Tfw still alive

>tfw still alive

iktf

...

I just want some girl to be nice to me ;_;

Nothing will make you happy until you learn to separate yourself from your feels.

>wanting to interact with people

you have so much to learn.

>tfw don't consider myself a person

Kid, I get that feel maybe once a year. 364 days a year I don't want to see anybody ever. Guess I am not as shit as you at reading people.

>Eagles of Death Metal concert gets attacked by muslims
>Aria Grande concert gets attacked by muslims
>mfw I start going to concerts in Europe in the hope of getting Allah Ackbar'd

overrated feel
I became full normie, got myself a gf, have sex often, got involved in extra curricular activities, have friends, and I'm still miserable
trust me, it doesn't get better

literal gibberish

>tfw havent had sex in over a year

Where are the alt left posts about this thread not being Sup Forums - Television & Film?

Yeah same except also 23 more years.

>came out as gay gay
>look average, 6/10
>literally dont know how to not seem creepy around girls who i just want to be friends with, aftera life-long conditioning of feeling creepy for being attracted to them

Not an argument, kid *sips tea*

>tfw alive

what?

Went through the same thing when I came out as a cuck

>mfw i woke up at 3 in the afternoon. went back to bed at 7 while repeated "goodbye just die" in my head over and over for an hour until i started to doze off. then i had a half dream where i remembered something 3 years ago and i realized i have accomplished nothing since

its hard guys

>tfw no friends

>tfw 5 years

want gf

need gf

>drug order still hasn't arrived
>might be caught on border

>live in nyc
>no friends
>i can talk to someone but none of the meetings evolve into a real 'friendship' (everyone already has friend groups)
you feel most alone when theres everyone around you

>tfw dreams are the best part of my existence
>can never revisit them

;_;

>tfw no gf

I last had sex in October of 2011.

>meet girl from tinder
>before we even meet tell her i'm not normal and difficult to be around
>she agrees to meet up anyway
>about 40 minutes in she gets really cold and distant
>yup, it happened again
>apologize to her and tell her not to feel guilty if she wanted to leave now
>she left

At least I got her leftovers, I guess

>tfw one with the rocks and just want to lie still forever with water cleansing you every now and then safe from everything until one day in the far future being utterly and completely destroyed just utterly grinded into powder until you are nothing but aroma

just be yourself