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You know I didn't even realize NS wasn't working last thread, but I'm sure it was easy enough to tell who I was with the engineering talk and whatnot. Space is a nice goal, but one that can only be realized if we fight for a future we'll never see.
I wish I had a chubby gf to hold me and tell me everything will be alright... :(
I don't suppose you know anything about machine vision agricultural applications? I've heard that some big names in the private sector have been exploring it recently. I have some of my own ideas on the subject but haven't been able to find much in the way of existing research
so, i was kinda remembering when i started taking clonazepam and paroxetine. that shit really made me crazy the first 2 weeks or so. funny i haven't thought about it until now
Yeah because I mentioned it last night. I regret taking any meds.
Why do I still smoke weed? I'm twitching and getting body tremors, surely because of my meds.
I took paroxetine for a while
all the pharmaceuticals I've tried stopped working after a few months, had to either keep rotating them or increasing dosages, both leading to unpleasant long term side effects
now I just use weed to cope, probably also has unpleasant long term side effects but compared to some of the shit I went through on anti-depressants they can't be that bad
i don't because, as i think i said before, it was a necessary evil to me. but now that i'm more active here again, i'm starting to really think how i felt and acted. like, i went from having blurry memories to really seeing everything. i'd say my own mind blocked everything out sort of, and man, i think i had fights with every person i had contact with lmao. no wonder why i kinda blocked it out
i've been weed clean for like a month now, excepting a joint i smoked with a friend in christmass. i have to say, i really miss weed :c
after seeing dash's story and now yours, i'm really thankfull about my psychiatrist giving me the right meds at the first try
Sorry, it's a completely new term to me. While I've been around trying to get experience from various engineering projects in the past, I never stuck around the nice stuff long. This thing sounds way too new and way away from my area of consulting.
I feel like life is a fucking joke, like I'm just a stupid ape in a tragic comedy. What the fuck am I doing here on this planet, why are we here?
it will sound silly but i even forgot about music i used to listen and love. like everything from rainbow. i kinda discovered them around that time and it's been several months since the last time i thought about them
Yeah clonazepam does that. I'm still having to remember everything that's gone on in my life, like going through a phase and thinking "what the fuck have I done with myself for 22 years?"
some issues and illnesses don't respond to medication as well as others
a lot of personality disorders can't be treated long term by drugs alone
I'm trying to learn more about it myself, the concept is essentially using newly cheap and available cameras and computing to collect a bunch of image data from crops, then use machine learning techniques to train some kind of automation framework to apply water, nutrients, pesticides to, and potentially even control the genetic selection of agricultural systems
The stuff I've seen was using cameras mounted on poles for most of the data collection, pretty simple implementation with the right optics, and machine learning resources are widely available now
i'd qualify it as a learning experience i'm not regretful of. it had to happen in order for me to be a better person nowadays
and to think i still have a lot on a drawer. i should trade it for some weed, i know some guys who would be willing to trade.
Sometimes I really wonder about personality disorders; if most people don't have aspects of "personality disorders," and psychiatrists and doctors are just instructed to tell that to us by pharmaceutical companies even though a lot of us have psychological problems, just to varying degrees, like on a scale. I feel like all I can do is see past the surface, behind the curtains of bullshit fed to us when I'm sure most people know there are a lot of problems but try to deny it.
I'm doing better talking out my problems with my friends, family, and introspecting, rather than a doctor or therapist. They're such bullshit when we have to face our problems head on by meditating, and analyzing ourselves and our behavior.
i'd rather talk my problems with friends than a therapist. i mean, some of them know me since 10 years ago and one of them since like 15? they know me better than myself to the point that when i told them i was bi (btw, thanks again, dash) they said "yeah, we already knew"
Chuhai is pretty good even if it's not even korean
now that i think about it. i don't give you enough credit, dash. despite we both having our... differences, you made me learn a lot about myself with your points of view about certain things. sexuality, for example
never heard of it, i'd try it though
It's basically a flavored malt liquor, this one is peach. There are other tropical flavors Kirin makes.
I'm pretty sure this is a vodka based drink but regular chuhai is made with shochu
dogsex u mean
Oh, uh, thanks. I just do my job on this planet, teaching us about ourselves so we can show others the truth that we often can't see unless we look within, in hopes to make the world a better place. That's all that matters to me, and I'm more than happy to help, one person at a time.
It's also pretty dry tasting and light, a lot like ramune
sounds nice, all the flavored beverages in the states are way too sugary for me
Well, it has a ton of sugar in it (apparently) and it's pretty sweet, but it has a dry finish. It's less like soda than seagrams or whatever the cool flavored drink is now
It fits nicely between a seagrams malt liquor and a hard seltzer
now i really want to try it
being honest i was kinda afraid to post again. i though people would be like "ohh, this dude again, fuck him" but it looks more desolated than i remember
fur discord: discord gg/XWrwFFD
Yeah, I tend to drive people away like that. I'm just glad to have people here because it may as well be my second home.
It's definitely interesting. I'm a little surprised they even sell Japanese liquor here, they hate the Japanese so goddamn much
What's your story, that you were afraid to post again?
things tend to be slow around now, most of north america is asleep
there are some fresh names and faces, and even some old furends have popped in lately
but yeah, not quite as lively as things used to be
I actually get up around this time.
sorry you have to be up so early :P
I work nights and sleep days, just about my bedtime actually
welp, i deserved it
it's... complicated, but the TL;DR would be
>be me
>be a retard
>whine about everything with everyone, making everyone to hate me
and i really mean whine
in my defence, my head wasn't right at the moment,i shouldn't say this myself, but i think i've made a lot of progress.
it's 7 am here, i should be sleeping lmao. working night shift is interesting
Nobody ever hated you; you just hated yourself
still, i deserved it
have a good "night" floofs :3
Kys
Night girl
night ^^
Deserved what? We're all happy to have each other here as furry friends, and without being together in person, it's easy to misinterpret signs. We're all glad to have anyone back.
Sweet dreams, furend!
let me correct myself. i meant i would have deserved your hate. i would have hated me if i were you
fucking 3 hours solving captchas
I only wish the alcohol content was higher 4% isn't cutting it for me right after dinner.
I don't hate anyone. I love everyone so much it hurts me to see others in pain and distress when I know a lot about people, and I'm a problem solver at heart, so it's hard to show how much I care about people sometimes. I just do what I can because I hate being myself.
only 4%? not even a beer is that soft
Yeah, it's low alcohol. There are some in Japan (and probably out in town) that are higher but since we're on an installation and they don't want anything classified as liquor that's not actually liquor to be sold they keep it low.
Gotta be careful with the rationing system out here.
that artist is a sick fuck and is evil
makes sense
you should start caring about yourself a bit more though. you and only you are the most important person on your life
i'm going to bed, i'd keep posting with my phone but it's a pain in the ass to do so
I know, thank you, I'm trying
Sleep well, Jesy
i'm not gonna sleep though, i'm going to watch a minecraft video because i'm still a bit of a retard lmao
Feeling better today. Still not alive anymore. Eh.
She's cute, but I feel the same way.
Same. Irony though is that I am loved and seen as a hero by many in my family and friends.