Ask a schizophrenic anything

Ask a schizophrenic anything.
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what causes your psychosis? am also schizophrenic

What’s your take on the following situation?

>cousin with schizophrenia marries wife with schizophrenia
>wife makes cousin take meds
>fast forward five years and everything is fucked
>cousin loses all contact with everyone
>find out from uncle that cousin and wife both stopped taking meds
>get calls from cousins wife and cousin asking me about microwave radiation and whether or not that can impact their medications
>cousin’s health deteriorates
>find out on news a month later that cousin killed his wife then killed himself
>there were no warning signs or anything

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What medications do you take?

I know for me (not op) that not being on medication makes everything seem... not real, likke when you area awake it just seems like your in a dream. and i know from personal experience that when two people are off their meds than you can easily feed into each others delusions and convince yourself of things that just arent true

bro dont know why but I just felt a massive wave of empathy towards you. I tried imagining how would it be if I was a schizo. I would prop kill myself. I have a lot of fears and Im more spiritual than an average person so , my imagination is very developed. Since I was litte I was intrigued by fear , and evil (Not that I wated to be evil , but I wanted to understand it). From 4 to 13 yrs old I was constantly having nightmares and I couldn't sleep because of my fears. I slept entirely hidden in my bed , and tried not to breathe too loud or move too much. It was very hard , but I feel like Ive learnt something from those experiences (well , I had a lot of religious/psyche/family problems throughout my childhood too), like i got something out of it. Im an infj so I tend to overthink stuff , and I understand other peoples feelings easily hence I can controll them easily. The problem is that I do it to myself too. I can enduce a state of something similar to drugs whenever i feel like it. Its like some sort of meditation. My brain turns to 200% and concepts/ideas just flow inside my head. Most of the time I do it not even noticing it. When im working/listening to music/lying in the bed/riding a bus. Through all of this and other stuff Ive learnt some things about human nature , and explored a lot of spiritual ideas. I tend to gravitate to subjects of spiritual or intellectual Ascension and im trying to find a way of doing that.... Fuck I really dragged the monologue off the subject. In summary I would shot myself in the head if I was a shizo because of my imagination and knowledge. Oh and yeah sorry for my lack of English skills I hope its not too retarded to read.

oh and Im not only fascinated in evil. Obviously I want to be good ( Im a Christian) and u know go to heaven. It's just my huge hunger for knowledge and understanding. It makes my feel safe (when I understand things)

send nudes

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Knowledge is Satan’s gift

How do you feel about antipsychotics? I used to take them for bipolar and I fucking hated it.

Ofcourse it might take a while to reply, it's rude to be on your phone when someone's talking to you.

kek

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What do you think of the theory that schizo episodes are you peering into a parallel universe? Can't remember where I read that theory.

bruh I don't even know why did I just write all of that. Ok i think i know why. I want you to trust me and get comfortable with me. Then I can get you to talk about your problems , and try to understand them. AND then try to help you based on what you're gonna say. I would get a look of your point of view, maybe discover something (through talking to you) ((because I think some people with mental problems are a lot higher in understanding/awareness/spirit than normal people/ they have a different thinking mechanism therefore they can go further in dome areas of mental abilities)) , and gain knowledge of your point of view wich I coul use to bettering myself in some way and I would give you a helping hand (not that i think I can help you in any way). Its also propably because of my empathy towars you. I always try to and have the urge to help people who (i think) could use my mental abilities. It really sounds like im praising myself and being a buffon , but I just don't know how to say it any other way. And also theres a lot of "and" , AND im sorry for that.

You ever felt a sexual attraction to one of your illusions and have you ever thought someone famous was your friend?

sounds like a weird fetishist fucko to me.

Yeah I can get it from him , but I could also reach for it to the other side. Overall theres infinitely less negatives in getting knowledge from God than from satan. Its just that satan tempts and it seems like i could get the knowledge much easier (wich isnt true because i loose so much other things like connection with God/my soul/ and potentially heaven not even knowing about it). Deception is a scary device i tell you

you're one weird fuck, get help, sympathy is not the same as envy you sicko.

Schizofren.

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Satan did less evil than God has ever done, thus is why religion is a lie of power.

Lmao I seem like a -2iq teenager who just wants to say something to the older boys , but I don't know anything about the subject. Yeah i fobt care i just wanted to get shit off my chest

so what do you see then? i remember seeing the movie 'a beautiful mind' and its about someone just like you most be pretty damn hard

Have you read Steppenwolf?

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*Empathy , and I dont envy him you retard. I know its a bit harder to understand what i wrote because of my broken english but come on.

>satan did less evil
>literally the reason why we suffer
Okay retard

There you go ruining my mood. = {

God is literally the reason Lucifer became the Devil in the first place, all because of jealousy. God is a nutjob who kills entire tribes of men for fun. You religious types are always hypocrites.

can we be a couple

ШУE! Bлacть шизaм!

>be literally acting like a fucking romeo type and pouring your heart out
>sheepishly back pedal every time you say something potentially (and actually) creepy

A literal creeper and a cringelord

(I cant greentext) >Religion is a lie
>Belives in God and satan
>Has his own twisted version of the religion in his head and doesn't want to admit that its a religion that suits his life and choices, not being able to tell that he himself is controlled
>Ok

Its just that when im writing it it doesn't seem that bad , but when i read it the second time it seems creepy. The backpedaling like you call it , its me acknowledging its cringe creepy. And yeah not being able to interpret shit that i wrote is your problem.

Funny how you basically said I interpreted it rightfully and then act like I didn't. absolute retard.

And second of all youre not in the mood that im in. Youre on offence trying to pick everything that you could critize me on. If you actually tried to think about what I said in a normal understanding way you wouldnt say that its creepy. Troll

Foli a deux.

More like you just some creeper trying to romanticize a schitzo and downplaying that your humble baiting is actually flirting. LOL

>God is literally the reason Lucifer became the Devil in the first place
Spending time with Adam made Lucifer jealous. God wasn't aiming at making Lucifer jealous. How hard did you get hit on the head? Or were you born like this?
>God is a nutjob who kills entire tribes of men for fun
For fun? Either you're a liar or a ignorant.

Bro the first thing i was writing about was your error of interpreting the part where If you take out the fragments of my text without context they seem creepy. Then I said that if you actually read the whole thing and understoid it , you would know that me envying him is the opposite of what i said.

Imagine not knowing your own book and the fact god has destroyed a tribe of people for acting against him in your very bible.

Lucifer wanted to be free and his own man, that's it. God become jealous of Lucifers love of self and spitefully turned him into something worse than he deserved.

Im not gay. Have you ever met a good helpful or understanding someone that tryied to help you , or are you spending your days trolling on /b and acting like a rebel teenager , who doesn't know how can a person not be a degenerate like yourself , and actually have some EMPATHY.

Yeah you can take any text and bend it to the way that suits you. Hope it gets better for you tho.

It turns out that I can
>Cool
>Was afraid of trying it earlier because if it didn't work I would look like a retard

>god has destroyed a tribe of people for acting against him in your very bible.
So passing righteous judgement for disobeying his commands is now "for fun"? You can't be even consistent with your garbage lies.
>Lucifer wanted to be free and his own man, that's it. God become jealous of Lucifers love of self and spitefully turned him into something worse than he deserved.
Lucifer declared war on God cause he wanted to overthrow him. He turned a third of heaven's host against God and waged war on him as the aggressor. Lucifer was jealous of God's power and love of Man. You actually bumped your head one time too many haven't you?
You what?

sorry wrong reply it was meant for

Has OP even responded yet? I usually try and wreck the thread but I'm glad to see other autists throwing shit at each other.

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Throwing shit is fun, you should try it yourself.

What do you do for a living?

Glad that they didn’t have kids.

This bitch still in trance why he never respond?