Now addicted to benzos. But I am following a strict taper. Which is going great!
I do take Dexedrine, vyvanse, adderall, ritalin ect. Whatever. Have on and off for years. Just like once or twice a month I always tell myself “ I’ll draw or clean my home. Or listen to music and chill or play video games ect”. But every time I take any amphetamines, all I end up doing every time is fapping for 4-8 hours. To tons of different shit. Just edging the whole time. I really enjoy it. But anytime I get amphetamines or stimulants I always say in my head. “ I’ll build a sweet model air plane or car.” Or whatever. But it always goes to my cock I always said I wouldn’t try meth ever because of the stigma. But I tried meth only intranasal and orally a bit these last two months. Not a lot. Like I got a gram and I still have atleast a half g left after two months.
I usually weigh out 75-100 mg for my session. I do lines probably 1/4 the length of a match stick the ones from a booklet . It feels clean. And clear headed. Doesn’t make me feel dirty like I thought it would. The burn isn’t that bad. Isn’t good tho almost feels like I snorted oil or gas fumes lol. But I suppose if I did the whole 75-100 mg in one line it would burn like hell.
The thing is I can get 100 pharma Dexedrine 10 mg ir for 50 bucks or 1.2 grams of crystal for 50. I know meth is more toxic to the brain.
I suppose I should just stick with the dexies huh? But I’m surprised. Meth doesn’t really feel any different at the doses i take and the way I administer it.
Any tips? How to be productive with stims, instead of just j.o for hours and hours? I’m bi. More into girls. But once I start coming up. I wanna suck someone’s anyone’s dick. It’s so weird how this substance does this.
Attached is a picture I jerked off to for probably 1.5 hours straight last night.
All I do is jerk off to Sara jay. Miley Cyrus. Lady Gaga. Katy perry. Danelle brigoli. Angelina Castro. Girls I know from irl on snap insta and fb. Sexy slideshows of sexy pictures of Miley,Gaga,perry. Danielle brigoli While listening to there music.
Watch tons of Sara jay porn and glory hole porn. And more. Gianna Michaels. Some amateur gay/straight friend blowjob porn ect
But I can’t be productive on stims. The whole reason I buy them. As soon as I feel it. I start stroking. It sucks
Damn that's a small dick. Even I'm bigger than that and mine is just sad
Eli Perry
Yeah it is small. But. Right now I’m high. I wish I could suck a cock. Even that small.
I really wanna feel what it’s like to give a blowjob. Small 2,500 ppl town. So idk. Maybe one day I’ll find someone that will let me suck em. Once or twice a month whenever I use any stimulants. I’d love that. I live in apartments and my neighbor is really gay and single. So I have some hope there. Just don’t know how to go about it. He’s right next door. Should I fb friend him. Or in person just ask some night?
He sent me a pic of him obviously laying in bed saying “ trying to unwind”
So stims make me do risky things
I sent a picture to him that said, “ do you need to cum”
No reply yet. So I’m nervous. He’s my next door neighbor. God I’m an idiot
Cooper Campbell
The power couple
James Garcia
i relate 100% bro
college freshman, done a decent amount of drugs but only started fucking with adderall/ritalin/vyvanse once college started. i always buy it for homework/tests but end up looking at porn for the next 6 hours. i don't usually actually beat my dick until near the end, i just gently touch myself and edge. sometime i dress up in my ex's panties and skirt and fuck my ass with a toy
on the plus side my porn collection is growing at an incredible rate.
I'm also bi-curious and want to try sucking dick, especially if im on a stim.
just got out of my comp sci final and i'm waiting around to pick up 6 70mg Vyvanse in an hr.
Jeremiah Watson
lmfao is that the smoothest thing you could come up with? hope you get your pp tho user
Blake Robinson
He replied to my snap.
“ what do you mean” I said “ I’ve always wanted to suck a cock at least once. If this is to weird it’s all good we can forget about it. But I’m offering to walk into your apartment and bedroom right now and give you head.
Luke Jackson
well at least you're concise
Christopher Rivera
wow bro what
kek
Grayson Bailey
He said yes. Tonight, in a hour. And sent me a picture of his dick kinda small. But it looks good shape wise and everything. Said “ I cum a lot just a warning. “
And then he said he likes sucking more than being sucked. And riding cock. But will let me suck him. As my first.
I’ll update here or make a new thread he said he’d be cool with pics if his face or tats were not in em.
Fuck.
Daniel Lee
congrats on your first pp bro im jealous
Cooper Nguyen
OP is a faggot
Benjamin Ortiz
I have a feeling ima suck his cock and swallow his cum. And he’s going to try to suck me and ride me.
Never thought about letting a guy ride and grind and bounce on me. But we’ll see how it goes.
Nolan Powell
"4-8 hours" Ha! I have gone for over 48 hours without Cooming. When I finally Coomed my whole started shaking and it hurt for an hour. Stimulants and Fapping is amazing
Alexander Jenkins
Very true. I’ve been edging for 8 hours today. All I do is edge and edge. It’s so amazing. How horny I am if he rides me I’ll cum in him. Or give him huge facial
