How fucked is your life, Sup Forums?
I'll start.
>Born.
>Ignorance = Bliss.
>Had [spic] step family that could care less about me.
>Born without biological [white] mother.
>Only one who cared was my [Cuban] Dad.
>Oldest version of Dad is best Dad.
>[Welcome to California] Abuse, black widows, chaos, disease, earthquakes, fire ants, hunger, ignorance, poverty, etc..
>Current version of Dad = pill-popping heart-broken mess that always smoked, could never truly excel at life, and shattered all of my previous thoughts of Oldest version of Dad.
>Grew up living in holes in the wall [aka poverty].
>Always surrounded by bad environment [spics and niggers].
>Sucked at school [spics and niggers didn't help].
>Bad times = Good times [remember: ignorance = bliss; remember spics & niggers are my environment].
>Always moving around [no financial security, no consistently positive environment to grow up in].
>Had an okay childhood and teen-hood [only homeless once for about a few weeks; always had gaming console (nintendo, sega, N64, etc.) to distract me from the harsh reality of life].
>Never had a girlfriend over my house because I lived in a hole in the wall [no confidence, only shame].
>Everyone else seemed to have the perfect life [designer clothes, exotic housing, new cars, etc..].
>Joined the military to be able to afford college.
>! got married to a Spic.
>Spic wife left me [she got her green card, left, and fucked her cousin].
>! went to college.
>Failed college [accelerated (21 month) bachelors program].
>Got out of college and moved in with dad.
>Stuck in another hole in the wall for 4 years.
>Paying for everything because I had no choice.
>Cold winters, no companionship, only online gaming.
>Got suicidal [and consequently kicked out].
>ItsOkay.jpg [I was just a portable atm to them anyway].
>Visit old friend in search for new hope.
>Friend = anti-social obese mess who learns to abuse of my kindness.
>I get sick and tired of abuse.
>! GTFO of Dodge!
cont'd...
How fucked is your life, Sup Forums?
>I'm currently at a place where I used to rent a room from landlord.
>Rent the same room from same landlord 10+ years later.
>Get scolded constantly.
>Abused.
>He loves Trump.
>He's waiting for his parents to drop him loot.
>He thinks I'm weak, a loser, a nigger, a schizo, etc..
>He's also a bipolar hypocrite with no moral compass.
>I get the feeling I need to either die a hero, or become the villain.
>Life's beyond unfair.
>This life of mine = HELL ON EARTH!
>I work at a warehouse filled with niggers, cameras, security guards, and lots of questionable regulations and rules.
>Oppression level = 9001.
What do, Sup Forums?
Kill myself?
Stop crying?
Mass murder?
[insert all other diabolical Sup Forums suggestions here].
Anything good?
No?
Why not?
Is there no more good in this world?
IS all hope gone?
Why's everyone else beyond shallow?
Why do people bully?
Why are people sofa king cold, Sup Forums?!
Please contribute.
Is Sup Forums too pussy to reply?
Wish me to just die?
THEN WISH IT, FAGGOTS!
Or let this thread die along with your attention span and interest because "Oh look, a squirrel!"
"Oh, as long as I'm not you, I'll be fine! Plus, I don't know what empathy/sympathy is to have it! DUUURRR LOOK AT ME I'M THE MOTHER-FUCKING DEMONIC FACE OF Sup Forums! A COMPLETELY DEMONIC AND WORTHLESSLY DESTRUCTIVE NOBODY! AN AGENT OF Sup ForumsULLSHIT!"
Seems like you have a good work ethic and you had the balls to join the military at one point in your life, so you are better off than a lot of people and more useful to society. Seems like your issue is self respect and really just changing your perspective on life. Shit sucks and isn't perfect but go to a library read some Nietzsche or some Hesse or the Fountainhead. Learn about and practice meditation, the shit is free. The world sucks, but you can find some peace with who you are then the rest of the bullshit doesnt matter as much.
Go back in time 9.5 years and find a different room to rent
A very respectable answer. The first time Sup Forums actually gave me something worth considering.
I'd have been potentially homeless if I did that, but I guess I may have been better off still? Because anything's better than my current hellish abuse? I think I get what you're on about, though.
Thanks and also stay off B its depressing as hell lol people here are sucky trolls. Yeah man shit gets better when you can tune out the nonsense and live with who you are.
hey bro atleast be happy you dont live in fucking eugene oregon
also do the mass murder thing against kebabs
>32 years
>depression since childhood
>no family no frens
>shitty job
>gf cheats on me and left after 5 years
>next gf does the same after 6 years >getting drunk or high is the only escape left
Tell me how fucked up my life is, op.
It's okay dude. According to this chart, it says everything is gonna be spectacular, because you grew in a single father household instead of a single mother household.
No kebabs in my area. Only niggers. I thought about and fantasized it. Trust me. But I don't think I'd have the lack of heart for that. You'd have to be under some serious form of psychosis and have guns to accomplish all of that, and I just don't have any of it. The most I have on my side is a rope to hang my head and drown my fears with.
If you cant afford to even rent a room in your current area you should move somewhere lower rent or get a job that can let you rent somewhere you dont need to live with someone you consider abusive.
The only big problem with that is that the only areas with low rent are nigger neighborhoods and quite literally shit holes. I'd rather be homeless in a great neighborhood than okay in a fucked neighborhood. That's just my two cents, though.
>Be me
>lvl 30 wizard neet
>browse Sup Forums
>see 56% user blog his life
Be me
Know exactly what I want to do with my life.
Be guy that walks into bar and navy seals, toughest muther fuckers on planet, buy me drinks cause I saved their lives.
Naval Aviation.
Keep fit.
Smart.
Be 12, Jerry Lewis Telethon time.
Do my part, go skate to raise money for muscular dystrophy.
Fall down, compound fracture of left forearm. Metal plates now hold bone together.
Can't fly, or join any service.
Still don't do anything worthwhile even 20+ years later.
Pic related. VF-1 Tomcat. ANYTIME BABY!
Dayum! If you're telling the truth, then my hat goes off to ya! If not, then I hope you burn in hell. I'd rather believe you, though!
Well, shit.
You got a discord, user?
Also, guess its time to become an-hero.
Alas user. It's all true. I can only say I have not lived life, only survived. Some dreams never die, only ruin you.
Pic is other squadron I wanted to fly with, VF-84 Jolly Rogers.
You can move like, to another city or state where it's cheaper. Or get a job that doesnt suck.
Learn to work construction or some shit.
Theres electricians making 200k a year.
If it's any consolation they havent flown or trained people to fly f14s for 20 years
Move?
Jerry Lewis ruined your life. That's really sad. Change your dreams bro, you arent 12 anymore. Literally dream of one of the million cool things someone with metal plates in his arm can do and then go about it.