Am I ready to an hero? Will I see 2020? Does anyone give a fuck?
I don't know. I don't think so.
I have had a noose tied in my desk bottom drawer for the past 6 months.
I kept thinking that I'll wait until I get fired, and my girlfriend leaves me. She left but I still have a job.
Maybe if I can get my family to disown me it will help them cope with the aftermath? I would have preferred to erase my existence entirely than merely die.
I can't stand the idea of anyone remembering me but how do I put up my funeral costs? I am so far in debt, all I have is a car.
Do I need a funeral? Probably not. I don't think I've made any kind of meaningful positive impact upon anybody.
I just don't want the guilt of leaving a burden for others, or for them to feel pity on or think lesser of me.
I guess that's why I feel close to the end now. I'm beginning to see life for the endless suffering that it is.
For others out there. It will be over soon bros. I'm not responding to it will be okays. It's too late for that shit now.
Let us bask in the final thoughts of an hero. Please share. Spare me the helps.
user where do you live? Why not travel way out into the wilderness and OD on a whole bunch of drugs instead of hanging yourself. Your family will just think that you up and left.
Dylan Morales
I never thought of that. I'll consider it carefully fren.
Ok here's my plan OP. I want to be an hero. So I have nothing to lose. I'm cashing out anyway. So I figure I'll sell my house, buy a one way ticket to somewhere with cheap cost of living like Phillipines or Thailand or some shit. Get as many drugs and hookers as I can until the money runs out. Once I get down to my last bit of money then I will buy enough heroin to OD and find a peaceful beach somewhere so I can OD while listening to my last song and watching the sun rise. Hell, maybe I'll actually find somewhere I like and decide to live. But if not, at least I went out with a bang.
Landon Martin
I just type that way. I'm honestly from Sup Forums since 2008 or 2009. I get it all the time. It's because I write a lot of javascript at work and I use double spacing to make it easier to see what I'm writing. I may have made a lot more grammatical errors in this comment. Hopefully this rebuttal is sufficient in wiping these kind of accusations away for the rest of the thread.
Fuck. You guys are already stomping all over my noose idea. I fucking love you boys. This is currently winning for me.
Sorry life didn't work out bro. Maybe we get another try bro. Probably don't tho bro. Doesn't matter anyway bro. Afterlife would suck anyway bro.
Nathaniel Murphy
Yeah another fucking post. I really want to see what this no life fucking idiot lives like. Every day. Time to start screen shotting this kids shit. Hopefully that helps people from taking the bait. This shit is so fucking stupid. What he gets from posting this retarded shit is nothing. Probably never even touched a woman in life. I think he has an actual mental problem
Josiah Cox
Kinda like this? And the hhundreds of others of course
Im a piece of shit but jesus fuck i cant imagine having no impact on anyone ever. That's fucking pathetic. If i offed myself right here right now even 30 years down the line someone would say "do you remember the time Sanders told the cops to pepper spray him and then they did" like holy fuck user.
Thomas Watson
Same picture, same fucking spacing. Gtfo , fucking retard
Christopher Reed
user if you make your family hate you and then kill yourself, you will hurt them more than you can possibly imagine. Seek help, follow the advice you're given, and after all of it you still cant live, you can an hero.
I'm saying that I think people will remember me in more of a bad light rather than a good light. I've done funny shit. I got balls. I've had fights.
Mostly I've spent my time completely isolated. It's not good. I have nobody. I had a girlfriend. I see her for the last time on Monday to give her back her belongings.
I'm 25. I don't feel like I am a good person. Pathetic? You got that right. It's better that I an hero. I feel simultaneously above everyone and incapable of coping with life. I deserve this.
Camden Robinson
Someone needs to take this idiots phone away. Same bait copypasta bullshit
Why dont you put your efforts into helping someone or some animal? You maybe a useless self pitying blob but at least you could be a useless blob who did SOMETHING worthwhile ONCE in your sad life
