Why are you depressed?

Why are you depressed?

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i think im not anymore, i go out more often, have a new graphics card to play with my hs friends, im more tired thoug

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Every moment feels the same, any identity riding this ride of life died not too long ago. Each night I dream a nightmare, either a nightmare nightmare or just a vivid dream of my ex when things felt okay for once. Any energy I have is used to avoid cutting myself and to stop me from acting on all these suicidal thoughts. Why am I like this though? Eh, I've been suicidal for as long as I can remember, repeated early trauma seem to have helped with that.

I have 0 friends but my roomates and SO, every friend I've tried to make this year has screwed me over leaving me wanting more than ever human connection at a time where I trust so little.

Y R U?

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I'm a neet living with my parents and brother, I get no joys anymore because mum get's mad/upset when I go out on my own. My sleep is fucked and every moment feels the same and I'm not sure if I'm going to make it through next year.

I am handicapped and in a lot of pain, my disease makes me more and more ill every year. I dread the point where I cannot work anymore and have to go on the dole. I take care of my elderly mother. I haven't kissed a woman in more than a decade. I do not look forward to anything.

I have no self worth and keep peopleat a distance bevause I feel if they get too close they'll realize I'm worthless and I'd rather people casually think I am a decent guy than know I am not. I don't try to pick up women be cause I always think to myself she would deserve better than me.

i'm lonely, surrounded by an ocean of people. i come to this cite because it gives me some feeling of companionship, even though i'm usually just a lurk.
it's strange how a website of anonymous, rage filled, yiff porn watching, cum machines makes me feel less alone. but it always has.
all we will ever be to one another is words on a screen, but when i'm having one of my depressive episodes that seems to be enough to keep me from an hero

i miss genuine feels threads. i never see them anymore.

Same. It's just social anxiety. It never truly goes away.

all hope is lost

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I have trouble approaching people and generally only get along with other loners. All in all Iv got two friends, two cats, and a snek. I’m grateful for all of them, but there’s still this hole they can’t fill. I need love. I need that sweet affirmation that I’m worth something. I need it, but it’s also hard to get.

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Depression keeps me in bed for 2 days. Lost my jobs. Gunna be homeless and its winter.

been on mdma for 3 days straight. i cant even imagine the depression following.

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Welcome to 2020

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Joker?

Rough break up of gf of almost 6 years. I had to get a restraining order against her. We were toxic together. She drank heavily. But we lover the fuck out of eachother, the no closure part is probably the hardest

Thanks to a near-death accident, I'm pretty fucking stoked on life these days

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Green txt pls

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Exactly the same.

I'm not anymore. Had a tough year but im back on track again. Feels soo good.

>be me
>move from tiny town to big city to go to college at 18
>real popular in hs so transitioning from big fish to small fish is really hard on me
>make no friends for the first four months i'm there
>depression gets so bad i try to kill myself. it's not a good time. the car missed me, mom found the note, family gets worried, it's a whole thing. anyway, back to the story
>right before winter break hits i meet this girl
>thosefuckinggreeneyes.jpeg
>i awkwardly attempt to flirt with this girl
>find out she's an architecture major
>try to seem coo by talking about buildings
>she doesn't think i'm a total loser so she gives me her snap
>snap over the christmas break
>she doesn't stop talking to me so i must be doing something right?
>come back to find out that she got with this bipolar fuck that i had met once or twice
>it's whatever, i'm already pretty used to being alone
>make friends the second semester and everything seems to be on the up and up
>all the while i'm snapping greeneyedgirl erryday, much to her bf's dismay
>que summerbreak
>i go home and we continue to snap. i feel feelings that i can't shake
>get hometown gf for the summer, because we all gotta fuck right?

Ive got a fat GF

I wanted to reply but I guess I don't even want to talk or explain anymore.

Everything sucks?

that is some of the gayest shit ive ever read. you faggot.

we are alienated because of many things, but the underlying system of capitalism is very responsible

>i go back to school and living with my homies is fucking tight
>kurt durden
>still with hometown girl because i don't have the heart to tell her i don't wanna do long distance
>i go to a party with my new housemates and kurt durden insues
>end up cheating on good ol' country gf with a girl at la fiesta
>think nothing of it, tell girl at home it's over, life goes on
>a couple weeks later, bipolar boyfriend(who i hang out with to ease his suspicions of my feelings for his gf) tries to set me up with girl from the party
>why not? y'know, for his sake. this'll make waiting out their relationship easier
>get job at doodoo pizza place with green eyes
>actually kinda develop feelings for this girl while i try to come to terms with the fact that greeneyedgirl will be my white whale
>girl shithead set me up with fucks my roommate
>how un-kurtdurden of my roommate
>broken hearted
>pissed at myself for getting involved with her
>pissed at the world for not giving me the girl i feel like i'm in love with
>break up with the girl
>now i'm just stuck in this torturous best friend zone that i spent my younger years on this board making fun of anons for being in
>i see her every day almost, but ill never see her nakey
>feelsbadman.jpeg

Qt 3.14 I’ve been talking to for weeks just told me I just lost my chance with her bc I’m a Libra. I want drugs so badly but new job drug tests

>Be suicidal alcohol after some childhood trauma (nothing sexual, don't get a boner)
>Fall in love with chick who I convince myself is gonna pull me out of the bottle
>Chick fucks me over
>Drink all night
>Decide it'd be a great idea to drive myself somewhere
>Crash into some road construction equipment on the side of the road
>No seatbelt
>Bounce over airbag and bash skull in the roof of the cab
>First responders said my brain was visible
>Coma.exe
>Wake up with will to live again
I'm still an alcoholic, but I only have a couple a day as opposed to having a bottle next to my bed to nurse throughout the night to fight off DT's.
Don't drink and drive, kids

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That was the gayest thing I've ever read.
>have no friends for one whole semester, so definitely try suicide.
You should definitely follow through with suicide. You faggot

I'm always going to live in a world with niggers in it.

What did the court give you community service or something?

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what is even the point of posting that the first time if you were just going to post the same thing a second time. also i fucked the girl from my hometown 2 times and got like 4 blowjobs that summer (also fingered one of my sisters friends) and bro in a few years im gonna make mad fucking money and youll still be living in the basement calling strangers faggots on the internet gaylord

Well I'm fucking depressed and I have no idea how I join this goddammit train, feels like shit

I got off based on the severity of my injury believe it or not

There is a god

>I'm an injured, gimp-legged heroin addict that can't work currently.
>My girlfriend has been acting weird since I got violently ill with food poisoning at her house after sex and diarrhea/vomited all over the place.
> Aside from her I have only 1 other friend here in town that I rarely get to see since she broke her leg.
> My family more or less gives few fucks about me but things have been worse with them in the past.
>My mom has cancer and recently got so sick she couldn't walk and her legs atrophied so now I'm trying to get her out of a nursing facility by giving up my apartment to live with her and care for her.
>need massive skin graft surgery on both lower legs
>need antibiotics for 6weeks for infected bones
>can't get a conventional job until I have and recover from surgery
>have to do oddjobs and hustle shit to buy gas, food, medical supplies
>I owe the methadone clinic money
>tfw rent/highspeed internet/phone paid up for the month so if I don't have to hustle that much
>even though I'm really bitter about my girl showing less interest in me after me shitting diarrhea and vomiting on her floor, I think its hilarious

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A God of stupidity

She's not really your girl

hot dog, bro. that's heavy

Chemical imbalance. The meds keep me sane.