>so strong
>so....good looking

been in love with a girl for 3 years

...we dated 2 months


Am I autistic?

Did the dog cum in you?

Yeah, you are. Fuck you.

I was tied if you know what that means

show us your fat ass in panties

First time I jacked off was when I was 10. Basically thrusted my dick on my pillow until I came. That’s when the cum was clear. I figured it out by watching the episode of South Park about the shake weight.

I'm completely obsessed with my wife's little sister. I've been cumming in her panties since she was 13, i jizz on her toothbrush regularly, i've even managed feed her some cum in food/drinks. I jerk to her slutty insta pics every day, and my wife has caught me 3 times. It's so bad I can't even cum when I'm fucking my wife unless I think about her baby sis

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Oh man, well that's a dissapointment.

In my defense, 2 years after she told me she still loved me, we dated again for like 3 weeks,
she told me she had thought about our wedding and thought about how and when we'd have a kid, then broke up with me on the phone less than a week later.

My poor autistic brain can't recover from such trauma

Plus, she was way out of my league

I am legally retarded . But I use it to my benefit. I act extremely retarded around my nurses and grab thier boobs and thier asses. One time I fucked another disabled teen in our hospital, and they just said "well hes really retarded, he cant help it". I have stolen. fucked women, and watched people shower. I basically cannot get into trouble. It's the perfect life for me, everyone just assume they I cant help myself. I can do anything i want. with no real consequence.

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That's certainly interesting.
How much does your wife know about this, more than just you having fapped to her?

Accedentally killed a cat via vaccum-bag
>greentext?

You know it

well, that's retarded

I had sex with a female cousin many times, and played with other 2.

Your moms retarded .

Knotted?

wife has only caught me jerking to her pics. but she knows about my cum feeding and pantiy fetish so she might suspect.

Have you considered raping a dog? Balance the scales

Just reading that phrase gives me goosebumps.

Yes, I was

I have a bukkake fetish.

Use to be a furry huh?

This happened April last year, I know I told it once here
>be me
>23, rent apt.
>find an alley cat one day
>not a teen cat, but also not a kitten
>decide to take care of it, medical, food, etc.
>anyways going through spring cleaning
>vacu-bag winter blankets, heavys, etc.
>stop one sec and see where the cat was
>couldnt see it around the room, didnt bother doing full search
>"probally under the couch because its scared of the vaccum" I thought
>last bag, suck now, search later
>start the vaccum
>walk away because it takes awhile
>going good as usual
>hear the bag freak the fuck out
>probally just a kink fixing itself
>all done
>starts to put the bag away in container
>feels heavier than I remember
>pulls it back out
>cat is in the bag
>holyshitwtfplshelp.gif
>pull the cat out of the bag
>isnt breathing
>ohshitohshitoshit.jpg
>dont know what the fuck to do
>put it in a shoe box
>speed over to my parent's house
>bury it in thier backyard

Lol. Never said the dog raped me. But it certainly felt that way.

Fuck, maybe that is why I feel so screwed up by this all. I feel like one of those chicks that got raped and enjoyed it, or changed their mind after saying yes and were too afraid to stop. But telling people I got raped by a dog doesnt exactly sound good in my head so I'll continue to rationalize it as my past self raping my future self by giving me a fucked up memory to have.

I'm in love with my stepdaughter. I think about fucking her while I am fucking my wife

How could you tell?

I wouldnt call myself a furry, I dont know any or want to associate with that because for me it's just a fetish, and outside of the porn it generally doesnt interest me, but I did get into the porn at a young age

Furries shouldn’t do shrooms

And how do you feel about that?

To be honest, I was just projecting user. I'm sorry that happened to you. I hope you find love again, but a truer love that is pure. I once had a summer fling with a guy (2 months), he knew it was never serious but the stalked me for like 2 years after we went to college and went our separate ways. Made me feel really weird about the whole thing especially because the last time we had sex before we moved apart, he pretty much raped me and didn't stop when I told him to and hit me a bunch of times.

I guess my autistic brain is still recovering from that.

Just in it for the porn

Thats hot, what is the youngest?

12 is the youngest

but some are on WikiLeaks

I remember seeing this black man, scrawny beard, bald, showing both crying and happiness, cant remember

I love getting creampied. Probably had around 15-20 guys do it to me

i pick my nose sometimes

>be at party
>me, friend, gay dude and girl
>were all wasted
>ask fag to make me a drink
>he says hes saving vodka for himslef
>he says make your own with my whiskey
>ask him again but with min
>sighs and does
>take a few sips tastes like shit
>hide it
>girl eventaully leaves after i try and get with her
>friend is wasted
>decide to go to bed
>fag comes inot bedroom
>asks me how big is my dick
>tell him 7 inches
>demand to see it
>tell him no
>really asks to see my dick
>tell him friend is bigger
>wake up next day
>friend is next to me
>go to take shit
>ass hurts like crazy while shitting
>what was that assume its from spicy food and overwiping yesterday after 3 shits and alcohol
>take friend home after saying goodbye to the 10 other people there fag is passed out on couch
>call me otw home
>your friend fucked fag in the bathroom of your bedroom
>friend seems initally unfazed
>gets mad they tell him its prank
>start thinkinh about it 2 weeks later
>what if i got raped
>get fag number
>act gay send fake nudes
>wants me to come fuck his ass
>go over smoke some cigs drink and chill
>seems like and alright guy
>after 2 hours chillin asks me if im gonna fuck him
>stand up beat the shit out of him
>messages me for weeks wondering what he did to make me beat his ass
>text him tell him theory he calls me crazy and says i need therapy
>make him swear on his mom and familyies life and souls he didnt touch me

Well, as long as you didnt intentionally put the cat in the bag I guess it's all good. Shit happens.

I worked as a beach lifeguard as a summer job when I was studying, once I swear I heard someone getting raped in the family changing room.

On the beach I was working at, there are three changing rooms, guys, girls, and a separate small unit for families (also comes with a baby changing station), concrete building, pretty solid. As I was walking past it I heard a girl gagging and slurping, while crying, after a while I heard rhythmic thumping and muffled cries from within.

It could just be a young couple messing around though.

my ass hurt for like 4 hours after but my ass also hurt at the party the night before from shitting 2 times on the way there and having OCD wiping

Plot twist. Your friend fucked you in the bathroom by mistake

I might have been roofied and date raped by a dude.
I got blackout drunk, woke up on his floor missing my belt, my asshole hurt, and there was blood when I sat on the toilet.
Maybe its just wishful thinking on my part though. But ever since my favorite porn is drunk/drugged forced gay. Especially it its rough or features crying painful anal.

Tell us more.

Ah, but would you again, user?

Once I roofied my dad and I fucked him in the ass

What do you want to know?

That's what has me so twisted all these years after it happened.

I've showered with my 9yo niece quite a few times. I'd never do anything "bad" with her but I'll admit she is cute as fuck

If it makes you feel any better, about the only thing I miss about my shitty childhood is "the knot" and id love to do it again. ... but its why I wont own a dog.
So maybe you're not alone?

I've been fucking one of my friends wives. He had surgery recently and is now on painkillers which knock him the fuck out, like impossible to wake him up. She let me fuck her standing up over his sleeping body. My cum literally dripped out of her pussy and onto his back

I've got a gf but I catfish girls on tinder to get their nudes

did your asshole hurt right away?

With a little effort, I could probably solve every world problem by now.

I just dont care about people enough to do anything with it. They're the ones that wrecked the place... let them solve it.

It does but doesnt. It's nice to know somebody is in a similar situation, but at the same time its gnawing at me knowing all I have to do is get another German shepherd and jump down this rabbit hole instead of trying to move past it. It's as simple as that and I dont know if I can resist, cause part of me actually wants a dog just as a companion, but I know that other part is gonna try something so I cant let it happen.

You a guy too?

also were you gay before this?

ever catch her looking at your dick?

the way i remember it, Its what woke me up.

Also, no.

sorry man was it your first possible sexual expirence?

Addictive barely seems to define it. it feels like I'm "home", loved, and just about to cum all at once. seriously, if guys had knots, id be homogay every night.
>You a guy too?
Yup.

Not a secret, but I love what's in these threads:

No. Had a steady girlfriend for years before, during, and a while after.

My ex is getting back with the guy she dated before me.

During our relationship, there was a point where she was talking about marrying me and whatnot. Couple weeks later she drops the ''but I still love that other idiot, user...''

I am offing myself as soon as it becomes official.

I am ready.

Noli orare pro me.

Yeah but she catches me looking at her too so it's ok

i have a big fetish with fat belly

God dammit user. I fucking hate how much that makes sense. It was my first sexual experience with something...somebody, and everything since has been a disappointment.

It was the first time somebody wanted me(and boy did they want me bad)....but why the fuck did it have to be a dog?

I'm so confused

Man honestly I wasn't expecting a genuine response.
Thanks a lot, I hope that memory becomes something less traumatic if not entirely inert.

I'm a bodybuilder. Gives me lots of opportunity to fuck older women, especially older married women. I'm fucking a mom right now and currently training her to fuck the household dog.

>
something like that can really make you reevaluate yourself. if you enjoy looking at it without guilt go for it. but if it makes you feel guilty mabye realize that your still a man, your still a human being someone just decieved you. hit the gym and vow to never let anyone make you feel like that again without some type of closure whether police or fists. I dont know mabye your working throught it in your own way and your trying to get some sort of control of the situation by watching it agian and again. i wish you the best user life is crazy but it goes on keep on pushin through.

I cheat on my gfs by meeting up with random guys to suck their dicks. I've met up with guys from /soc/, reddit, craigslist, and grindr. I also have a panty collection and wear them daily.

Yeah, it wasn't my first. But it was formative. First time I ever really felt good from getting my butt stuffed. And though the first knot was a hell of a surprise, the dozens after became perfect. Linking me to my only friend and the one being who seemed to care about me and love me unconditionally.

I became a professional guitarist for my band, but I hate our music. I just know that if I left the entire thing would fall apart, and I don't feel like wearing that guilt.

Not really a secret or confession I just need to get it out
> Been friends with girl 5 years
> cute, conservative, nerdy, embraces my own problems. We just click
> Fall in love
> She strings me along for 3 years, saying she cares for me but isn't ready to be in a relationship
> can't break free of her, despite trying to multiple times (we live in a small town) but then I'll see her randomly and back to being crazy about her
> Pass up multiple girls for her
> Finally become an item
> She talks about waiting for marriage and has issues getting physical, we work with it
> Have just started kissing after a month but im ok to wait
> Her family are super close but its ok bc they love me and I fit right in
> Still haven't seen her naked bc of her anxiety even though she has a rocking body from years of figure skating, even seeing her in a bra is fucking mind blowing
> But she's getting there and promises we'll go all the way by the time we go on holiday with her sister to europe in january
> Whenever she finally sets a date she sticks with it
> Her parents have been having problems for a few months
> Arguing constantly about whatever, it's getting worse
> Now gf is upset but I do what I can to comfort her
> Her parents and older sis and younger brother all have a huge fight
> This goes on for a week, she stays with me, not sure what the fights over
> Find out her dad said to her sister that hes always wanted to fuck gf and her sister, and be an incest family
> She calls him, I can hear the phone call, he admits it and says that's why he and gfs mother have been fighting so much
> She says she's getting her stuff and moving in with me
> Asks me to go along because she no longer feels safe with him there and I'm like twice his size

> I drive her there, her father insists on trying to “explain”, I shove him and he falls on his ass
> Everyones bawling their eyes out, I just want to protect gf
> He still wants to talk, she insists on talking in the kitchen with the door wide open
> I help her mother packing her stuff into the care
> Can kind of hear them talking as I go back and forth to her room
> Her brother and sister show up, go in to talk with them
> Take a break in the next room once the car is full of her shit, comfort her dead eyed mother who's always been so nice to me
> Go back to check the cars full, her mothers in there talking
> She finally comes out, hugs me, takes me by the hand as I ask what they said
> “He says he's had those thoughts for years user and he says he can't help it. I showed him my tits and we're going away just as a family next week to miami”
> wut
> “I showed him my tits. We're going away, just the family, to miami next week”
> Id spent the last 5 years of my life on this girl and she showed more to her incest loving father than she has to me in that time
> I mean all her leave from work was booked and I'd already paid for international flights and hotels but fuck me right but who even cares about that
> After less than a minute of me saying nothing but various versions of “what?!” I get in my car and leave
> Been stewing for an hour, mind is fucking racing, going from making excuses for her to worrying about her letting her father fuck her
> She already fucking showed him her tits anyway
> Get a text from her little brother just saying “sorry user”
> She tries calling me, I let it ring out because I can't even fuckng think
I feel like I've been hit by a truck

>I dont know mabye your working throught it in your own way and your trying to get some sort of control of the situation by watching it agian and again
I dunno. Maybe there's a reclamation thing going on. Maybe it just planted that seed... in my mind, and you know, physically up my butt too.

Im mostly okay about it all. But if it happend or not, it really did tint my tastes going forward.

I couldnt describe it any more perfectly.

I'm curious now, if you love it so much then why wouldnt you get a dog and continue to do it?

> She's tried calling me twice since then and texted saying sorry and that she wants to talk but I just want to be able to sleep.
> Part of me wants to just forgive her and pretend it never happened but I'd never be able to trust her to be alone with her own father

I post my own nudes in shouldn't share threads

me and my sister use to do "things" we eventually stopped when I got in to a college I had to move away to attend. We decided that that was a good opportunity to cut the shit and be normal fucking people. Still think about her a lot though.

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