I need some serious advice Sup Forums. It's regarding my family and family relations. Essentially I'm an underdog in the hip hop industry (Pic related is my upcoming album) and I work with a HUGE label (The same label that owns Future to give you an idea) and am sneak dropping a project that will get worldwide attention in a few months.
The reason this is relevant is not to advertise (If I wanted to advertise I'd do it with money you faggot) but because I say a LOT of fucked up shit in my music. I grew up using Sup Forums and I like to incorporate as much free speech into my music as possible and unlike most of you faggots who can do that anonymously forever with no consequences, I'm doing it with worldwide attention and my entire FAMILY KNOWS ABOUT IT.
These are songs where I rap really fast about faggots and abusing whores. I'm just a free speech martyr who's doing it for you guys, but my family is abandoning me.
My brother hates me and is planning on cutting contact with me because of how offensive he finds my work, my parents pretend like I don't exist and my extended family has completely cut me out of all family events/pictures. It's really fucking sad.
I need advice from you degenerate pieces of shit on how to carry myself and get over this, I know what a lot of you will say "OHH WAHHH YOU GET TO DO THIS FOR A LIVING AND BE A BRAGADOCIOUS DOUCHEBAG AND YOUR LIFE IS SOOOOOOO HARD" but honestly my heart is extremely sore and I really do hate my life. I really genuinely plan on killing myself soon even because I feel nothing. I wake up a blank slate and I go to bed the same way. I got a kid on the way too and I have no clue how I'm going to be treated all because I like to express myself artistically (And autistically).
And no I'm not trying to flex on you fucks I'm explaining all of this stuff in depth so you can get an idea of where my heart is at, I'm just like you but I'm very public about it.
