How are you tonight? everything ok or nothing ok?

how are you tonight? everything ok or nothing ok?

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Everything is good. How are you ?

nothing
had my first breakdown in over a year, was crying while doing 15 over the limit on a freeway full of trucks.
I still don't even know what triggered it, I was a little pissed earlier, but I was just fucking dying inside halfway home from work.
I'm been blasting an album I know makes me fucking sad, and just letting myself go since I got home
I can't remember the last time I hurt so bad.

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I nutted on molly several times and DJ’d a lovely set. Today was a good day. The first stream of cum was armor piercing.

Does it matter?

everything is fine but I'm not
I don't know why. really been having a hard time functioning lately, I'm exhausted from acting like I feel ok
I can relate. I haven't cried for months but tonight and last night I've just been sobbing on my drive home from work. I know I numb myself and eventually everything just comes out whether I want it to or not
sounds like you're handling it well though, sometimes you just need to let everything out
excellent. I'm smiling for you :)

I don't know. I don't know if I'd prefer it to or not

Why were you pissed earlier? Did something happen. Have you been holding in your feeling?

Stop acting like everything is ok. Tell people how you really feel. It's ok to feel run down from life. Remove yourself from from people that make you feel stressed is also important

Tonight? Nights over. Its 4AM and im going to work, like an adult should.

Is everything ok? fuck no

Will I get through? fuck yes

for the first time I admitted to myself that I'm not ok and I need help
I don't know what kind of help but I'm hopeless on my own
I have an issue with showing my vulnerability to people and opening up, I don't like people seeing me as weak and I don't like putting my problems on others
part of the problem is I isolate myself from everyone when I feel this way. my family and the few friends I have are extremely supportive and loving but knowing they worry about me hurts a lot
you're right though

I work until midnight. got home 30 minutes ago. I'm up late anyway so it works out ok I guess. we'll all get through it but isn't it tiring?

Good for you

In opiate and benzo detox. Life is fucking great
.5mg of clonazepam
200mg of oxycodone
6 month habit

I unload the truck for my store, and 2 hours before I was going to leave, I was told I had to completely fill our drink coolers (a four hour job at best) because our GM was coming to the store the next morning, and if there were any holes, the managers would get their asses chewed. I do the truck three days a week, and only one salaried and one manger out of THREE shifts ever tries to do it. Literally only two other people in the whole fucking store fill the cooler, despite me not being able to four days a week. None of our employees are trained properly, and I keep getting the new head manager up my ass over it. The bastard ASKED me to take the truck position after the last two truck guys quit, and he's tried to ask six people to take the position from me. One of them outright quit after he had me training him in the position for one night. All I want is to do a simple, quiet job in the back of the store, but I keep getting blamed for our entire staff not being trained to do side work.

It's good that you have admitted to yourself that you have issues. You don't have to show your vulnerability to everyone may talk to your close friends and family Frist.

Some things are okay.
Got a job after 2 months of looking for something to pay the bills. Life will be tight for a while, but it's better than yesterday.

200mg of oxy? Jesus Christ

First you need need to keep saying to yourself this is a job. You don't need to take shit from your manager. Look for work elsewhere. Another good tip is to cause disruption within your company but make sure know one knows it's you. In my old job I use to throw away customer order or delete vital emails. Other times I would over order stationery and then steel it.

I hope you quit while you're ahead
addiction is a symptom of much worse issues
thanks. I'm trying to slowly make progress. I'm talking with a therapist every week or so, actually going tomorrow. I just want a shoulder to cry on and someone to tell me it will be ok. I miss my ex a lot, I can't be with her and had to end our relationship but I'm still in love with her. I guess I'm scared of anyone else seeing me for who I really am
good. you have a good mindset. I hope things keep looking up for you :)

I'm not high or drunk. I don't have a gf and I don't have a degree. My job is not great and I don't have much plans for the future. However, I'm happy just to be awake and alive. I have so much to be grateful for and I remember that every day.

Also if the GM is coming do something that will really get your manager into trouble and remember it's not your business who gives a fuck

same but I'm drunk. I'm grateful for my life but it doesnt make me happy. more than anything it makes me even more sad seeing those less fortunate who I can't help

Good your talking to a therapist and don't worry about your ex I know it hurts now but it's best to be alone if it was not working out. You will find another woman in future. Just have hope and take your time don't rush into new relationships

yeah I had to move back in with my dad and he is paying for it so I'm giving it a try. my therapist is cool, it helps to vent to someone unbiased
and yeah I know I can't be with her, we weren't good for each other but we really understood and loved each other. I really have no interest in being with anyone else. I rarely make new friends and even more rarely meet anyone I'm interested in a romantic relationship with
4 years together is a long time though. I've never felt more comfortable being open with anyone

I got drunk and feel ok now. not good, just ok. I wish I could feel this way all the time

Bruh I posted on reddit/r/casualconversations that they were too soft and sensitive about everything, AND THEY DELETED MY POST. They're a bunch of fucking faggots. Literally proves my goddamn point. But it's annoying as fuck tho
>inb4 leddit
I'm bored get off my back

yeah I've never fucked with that place. too sensitive for sure. I mean if you look at this thread you can see Sup Forums can actually be a good place to vent and be heard. we're not always hateful

miss you tabby

I was probably the same age as her when she was relevant. I thought she was so fucking hot

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I love tabby. But i been bothered by a scene from a movie where a guy says," ask for a cheese pizza, he'll know what you mean" its been a chip on the shoulder for about an hour cant figure out what scene its from and its killing me HELP anons

This is the most wholesome thread I've ever seen. Nice one Sup Forumsruvs