s/fur
S/fur
I'm interested in how you're doing.
23, on top of it.
im back for a bit
prolly sleep soon
Hello straight furry people
I don't even know anymore. I'm a bit high from a THC tincture, just hit me after taking it 2.5 hours ago, and was practicing on my keyboard, playing Phobophile by Cryptopsy. Music isn't even fun to me, it's just something to do and keep me distracted from the thoughts of misery of my mundane existence.
She's so damn pretty...
Arent you feeling high?
Hey. I'm sorry about last night.
very.
The desire to drive over there and slam some of my testosterone in your thigh is overwhelming. You'd experience a renaissance. No amount of talking or trying to "trick your mind" out of your mess is going to make the slightest bit of difference. Like my issues, it's purely chemical in nature.
It does far more for your mind than it does for your body. You'll experience a bliss and this is because your senses will be heightened, your IQ will finally be unleashed and you'll be inspired to do so much more.
Welcome, Gerald.
so
like
she had a facial necrotic dermal infection?
You know i dont hold grudges. Dash your a good guy, i truly worry about you. I forgive.
Hey Gerald, how are you?
I want less testosterone, not more
I'm not a good person, I'm a horrible person and just want to die
Greetings Mer Radzyn.
Greetings Mer Dash.
I'm decent, hanging out with the pups.
That's nice, sounds like fun
We all make mistakes dash its ok. Your ok. Your not a terrible person. You know i have my flaws and sure ive had my times where i wanted to die myself. But what pushes me is if i end myself tonight ill never see tomorrow. Tomorrows a new day and theres work to be done, i need to help people and be there for the people i care about.
what if im terrible person and i perceive you as terrible person because of my general negativity?
what if we are all terrible humans and he is actually the good one!@!!!
Any ideas about "it'll make me mean and aggressive!" are just myths. You won't feel like a horrible person and you won't want to die.
I'm not sticking you if you don't consent to it. Years of watching you suffer (when I know how to alleviate the suffering) have worn on me. I wish I could save you. You're the only person I've ever wanted to "save".
I don't care about tomorrow or any day in the future. I just don't want my family to see me dead, and for the people who care about me to suffer. That's about all that's keeping me alive.
There's nothing to save. I'm just another cog in the wheel, another stupid human destined to do nothing until I die. I don't matter, nor does anything else we do.
Weve all been terrible people at one point or another myself included.
I dont give a shit about tomorrow either. But the thing is well never know what can happen tomorrow. I do work dangerous jobs and any day can be my last, until that day comes ill keep pushing forward to see another day. Ill have reasons to look forward. Maybe ill push through the week to eat at ihop again or have some ice cream or wait for the next package to arrive in the mail. Take happiness in the little things
It appears I've waited too long. I'll be more proactive when I come across the next [furry] person who's suffering needlessly.
It doesn't work. Trying to help those who don't want help only makes you suffer with them.
Why you people want to fuck animals so much?
My doors always open you know
I'd say it's pretty normal considering, you know, humans are animals too. Who doesn't want to fuck another hairless ape?
They taste better, smell better and are actually beautiful.
Your life is whatever you choose to make it.
limited by the world around you
Why set limits?
I don't want anything. The one thing I was really looking forward to in my life was snatched away from my by my cunt of a little brother, and my parents let it happen. I'm tired of being let down, lied to, and have my family lie right to each other's faces about me, and probably talk shit behind my back too. I don't give a fuck and just want that shotgun in my mouth again.
Im off to bed
Goodnight!
because ur born in Honduras or sum shit like that and you cant get out.
or ur born on capital hill and you have the world at your disposal with no fear of major consequences.
Sleep well
Self imposed limitations.
Live the life you want.
fts
Good night, Ethereal
I've played bass like 3 hours today, I can play some of my favorite songs fairly easily, and I still feel dead inside. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Moar naylor
prolly cuz you're not playing it for anyone.
maybe record?
I tried recording for someone earlier, but I get anxious when recording and fuck up. Tbh, I've been wanting my friends to come over here so we can play, and maybe buy a new bridge for my first guitar and give it to them, but they're over an hour away, so I don't know if they would be able to get a ride over here.
sauce?
I'm bored
Same. I'm just going to bed because I have nothing better to do, and now that I'm sleeping well, hopefully I can have lucid dreams again. It makes life a bit easier, at least.
Good night, Sunshine.
record for a longer period of time.
it makes it easier to forgot about the anxiety.
goodnight
sweet dreams
sleep tite