ITT: We help each other not feel like such shit human beans. HAVE A GOOD DAY ANONS!

ITT: We help each other not feel like such shit human beans. HAVE A GOOD DAY ANONS!

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Thank You, mystery user

Guess I'll start. Also OP can't bump.

Lost people so close to me to suicide that i don't really sleep at all anymore and just fake like I'm fine while i wait and hop for a fucking plane to fly into me or something.

I want to get off of Mr. BONES Wild Ride.

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Thank you user, good on you.
On a serious note: how do I stop looking so fucking hungover? Can‘t call in sick today either

No problemo bro! Making one person feel slightly less shit is all I've tried to accomplish lately and the only way i don't feel like eating a 12 guage for lunch.

Kek.

So, what you up to today user?

imma masturb8

Depressed user reporting in.

How are you all doing today?

Cold shower. Get up and start moving a little more than you should be. Get air. Get a couple no doze and an energy drink at the gas station if you can. Chug a bunch of water. Visine.

It's a pretty fine line between looking like you are on dope doing this and looking fine. Maybe confide in a coworker if you can. Have them keep an eye on you.

You'll feel pretty shitty in a couple hours but people won't be looking at you as hard.

GOOD LUCK user!

We should really stop drinking on school nights.

Well. Uh...

Okay then!

Op here. Slightly better now thanks to you fine folks. Gonna be a long shitty day but i got the weekend off.

Came in a couple hours early to get some game time in on Heroes and Villagers and get woke up a little before the great irritation that is my 10 hours of overtime every friday.

Christmas break already started, feeling like playing a few games
Anyways, hope you have a good day!

what you playing user?

Nice user appreciate it , trying not to puke but I am alive.

Have a good day buddy

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comfy

do some yoga depressed anons. it's really good.

mi done. whats up dude! howve you been?

Imagine being so brainwashed that u think depression is bad.
Why are white ppl so fucking stupid?

Me to user. Grats! My company is letting us off at 3pm tuesday on through the week. So fucking ready for a break

It's the worst aint it...

Kek. Not bad. I bought a fish tank and learning to diy a bunch of stuff for it over the holidays

This is such a happy and nice thread, thank you!

>imagine being fortunate enough to not suffer.

You're truly lucky user. I used to be like you. "Give em a fucking gun. They'll do it or they won't."

Boy was i wrong. Nothing like having your best friend hang out all day and then shooting himself with a gun that only shoots every 70 trigger pulls to make you feel like the most useless faggot on earth for the rest of your life.

:D thanks for cotributioning there user!

Thank you kind fren

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;)

Anons, could you please give me advice?

A few weeks ago, I opened up to my therapist (I'm a male, therapist is a female) about how I had been a victim of sexual abuse as a child. Story is: a female cousin of mine (she was older than me by 5 years) took advantage of me since I was 8 through 13 y o. Telling my therapist that was difficult because I do not share many details about my sexual/intimate life with anyone but after I told my therapist about the abuse her response was, with a cold serious tone:

"And you liked it, right?"

I've had severe depression for a while but now taking medication, and I think my lack of proper social skills, my depression, and anxiety are in part because of the sexual abuse I suffered as a child. For the therapist to respond to my story like that was heartbreaking and frustrating up to the point where going to her office became a depression/anxiety trigger and didn't want to go to her office anymore, and now I'm back to feeling severely depressed and suicidal just like I was when I first started seeing her a few months ago.

Anons, my question to you is: am I exaggerating or is my concern valid? I feel like I cannot open up to her with personal details anymore even after we talked and I told her how bad I felt (she apologized) but I told her that her apology was like whatever to me because she was sorry that I had interpreted her answer in a negative way.

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Truly the worst, I wish for death.

That therapist is fucked up bro

Thanks dude, on my way to work now.
Wish me luck

How does it feel?

I bet you were something to cause it.

kewl what are you doing with a fish tank

You can file a complaint against her and get her into trouble. That's beyond inappropriate, it's grounds for having her license reviewed. Take action

I think you exaggerate user. It was an innocent question from her. She needs to ask difficult questions so she can help you. Please don't get her fired over this.

That's not an innocent question in the least. This is my field. What she did is ridiculously inappropriate and should be brought up

I'm gonna get you fired, dipshit. How do you feel about that??

If I did that to a patient, I'd feel like I deserved it and needed to reevaluate my methods.

Marcus Aurelius.

For me I just keep in mind today's problems most likely won't matter two weeks from now

I'm off work with stress/depression right now. We have healthcare at work and can get counselling through the private healthcare. HR gave me their number.

I called the counsellor up and we had a bit of a chat, I guess I was kinda hoping we could set something up so I had some scheduled appointments with a counsellor. I've some real dark shit going on in my head right now.

She basically just told me to get a new job. That was it.

What do? I thought I was going to have a chance to finally be fixed. Did she not think there was anything wrong with me? Felt like she just wanted me to get off the phone to be honest.

Maximus Decimus Maridius.

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animals are friends not food

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>That therapist is fucked up bro
I felt like I was doing great right up to this point.

No, I think cousin was abused too, and she abused me to relieve her frustration somehow idk.

>She needs to ask difficult questions so she can help you
I don't want to get her fired. We all make mistakes but help me understand your perspective, user, I'm open. How would that question be necessary and required? What could she have expected after she asked me if I liked being abused? I thought it was inappropriate when she asked and I said: "I guess the last years I did like it" because I felt sad and hurt right at that moment in the office.

Not looking to get her fired, just want her and the other therapists to learn from this, besides, I don't have any recording/proof of our conversation as California is a 2 party consent state.
Would it be beneficial for everyone involved (patient/therapist) if I submit an anonymous written report with lots of details?

Oof. I don't know brother.

I'm pretty broken myself but in all honesty if you're uncomfortable with her find another one.

I went and saw a dude and he was cool bit ive never talked about feelings ever before. I faked like i was fine just to make my wife and friends happy and quit going.

Then tragedy struck again. I drove to the therapist place and they said they were booked and walkins were pretty full.

I was about to an hero and figured whatever. I always carry a gun and it's cold out. There's woods right behind the office. Figured if i didn't get in I'd just walk out of site and blow my brains out.

Odly enough i managed to get in. She didnt say very much. Mostly just listened to a grown ass bearded man bawl and try to get my shit together. Generally just sat and bullshited for like an hour.

Never went back but that woman saved my life.

Tbh i haven't done much with it and still hope i don't wake up tomorrow but i figure i was put here for a reason and if i can't manage to be happy then I'll spend my time trying to make other people happy. Along the way i feel a little less shot and God knows i need the good boy points if i want to make it upstairs

Depends on the context user. You said a cold serious tone but idk what that means. Someone could say something cold and serious maliciously or they could say it cold and serious because they're suppressing eagerness or excitement or they could be saying it cold and serious because they are hiding other emotions or don't want you to react to how THEY feel about what you said. Like, i say stuff that way when i don't want to express pity because maybe the person doesn't want pity, or will use my pity against me.
Also keep in mind if you got an erection then you might think you enjoyed it, most men who are abused don't tell people because of this so she might have wanted you to say what you thought but it's weird that she would lead you into a confirmation or denial rather than letting you express it yourself. Like she wanted it to go somewhere specific. This is one of the reasons i stopped therapy, i felt like i was being led into saying things because they wanted that conclusion. Like one of my first sessions i told them i smoked weed and they said stop so i did, next time i went back it was really busy and i got 5 minutes in with a guy who i'd never met before who was obviously stressed out his bin. He thought i was smoking 50 joints a day literally and i told him no and i had stopped because i was asked to then that was the end of the session, i never went back...
Anyway back to you user. Have a heart to heart with her about how you feel about what happened, be 100% honest and ask her all the questions you need to ask. Like as i said, where was the question coming from? Was she trying to avoid projecting emotion or maybe she's sadistic?(i have acute paranoia) Either way i'd lay it all out, ask her the shit FEEL her reply. Your subconcious picks up on lies, the pupils dialate or contract during lies. You look in certain directions when making stuff up or remembering and the subconcious picks that up. Trust your gut on this

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Where are the buildings? Or even any sort of shelter against rain?

Well good luck today bro. Just nurse a beer the second you get home and crash out

FOOD LUCK user!

The fuck bro.

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HAPPY FRIDAY PEEPS

best thread on Sup Forums
you are not exaggerating at all, what she said was nowhere near ok user. Sounds like she also tried to push the blame back on you with her "apology". Taking action and filing a complaint is a good idea.
>innocent question
obvious troll is obvious

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Aquascape and eventually fish!

Tbh not really sure. But i have some big ass plans.

If i can make it work starting a fish store and selling to wholesalers would be a dream come true.

Big ambition and autism mostly. Figured i would start with some sort of bottom cleaners. Shrimp maybe. And breeding neon tetras after i get my plants and water set up appropriately.

Am a big fan of diy and stumbled into filters and shit and it snowballed.

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...Alice?

You won't get her fired, per se. Again, they'll probably review her and tell her to see fewer patients for a while, take time off or give her a warning.

If you feel strongly about not getting her spoken to (it might be what she needs, it's a lot to deal with everyone's problems and she might need a wake up call for more self care) you can talk to her yourself. This can be intimidating, but being firm and telling her she crossed a line is a really good thing for you both. I hope it helps!

NO U

Good way to look at it user.

Let's hope today is as good as this sunrise!

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No. Sorry?

This is another reason i don't go to therapy. I've seen how much regular people manipulate(sometimes without even being consciously aware of it) without ANY training. A therapist could gaslight the fuck out someone if they wanted to.

Man

I don't know but I'd for sure see someone else.

Work and the theorists you bitch to about work shouldn't be in bed together imo. Even if they mean well.

What the fuck are u on about user?

Nice effort user. But being from Kansas i thought this was a photo of oz at first and got triggered to fuck.

>hi user nice to meet you. Where are you from?
>Kansas
>KANSAS???? hurrrhirrr huhuhua huhu how's Toto? Huhuhu.

I've taken to telling people im from texas. They either are excited as fuck about it or make a stupid face. Then i know that they are a faggot not worthy of conversation after that

I'm just trying to get through this day at work so I can go home for the holidays and go skiing. Skiing has always been one of my favorite things to do and I couldn't go at all last year since I was recovering from ACL surgery, and I've been going through a lot the last 6 months so I'm really looking forward to it this year. Gonna head up north with my best friend since childhood, post up in the cabin with some weed and some drinks and the GameCube, play our favorite classics, and ski from first chair to last chair everyday. I hope all of y'all anons have something to look forward to in the near future, even if all else is shit.

Meh. They are both.

Truer words never spoken man! Thank you for this.

My best friend was exactly that. The best. He never talked shit on anyone and was always happy. He was the kind of guy that would make a 12 hour day hauling hay fun. It was like magic. Nobody was ever sad around him.

It took me a long time to understand it. But he felt like shit and was such a good person he put all he had into making sure that nobody he met felt like that.

It's kind of bitter sweet. I said I'd give anything just to understand why we could have a party and then him go an hero.

I understand it now. Depression is true suffering

Very cool! I love watching these on YouTube! I'm thinking of making a tank with a more useful (hydroponic) lean to it because I don't have a ton of room for both, but that's really exciting! Will you post pics?

An anonymous therapist has or did have threads on occasion. It was nice to have a positive thread in this hate and porn filled cesspool

It's funny. I once considered becoming a shrink. Then i realised you need a useless meme degree and by law have to report certain shit. And forced to see people you hate.

I can just be me and try to help however i want instead

She sounds cool. I think that OP is doing good things and I'm just happy to try and help.

You feeling ok now that the holidays are coming up?

You're not forced to see anyone you hate, but it sounds like you made the right call for you. Good on you for helping in your own way!

Fucking decent bro. I always wanted to try snowboarding. I did get up on water skiing several times.

Sadly it's all in the past now. I got my cankle bolted together and i got a hard enough time just walking

watching the witcher...not read the novels or played the games...it makes me wish there were certain series that existed that do not exist

Holy fucking shit, user. That's powerful. I'm fucking glad you are here to share your story and hang out with us, my friend, your story was enlightening :) have a hug

Thank you for the long detailed answer, bro, It really opened my eyes.
I'm not sure how to categorize her tone as she showed no emotion. I thought she assumed I would have liked getting sexually abused since I am a male. And I did talk to her yesterday, actually, I asked her with some gravitas why she had given me that response that day. she started crying and apologizing profusely but one thing that bothered then was that her first response while apologizing was:
>"I don't remember saying that but I'm terribly sorry that I said that and that you interpreted it that way, it wasn't my intention to be mean or hurt you"....
>"that you interpreted it that way"
like when a bitch gf tells you: "i'm sorry you took it like that" as an apology when you point out she said something inappropriate. Right there and then, I was like nah, there's something wrong here and besides women's tears having no effect on me, I kept thinking that hers were cocodrile's tears so I'll go with you on this one, user, and trust my instinct and will stop seeing her after my next appointment.

>Taking action and filing a complaint is a good idea.
>she might need a wake up call
I think that I will submit an anonymous report next week (just started typing it a few minutes ago). I will make sure to include that it would be a nice idea to remind of all their therapists to watch out for how they respond to patients' intimate details because I've actually been feeling like shit since this incident with the therapist occurred.

>therapist has or did have threads
Did not know this, will be paying attention from now on. Thank you.

Imagine being so fucking brainwashed that u think death is bad..
Get your shit together

I would if i had any ;( i haven't set anything up yet. I got ready to go get fish and came across a fish care link. So i bought a test kit instead. Glad i did. KH immeasurably high. Getting a reverse osmosis deionozed 6 stage water filter kit with a tap and tank for Christmas.

I shitpost in a little telegram group with strangers and I'll happily post shit tonight as i go through it. Might even get a little brine shrimp tank going for shits and gigs. You can join in the shitposting if you or anyone else wants in. Just turn noise notifications off because we all are kind of scattered around the globe.

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Why is incest bad? Cuz your Bible said so? You need to reevaluate your life

Also youtube "aquaponics"

It's hydroponics with fish!

Going to grow a lemon and lime tree inside with my tank!

>he doesn't have snow on the ground with a bushy af 8 foot topped off lemon and lime tree in his living room.
>never going to make it.

Lol!

As okay as i can be i guess. Really looking forward to the time off so i can get shit done at home before it's dark.

Heh, thanks. Also kind of afraid I'm entirely to broken to even help in a lot of cases.

I just plug along hoping to do more good than bad before i die

I want to watch that.

>Cuz your Bible said so? You need to reevaluate your life
uuuummmmm wtf, no, stupid. I'm not religious, it was bad because she made do things I didn't want and I learned to interact with other people just based on sexual interactions and not social. To me, playing with other kids adults meant performing sexual acts. Do you see how what my cousin did was fucked up yet?

sharing is caring
today's your lucky day
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It's literally on Netflix

Tbh I'm not here very often but i want to say she had contact info and did a weekly thread. Someone here might know?

Yeah sorry that's what I meant! That sounds really really cool! I can't wait to see your trees!

Bonsai I'm assuming?

When did i say that faggot?

Death is the only fucking thing I actually want in life. It would hands down be the best thing to ever happen to me.

Honestly aren't we all? I doubt anyone's got their shit together. You're trying, I'm trying, OPs trying, we're all gonna help someone. What matters is we try

Well there's that but also the insanely high risk of birth defects.

Face it pervert. You aren't supposed to fuck you own damned family man.

Ignore ththe troll user. He's just trying to russle your jimmies.

YOU JIST MADE MY FUCKING DAY user.


THANK YOU!!!

Oh. Well, i was not aware.

I gave up searching prime and netflix because I'm always dissapointed

happy to hear that you're welcome

Hi anons.
Remember, you can have a great day if you make it a great day! Buh-bye!

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We are all gonna make it, brah!

Yeah I agree. I don't have Prime. Netflix have just got rid of anything good over the past few years and just push their own shit. If I wasn't using my friends' login details I would have stopped my subscription a long time ago.

Sort of i guess. I didn't know you could make near any tree a "bonsai" tree. I figured constantly butchering it would just kill it. I have a strange back porch / mud room thing. Its about 8 feet wide but it's 12 feet long and has a 12 foot ceiling. Going to bus the floor out and dig down several feet. Concrete it off on the sides so they can grow for 100 years and not dick the foundation. I plan to repot them in a greenhouse or take them with me when I move in 10 years or so.

Drilling a natural gas well soon and if it does come in i might just have enough to heat a massive greenhouse and let er fly

I hadn't considered this.

Thanks user.

HEY INCELS! KILL YOURSELVES.

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