, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , i don't ever recommend that someone kills themselves...but because you're absolutely pathetic, i'll make an exception. don't worry though, your mother won't be sad. as a matter of fact, she'll be crying tears of joy as she cleans up your scattered brain off the walls and carpet. flushing bits of you like used toilet paper without a second thought. your father will be glad that you finally got some courage too.
make sure you use a 12 gauge shotgun with 00 buckshot. anything less and you might survive! a slug might cause too much recoil for your weak arms to handle and make you miss the core of your brain, causing severe injury, or worse...missing entirely...wasting the whole shot.
the only reason your parents haven't killed you themselves, is because it's illegal and you're not worth going to prison over. you're just going to have to man up and do it yourself. good luck.
just been working a lot still researching locations, a lot of different factors to consider, been looking into government environmental programs as a revenue source, saving a decent amount in the meantime
straight up grants can be difficult to get, but there are a lot of cool programs. It's difficult to find good data on potential payouts, as a lot of it has deliberate partisan spin in how it's presented to you. Most of the available money goes to large conglomerates or other well connected operations, but a one person side operation could easily get around 10 grand a year with the right combination of programs. The theoretical cap is around 120 thousand dollars per person but I don't know whose dick you gotta suck to get that.