Why does everyone hate me so much. I give and give and I'm still treated like shit for no reason...

Why does everyone hate me so much. I give and give and I'm still treated like shit for no reason. My own family don't even like me. Nobody visits us. And now all my siblings hate me. I was at the store getting my sister a expensive gift and I needed to know her size. So I called but no answer. So I text. And she replied as if I ruined her entire day as if my presence on the phone alone causes her such burden. I was only trying to do something nice. But it's ALWAYS like that. I'm always treating friends and family to dinner or breakfast etc. and they still find me repulsive. It's like I was born to just be used. Going to kill my self this coming weekend

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Stop being a faggot who lives through others expectations. if you can't live a day without asking what someone else is doing or what someone else needs then yeah just kill yourself.

is that your ass OP?

Don't kill yourself, thats so stupid.
Find ways to fix things, and move on.
You shouldn't kill yourself just because 'everyone hates' you.
Im sure you can manage to find people that don't hate your guts if you don't kys.
That's a retard move.

abandon everyone, live your own life. quit being a pussy. the only true way to be red pilled is to live your life without expectation

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It's not just that.
I've been having this cloud follow me for a long time. Nothing takes it away except drinking. But drinking causes more problems.
So my only options are
1.kill myself and drag the cloud with me to hell.
2. Be a drunk depressed hated person who will only be miserable until I die if liver disease.

Only right answer is 1

OP, you need to let go of having to make other people happy. it's obviously not helping you. you shouldn't base your happiness within others. if you want to be happy do things YOU enjoy OP, not what others would. live your own life. hopefully you take my advice seriously user. good luck, once you do as I say. things will get easier.

But I don't. I was simply buying a birthday gift.

She got a fat ass... Do you have anymore pics?

I already do what I love to do.
Making others happy truly makes me happy. U need some PayPal money?? I'll do it

but is that truly helping yourself user. perhaps you have deeper desires to fulfill yourself instead of others desires. think user think.

A pussy?? A pussy wouldn't give u the shirt off his back. A pussy wouldn't put himself in harm's way to defend his friend. A pussy wouldn't fight ppl trying to jump his friend with 2 broken knuckles.

Helping myself? Helping myself do what??

A pussy would bend over to whoever asks them to, someone with balls would protect his friends and family as you say, but they would have the guts to abandon the people that clearly don't care for them. A pussy would just let themselves be walked all over.

helping yourself as in making you happy user.

Walked over? U mean taking care of my loved ones to make sure they're happy n safe.

but do they do the same for you? If not then you need new friends, and family

no. Maybe I need nobody. No family Maybe I just need to be alone.

Alone with a pistol

>be OP
>have a rude family
>feeling the need to kys because said rude family
>people online try telling you your life is valuable
>completely disregard the comments
>killing yourself instead of trying to better your life

look at the end of the day, I'm just someone you'll never meet, and will never know you.
If you want to kill yourself go ahead put on your favorite song, have a drink, and go out peacefully as just another statistic.
I don't think your options are up, as you say they are. You dont need people to like you to survive. If you keep going eventually you'll find someone that gives back. But until then, the choice is yours and yours alone. But ask yourself if it's what you really want.

Yeah you can keep being a whiny bitch about it or do something. The people around you are shitty people so the logical thing to do is remove yourself from that environment. No other advice for you here other then that.

If you want to sit around and feel bad for yourself, stop posting faggot threads looking for attention and put the gun in your mouth already.

Fuckin' rape her

Don't you want the feeling of happiness, OP?
It's not too late to turn back.
(Being happy is fucking awesome btw)

If you're gonna kill yourself atleast do something useful like start the fucking boogaloo no one wants to be the first one to start shooting unless your already dead.

No one does something for no reason. Only niggers use this excuse.

Yup, let them go

No one will miss you or what you have to offer if you’re always there. Instead they will just take you for granted as they’re doing now

So go make friends through hobbies and activities that you enjoy - if helping others makes you happy then do it professionally or at least volunteer wherever people need help with things

You will find in time you’ll develop friendships with others who share your passion

Friends are the family you choose, so go and choose what’s best for you

OP don't kys.

There are people out there that wont hate you.

OP don't kys

There are people out there that don't hate you believe me.

Just call Canada! They live taking in terrorists with sad lives. Also, show tits, I've got an huge hijab fetish

if youre gonna kill yourself do something for Sup Forums make it fun

Who? You mean the billions of people who merely will never recognize his existence? Yeah, great life there

you not gonna do it you fucking pussy

>kill yourself
>they're the problem

??? are you fucking stupid?

>family's the problem
>kill them instead of yourself?

Are you suggesting her kill them?
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Man, I'm in a similar position. Keep going!