Anyone near 30, over 6 feet tall and over 180 lbs but want to be a sissy? Is is worth it? is it possible...

Anyone near 30, over 6 feet tall and over 180 lbs but want to be a sissy? Is is worth it? is it possible? Is it too late?

I do have slightly more fem than average features: small chin, soft skin, skinny shoulders, wider than avg hips, lil more junk in the trunk, slight gyno, 5 inch dick, slightly more ascended testies that are slightly smaller than avg, testies that ascend more when im nervous, higher than avg voice, undefined/not angular facial features, skinny wrists, pubic hair that grows slightly more in the female pattern, etc. My lips are also a little more puffy than average.... but, im hairy. Even though my mustache grows light and doesnt connect to my beard. Essentially, i can easily be mistaken for 23 years old.

I legitimately want help. I want to do this or just forget about it.

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> just forget about it.

implying you could

halp

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then what do i do, wise one?

Not your exact specification, but yes, I am also addicted to porn and mentally overstimulated causing me to frequently masturbate to gay/bi/sissy hypno porn.

You don't have to actually go so far as being trans or even shaving. It can just be a fetish. This list of personal traits is a little disturbing,

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I'm an autist/ programmer, sry

Just crossdress

In my experience the more hysteria you let yourself feel around it the more a problem it will be. Either go with it or let it go and don't look back.

Source: am 27yo tranner

I'm 5'6" and 116lbs and 30.

I like cross dressing privately, but I'm content being male.

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Its all good, I like this porn and I don't know why I like it so much beyond I must just be really gay.

Same. Crossdressing gives the rush for being all pretty and girly but Im not actually changing everything about myself everywhere for that.

Lol if u were a trans person you'd have done some shit or something by now.

Go ahead and fetishize your entire existence you fucking coomer

You can be a shitty sissy,. Have sex with meth users and die/look dead at 40

How about you live in a mountain retreat or something with a lifetime supply of hormones and don't come back until you're hot, and not fucking annoying anymore.

Hey thats not very friendly!

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Op here.... I want to try cock badly

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you should probably just suck a dick then buddy

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im 31, 5'11 and im a crossdressing sissy. id start exercising/going to the gym. good clothes can hide a lot, as can makeup. still, its worth trying. no reason not to and youll probably enjoy it

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Thanks babe

cock is the least hard thing to find on this gay earth

er, difficult I mean

I'm just nervous. Seems like my souls at stake

I got my new dildo in from Amazon yesterday
Now I listen to cock sucking hypno while high and sucking away on it

Here
>27 y.o.
>185lbs

Yeah sure.
I got carded the other day to buy some Battlefield games.
I look skinny enough to where someone was shocked when I told them I weigh 185 lbs.
He thought it was muscle, but my loose fit jeans from a couple years ago are skinny jeans now and my shirts are only tight around the tits.
You're probably in the range to be cute/hot enough to bang with your descriptors.

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It's up to you.
I like submission, but can enjoy being a dom.
I might just have AGP.

Wait, you also said over 6 feet.
I'm 5'8", but Samus Aran is 6'3" and hot AF.

you're already gay, you only have AIDS to gain

Wat the

You raised catholic or some shit?
Or do you have a higher potential that'd be squandered by becoming a sissy whore?

>implying you can't fag it up and also be a US senator

Latter

I'm only implying a potential hangup OP has.
Mostly based on projection.
I like to think of myself as relatively intelligent... I'm typing this while fairly toasted, I like theoretical physics and engineering...
And sometimes, I feel like my cocklust is getting in the way of doing anything interesting with my intellectual interests.

I identify with you.... OP here...


Sometimes I wonder if its not the cocklust that gets in the way, but the hysteria that surrounds it... Even if that's the case, one can chalk it up to the cocklust because if it didn't exist, there's be no hysteria.

BUT, with that logic, one can justify hysteria for any aspect of their psyche.

So, I'm still here, stuck. Unsure if this will cripple me in actuality or if i can transcend.

Damn... hopefully find a dom that likes you when you're not his fucktoy?
One that encourages you to pursue your interests as well as cock pleasing techniques.

how does it feel being 14

>You feel hype for cock but are unsure of your hype because general hype?
>maybe you like dick, and that's cool... so I've heard.
>If it cripples your "mover/doer" mind factions they will be impeded.
If your motivations and intentions can be augmented with being a cock whore and you like it? more power to ya.

^did you see this response?
I just worry that this destroys me

>I just worry that this destroys me

I worry that I come to conclusions about myself. Like submitting makes me forever weak.

Everyone submits to something. But you're allowed to submit at your own digression. Even if it feels like a dick genie situation, you can course correct for your desired destination.
Even with a massive cocklust.

alternative which has already been said, suck a cock at the bare minimum to see if you enjoy it.

Where's the lie

It might be irrational but I then worry that the submission to the man and the cock would effect how I interact with other men in the future in creative, business or academic ventures.

it doesnt unless you want it to. i sub to a man in my personal life but at work its strictly business. no one needs to know any wiser unless you want them to.

It will affect it.
Maybe you a bitch
Maybe you notice an exploit that's common in your own bitch psyche.
Maybe you're good at hiding being a bitch in public and become a sissy slut only in private.
Maybe your "daddy" and only his cock can shake you, and you're totally able to professionally interact with you peers.

Dick genies's a dick, but life finds a way.

Both of you fuck off and die.

maybe you and your buds complete an intricately scientific project and they celebrate by spit-roasting you with their cocks.

my honest advice is to talk to a therapist first before making a decision. find out if you really want to start transitioning or if you are moreso dealing with say latent gay tendencies.

personally i find the whole idea of becoming a sissy hot but i also realized it was more of my own dormant gay feelings and my submissive tendencies working together than anything

aww is the little fags feelings hurt? go suck a dick you'll feel better.

>personally i find the whole idea of becoming a sissy hot but i also realized it was more of my own dormant gay feelings and my submissive tendencies working together than anything

I was breaking myself down as a "sissy" until I realized I just have AGP.
Cock? good
Pussy? good
Ass? fun if I'm into dominating at the moment.

I like having hormone titties.
The only problem is the dissonance between being male and having tits in the public's eye, even if people really don't care/notice.