How often do you think about suicide?

How often do you think about suicide?

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Whenever I see post like these you either kek yourself or post on Sup Forums thinking about it
It pisses me off

What did he mean by this
Are you stroke, user?

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how old are you? if u don’t mind me askin

At least ten times a day.

Whenever I wake up or go to bed, I usually start crying and hug my body pillow

I do mind. 25.
Why do you ask?

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Like most days out of the week. Hell even today moving around at work all I could think about was all the ways I wanted to kill myself, then I get home, fall asleep, and the next day I’m completely fine until that sense of dread kicks in again.
It is what it is, I guess.

just to see,

i’m a chef, 20 and i think of suicide around 4 days a week haha

seevans?

Why don't you make something of your life tho?

Bernard?

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this u op?

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how often do you wonder how long your slavery would last if you get captured after immortality is achieved?

The world is harsh full of many bad things that affect everyone daily some folks havei it rougher and I often think of my own life daily and what my future has for with it however being only 20 I am still new to the world but already fucking hate it. Friends and my side hobbies like youtube memes and editing have kept me going nicely and in a way stable enough I dont fear taking my life but I fear of what my own life has to come in the future and what to be offered and showed so far my college os pathetic and offers no care for the students my manager walks all over me as he looks like the danny devito twin that had his mother do cocance off BBC. Sort version is life is hard but I think finding stuff to do is what keeps me going myself like hentai anime and just rtecently oging to MAGfest. as one would say

life is hard and cold
titty soft and warm

I’ve pretty much done it all already. Graduated college with two degrees, went on a monthlong trip overseas to SE Asia banging most things that moved, I even have a book I’m planning to publish before I even really seriously plan a suicide, but even then I just kept growing more and more hollow inside. Even going skydiving, which I’d expect would scare most people shitless, didn’t even get a emotional response from me. Everything just became disconnected in a way.

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Yes and I indeed went to take a nap, you did not kill me

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op is just sad that ricardo milos will not make him his wifu

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I admit this is the first time.
Though, how would I even achieve immortality?

Get a gf, bro

Fug. When did it all go wrong

Ricardo is DEAD

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Several times a day often for hours at a time

Lately on a daily basis. Theres still some shred of hope left which is keeping me alive but ina few years ill go out a mass murderer or just od or something

Multiple times a day, sometimes it's all I think about. It's only been getting worse

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i know it so sad i just want to post picks of myself cutting with a magic marker

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Nearly every day. I work in a grocery store in a meat department as a clerk. I have extreme social anxiety and talking to people makes me feel horrible. I have gone up and down with it but right now its awful as fuck. I don't know whats wrong with me, I feel like a broken retard and I wish I could just be normal. Every day is literal hell in that place and I constantly think being dead would be better.

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Do it then, nobody cares

I'll take that into consideration

Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

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I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

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Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

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I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

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I don’t know op, it was more of a gradual decline. Between a mix of dealing with fraternity shit in college (which I joined to try and not feel so lonely), competitive classes, and just dealing with shitty people I just started shutting myself out to hobbies I liked or friends/family. I took it too far though and now nothing is interesting anymore. I just play vidya, watch YouTube, or hang out with friends I don’t belong with to pass the time until I go to sleep, as I’m doing right now.
The thought of scrambling my brain with buckshot, doing that tree noose decapitation from Castle Rock, or pic related come up a lot during the day.

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I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

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I think about suicide to relate to people who do. I used to be like that but it changed, and it gets harder over time to remember how it feels to not want to exist.
>this
>20 years old
Is... is life just not a challenge for you? Do you just do things like that?

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

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Holy shit man, I am impressed.
You can seriously be proud of yourself facing that challenge every time you go to work!
Have you found any improvement since you started?

Is this some edgy song?

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it linkin park you fuck wad
the most emoist of all the emos

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White shirt now red, my bloody nose
Sleeping, you're on your tippy toes
Creeping around like no one knows
Think you're so criminal
Bruises, on both my knees for you
Don't say thank you or please
I do what I want when I'm wanting to
My soul? So cynical

So you're a tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama sad type
Make your girlfriend mad tight
Might seduce your dad type
I'm the ba,a,a,a,a,a,a,a,a,d gu,u,u,u,u,u,u,y, duh

Have you not met people you can really connect with?

I gotta be honest, I only read like 2 lines

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how can user connect with people if nothing phases him?

i still don't understand why op is posing as an anime girl on Sup Forums, unless he wants to tuch dicks with me

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*tuch ducks

Umf

Once
Only because i was physically sick
I'll rather get punched in the balls than be queasy for a second

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>Ricardo is DEAD
KYS

this
ricardo is alive in our hearts and in real life

Idk, put penor in vegeen?

I want to touch ducks

That's sick

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Trips for truf

CHECKEM

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how often do YOU think about suicide?

few times / day
since 1997

i'm not planning to do it

Hi again, anonmouse. How are you today?

Nononono, I asked first
Don't play games with me, user

So you're a procrastinator?

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Why aren't you at work?!

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He will always be in our hearts and minds

0 attempts

life will kill me eventually

>procrastinator
i don't think so

It's a holiday here

You in a bad mood today?

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Tanks?

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>Nononono, I asked first
Don't play games with me, user

okay. i'll answer. let's see if YOU will answer my question then (i highly doubt it, trickster).

i think about suicide approximately 2 times per day every day (some days more often than that, some days less than that (including 0 times)).

so... how often do YOU think about suicide?

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Well, you've been thinking about something for over 20 years and you've never made plans to do it.
That sounds like procrastinating to me

Fug

Meh, a little. First day at work after 2 weeks off.
Little grumpy.

Thanks.

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late as fuck reply but like I said it goes up and down. I thought I beat it but lately my social anxiety has been really awful. Only explainable as an awful feeling in my head while I speak to random people. Wish I could turn it off.

Hahaa! You've been tricked, bamboozled and flabbergasted!
Now you'll never know my secrets!

Where are the lyrics?

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Aren't you comfortable with familiar people/places now?
I get anxious mostly with people and places I don't know well but in general I see improvement.

Das gay, user
Not that I mind..

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>Hahaa! You've been tricked,
>bamboozled and flabbergasted!

how unexpected!

>Now you'll never know my secrets!

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Not enough O's

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>On March 14th, 2018, YouTuber Shauiby published a livestream in which a man wearing a bandana over his face holds a piece of paper with the words "Bye /r9k/" up to the camera before shooting himself in the head with a shotgun, followed by a woman discovering his body. The video was promptly removed from YouTube

On March 14th, an anonymous Sup Forums user submitted a thread to the /r9k/" board titled "4channer suicide," which claimed to be a friend of Shuaiby. In the post, the author described their relationship with Shuaiby in green text, speculating that a strained relationship with his mother led to the suicide

true

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Daily.

3 TIMES AN HOUR, BUT IT TURNS IN TO HOMICIDAL THOUGHTS REAL QUICK

> A 20-year-old man studying at Ontario's University of Guelph tried to kill himself live on Sup Forums
Sup Forums is an imageboard website allowing users to post anonymously
'Stephen' lit a fire as 200 people watched on a live video stream
Footage shows him being pulled out by firefighters
The student is in a serious but non-life threatening condition with his devastated mother at his bedside
The University is now trying to stop fellow students watching the live footage

By Daily Mail Reporter

Published: 20:51 EST, 1 December 2013 | Updated: 16:43 EST, 2 December 2013

On August 10, 2019, American financier and convicted sex offender Jeffrey Epstein was found ... The New York City medical examiner ruled Epstein's death a suicide. Epstein's lawyers challenged .... The news of the death was posted on Sup Forums about 38 minutes before ABC News broke the news

I used to everyday, now every second day.

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almost everyday

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>How often do you think about suicide?
yes

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Do kościoła siusiaczku

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Yes

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Aaah

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psycho

N-no you

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how many men have you had sex with?

I've only ever had sex with and kissed one person and she's had a vagina for all her life.

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I have lost count, though I feel like I'll never do it and I'm just whinning to myself

I haven't thought about suicide is a long time. The last time I thought about it was when I was on prozac maybe like 4 years ago. I barely slept. I hated my job and I had constant reminders about previous life fuck ups. The first time thinking about ending my own life was scary. I don't know if I thought it could help back then or if my meds were making me this fucked. I stopped my meds to try zoloft and shit is so much better for my mental health.
/b pls get help like I did

I think a lot of people have gotten help
It's just not enough

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