Ask a guy with a psychosis diagnosis anything. I hear voices, visually hallucinate, and have tactile hallucinations

Ask a guy with a psychosis diagnosis anything. I hear voices, visually hallucinate, and have tactile hallucinations.

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Yo same here, what do the voices tell you? Is it a man or a woman?

Same here. How do you cope with your hallucinations?

It's different voices. Sometimes male, sometimes female, sometimes demons. I had a demon telling me about the fall of the human race and the rise of the demons is coming. I don't hear voices in my head. It's like the sound is coming from different parts of the room so you can like hear what direction the sound is coming from. This woman kept talking to me last night when I was trying to sleep. I told her to leave me alone, but she kept talking.

I take Latuda but it only help to a certain extent. They only help with less voices. I still hallucinate and feel like weird energies. It's like thick-thin warm to cold and sticky. Tactile hallucinations are weird. It's like an extra set of hands moving up and down feeling extra stuff around me.

How do you sleep with your condition?

Some women are bitches man. They just won't stop talking.
I've had some demons talk to me too. I was afraid of them until I realized that I'm a demon too. Still, God is with me. Go face the Demon within, man. Make him work for you. It's worth it. You may become more powerful than you think.

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I don't hear voices all the time. I try to drown them out and go to sleep. But there was a night where I heard voices all around me just a bunch of them, talking to me, talking about me, talking to each other for like 8 hours. I would like start to drift off or try to block them out but they kept talking and I would get scared and lose my progress falling asleep. That night like really, really fucked me up. It was on my birthday too. I was hearing voices and I didn't want to tell my friends because I didn't want them to take me to the hospital. So I pretended to fall asleep on the couch so everyone would go home.

Also, that woman you hear is your anima. She sounds like a bitch. Mine is too. But hey, what can you do? Our only alternative is to love them. She'll come to her senses if you demonstrate your love for her.

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Damn, that's rough. I get on and off insomnia due to PTSD so I know how much little/no sleep can fuck you up. How long have you had your symptoms? Did anything trigger them or was it just a gradual thing?

I'm just a human man. But yeah it's not always bad though. Sometimes, the voices are nice and helpful, and encouraging. I had this nice woman telling me it's going to be okay when I was getting off hard drugs. I used to have this like skinny witch woman that followed me around. She would attach herself to the left side of my body and drain my energy. She would show up in my dreams, she was really skinny and frail, she attaches herself to my back in dreams. It's like a weird weight that is pushing you down. I asked "Are you a demon?" she said "Yes I am." I woke up scared and took my pills.

Have you ever played Senua Hellblade? If so then is the game accurate to what you experience in your life?

Cocaine. I did cocaine seriously for five years. After the first two years I starting hearing voices when I would do it. I thought it was drug enduced psychosis, my psychiatrist said it isn't. I didn't believe him until I got sober and off my medication. I starting having bad symptoms after three weeks and realized I have psychosis and It may have been caused by cocaine, but it's for keeps. So I have to take medication for the rest of my life. But I want my doctor to up my dosage so the voices calm down. The visual stuff is fun. I see stuff all the time through open eye lids, and see stuff through closed eye lids too. One time I closed my eyes and say this very angry triangle. It was a green pyramid that had eyes and a mouth. It looked so angry that I could see it or something. The visual stuff is fun, but the tactile and auditory hallucinations are dreadful and terrifying.

>Senua Hellblade
No I never played that game. I just play fighting games and gears of war.

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Keep telling yourself that you're "just a human" and demons will keep coming to drain your energy. Remember girls don't like guys without fangs. Your anima is the same.

Look deep within yourself. Into the darkest point you can find. It will be scary, it's supposed to be. You will see the Devil himself.
Then you'll come to realize that the Devil has been yourself all along.

Meh entities are weird, like astral plane wildlife. If there are demons, just ignore them and let them be demons. But the less you pay attention, the less you draw attention from that stuff. I'm not the devil man, that's a delusion. You're just a person. Or like a piece of the collection consciousness that decided to incarnate in a human body.

>the less you pay attention, the less you draw attention from that stuff
LMAO. Sure thing, boi. See you in your dreams. Hope you bring a sword.

If you just refuse to pay attention because you're scared, you're prey.

Alright freddy see you tonight, it's gonna be a wet dream.

are voices more like thoughts? also hows the idea of never ever truly being alone.

Quite the contrary. It's pretty boring to be locked down in hell.
I wanna be useful, but you just won't give me work. And when I don't have work, I get bored.
And when I get bored, I tend to destroy shit.

Guess I'll start with you. Your only chance is to arm yourself and TRY to beat me up. If you do, I may have some respect for you.

Explain more please? What do you hear,see,feel ect

what do you think of the jews

No it's not like thinking in words. That's something you can do while something is happening. Voices are like random minds of their own that other people can't hear. They just talk to you could be nice, could be fucked up, could be perverted. They have different tones and like voices, high pitched, low pitched, male, female, demon.

I hear different voices, There is this woman Ida she is really nice and encouraging. She doesn't talk to me often, but when she does it's comforting. It's never been people that I knows voices, it's like new voices I've never heard before. I see aura, shadow people, and entities. It's like an extra screen of vision over your normal vision. Shadow people are assholes, one time I was jerking off watching porn, and this one went across the screen of my computer like look at me, look at me. I just ignored it and started masturbating. Next to me right now are the small like black spirits that fly around my vision. There is this black mass that attached itself to my head and I can see it when I look in the mirror. The visual stuff is fun sometimes you'll see color around people, everything is transparent so you can see through it. Tactile stuff is weird, it's like a scale of thin-thick, cold-warm. I stay away from cold and thick as they feel weird. Sometimes you can feel like you're in slime, or really sticky. But I don't like feel bugs crawling under my skin or anything.

We're taking down the zog machine, jew by jew by jew the white man marches on.

I got this really cool thought form I call fast script. I can think in large amounts of information without thinking in words. I heard some people with psychosis think this way. It's kind of like reading closed captions without reading the words out loud in your head. But like 3 minutes of internal dialog to understand something takes a fraction of a second to go over and process.