I've had an imaginary (girl)friend for about 5 years now. Ask me anything. If you've got any questions for her, I can relay them and give you the answer.
For those curious about how to go about this, I've written a short pastebin describing the process. I was meant to make a bigger guide, but I haven't had much time, so yeah.
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Imagine blocking pastebin links as spam, by the way...
What made you do it?
Is she a tulpa (more or less a supposedly independent entity created over time by a process within one's own mind) ?
'you have'? oh good then she didn't tell you she came over and fucked me yesterday.
I'd make here brush her teeth before you kiss her, I went from her ass to mouth just to see if the dirty bitch would let me; spoiler she did
I also have her imaginary aids and you may wanna get tested
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what's it like having big fat M cup titties?
you know that if you do this too much you can develop a split up character wich is really bad
5 years and you aren't engaged?
Her parents must be disappointed in you...
does she look like pic related
I made her when I was in a particularly dark place in my life. I was feeling very lonely and down, my life was on full tilt, and I really felt like I had nothing going for me. She helped me a lot, and I lead a much better life today because of her.
I don't like the word 'tulpa', to be honest. The tulpa community portrays tulpas as almost magical things and all they can do is parrot meaningless terms like 'sentience' and 'independece'. They have no desire to actually scrutinize them in any way, they care more about their feelings than what they're actually dealing with. They are not very smart, and you'd do well to stay away from them if you want to try this out, their stuff does more harm than good. Were things any different, however, I'd say that yes, she's a tulpa, and I perceive her as independent.
If you don't believe me just look at the amount of stupid questions the tulpa community gets on the daily.
That's not how it works, sorry.
I'm very thin. Currently trying to gain weight and recover muscle mass since I spent 3 months away from the gym. I'm 130 pounds or so.
sperm taste good?
>imaginary (girl)friend
Do you change her body in whatever way you want, so you can get off, and then imagine how she would react to the change? Lots of possibilities there.
Pic related, of course.
This is the saddest thing I've read all week.
Why, OP? Does this really fulfill you on any level? Do you ever have a moment of self-reflection during this pretend-play?
Well I can't give the bitch real aids :p she doesn't exist.
But yes I fucked her and she moaned like a whore
That's not how this works. Though I agree if you have dysociative tendencies, maybe don't do this, otherwise, you'll be fine.
I AM her parent, though.
No, not really. She's short, thin, shortish hair, and way smaller tits (flat, almost). Her facial structure is also very different.
I tasted my own sperm once and I nearly threw up, so not, I don't like it. If you're wondering it tastes like warm salt water.
that's called Schizophrenia bro
>That's not how this works. Though I agree if you have dysociative tendencies, maybe don't do this, otherwise, you'll be fine.
well im just saying what i have read
btw would you be able to draw a picture of her or did you ''create'' her with someone else look
>tulpa
Fair points, and I don't necessarily disagree. They're an... odd group.
>made her
How'd you go about making her?
Then after I was done I tied her down and let the dog rape her. She cried for you to save her the whole time, but you never came.
The dog did though
>I AM her parent, though.
That awkward moment at the redneck wedding when the father gives away the bride
No, I don't like to change her. I enjoy her as she is. You could definitely do that, however.
>Why, OP?
see >Does this really fulfill you on any level?
Yes, it's very pleasurable to be with her and I love her very much. Considering how much she has helped me in my life I'd say it's time well spent too, investing time into her was probably the wisest decision I've ever made. If you want any more details feel free to ask.
>Do you ever have a moment of self-reflection during this pretend-play?
I'm not sure I understand, what am I pretending? I meditate often and self-reflection is something I do a lot, yes.
Schizophrenia is also something that maybe you should not have if you're going to be doing this. On one hand, I think this kind of positive entity could help a lot with those kinds of illnesses, but on the other, I can see how your perception can be volatile to the point of it being dangerous.
>well im just saying what i have read
There's a lot of bad info about this whole thing online, but I understand.
>btw would you be able to draw a picture of her or did you ''create'' her with someone else look
I created her based on someone, yes. I do draw (poorly), but I never drew her for some reason, so sorry, but I can't.
The pastebin describes the process.
I didn't even know this was a thing, but when I try to put myself in your shoes in order to understand, I feel like the imaginary girlfriend would be holding me back from creating real relationships, what are your thoughts on this?
Soo...he was behind all that...
Your mind is a tool, and there's a right and a wrong way to do it. Some people retract inward and just live in their minds, but I personally don't. My companion helps me improve my (physical) life. I began going to the gym because of her, I got my first job because of her, and currently I'm trying to get rid of video games because of her. She is fun and pleasurable to be around, yes, but she's also a positive influence in my life in general. I'm not really looking for a relationship outside of her at the moment, but if I ever do get into one, it'll be because of her. Does that make sense?
It might be pathetic, sure, but having her love, affection and understanding (the kind of understanding which can only come from someone living in the same head as you) has done so much for my willpower, motivation and happiness.
At the end of the day, it's just tools, brah, not to undermine what they're able to do for you, but they come to the world for a reason and with a purpose, and you can decide what that purpose and reason are.
She's making you give up video games!... Come on bro, who wears the pants in this relationship?
shut the heck up retarded incel
Thanks OP, this has been the first interesting thread that I've seen on Sup Forums in a few years and good luck.
Loser.. I'm an imaginary playa, I get so much imaginary gash it's unreal
The reason why I like to spread this around is because i think it has the potential to help a lot of people, incels included. I understand their negativity and despair, and I think this would be a great thing for someone who's in that absolutely shitty position to try. If there's even a slight chance that someone feeling down may see this thread and tries it out, then I'm ok with that, it might bring that person a little respite and happiness.
>Come on bro, who wears the pants in this relationship?
We both do, she's not really into skirts, which is a shame.
Thank you, I'm glad it interested you. If you ever decide to do it yourself, good luck.
Any nudes?
makin me act all tougou and shit with this tulpa nonsense where is my oso tulpa ahhh
Unfortunately no, this is the closest I have. I really like her, she's pretty. Maybe you can find the set.
What?
how may times has she accidentally shown her tits off to people?
How would anyone see her in the first place?
she has loads of nudes out there
youre the imagination man. you tell me.
Ok, they can't.
Thanks for sharing, bro, she's fucking fine.
>I've had an imaginary (girl)friend for about 5 years now.
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>Grand Autismo Theftismo 4channismo Awardismo Prizeismo
Welcome, too.
When will I know if I won? Also, what would you say my chances are?