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i only exist on the internet

CHI
Almost missed this without the /CHI/ tag. I have now figured out why I occasionally get the range ban message from Sup Forums. There are two internet connections in my household, one of them is blocked on Sup Forums. I checked in /qa/ and it's a problem people seem to have on various boards, hiro really is trying to make people buy those passes.

i was waiting for this to die out so i can restart it i fucked up. also my internets fine now

>also my internets fine now
Good to hear.

it truly made me realize just how shit my life really is

Atleast you got quads

Are you a bot?

how have you been? got anything plan for christmas?
no, why would I be?

Well because a bot only exists on the internet

No plans really for christmas, the foods are a little more seasonal but only a little. I've now been having this occasional ringing in my ears (tinnitus), I am certain it is caused by stress. I've occasionally had it before but before these last few months it might have been one time that lasts 10-15 seconds every few months or even rarer (I never really thought about it since it was very rare and always passed in 15 seconds tops) and now i'm getting them every other day with the longest being around 15 mins. I'll try to avoid stress and hope it becomes rare again.

i kind of meant it more in a i'm really out of touch with everything

>I've now been having this occasional ringing in my ears (tinnitus)
my ears have been ringing none stop for a year or so maybe more

Did they start to ring due to a loud noise or just started doing it by seemingly out of no reason? I think with me it has something to do with tension in the neck and head.

i think it's because i use to go to concerts regularly when i was younger and i would also listen to music really loud for long periods but i'm not too sure what actually caused it

>graduated spring 2016
>STILL a NEET
This is suffering

college or highschool?

College

at least you'll have a degree

i can't even make friends on the internet

i'll be your friend you can post in the CHI threads any time you like

I also have some debt because of it

do you wanna be friends?

where do you live?

3 years here.

I miss experience that lone silence at work or during the night.

how bad is it?
sure, east coast
how did you get it? i kind of gotten use to it now although every now and then my ears hurt

>how did you get it?

I guess wear and tear from listening to loud music on my headphones. I remember it started with me thinking it was the modem whine underneath my desk, and during night I thought it was a mosquito flying around.

I had some hope with that headtapping thing, but it didn't work.

checked

pretty much the same for me. how are you handling it now? i don't listen to music at loud volume anymore or anything that is while i'm wearing headphones

how's it going?

$5500 in student loans so it's not too bad

>3 years
This has me a bit nervous since I got one again just a few minutes ago, I don't mind if it's only temporary.
> it started with me thinking it was the modem whine underneath my desk, and during night I thought it was a mosquito flying around and just ignored it since it always went away fairly quickly
>tfw I have thought about this ringing as background noise too
I guess it has been more common that just a monthly thing with me, not constant but lately it has been much more frequent.
>mfw it becomes permanent

thats like nothing so you should be fine within a few months

i think it's more than just stress if you use headphones try nothing using them for a while

Yea, I will avoid using my headphones, I probably shouldn't be so surprised that something like this might happen but it would be nice if it wouldn't worsen. I heard stress make it's worse but you are right, it isn't only that. I've now had two episodes today, I had few hours of silence in between and it suddenly picked up again now. It isn't that bad but it is a little annoing.

after a while it's kind of just there you don't really think about to much but it's still better to not have it at all

It's strange really. I could feel it "turn on" with a beep that is much louder than the background noise, it then soothes into this background noise that is barely there but I still notice it.

i can't even remember how mine started

I don't exist anywhere
I'm almost completely forgotten barring a couple of people.
If this trend continues I'll be on my own and alone within or year or two.

you're an east coast chi?

yeah, why?

nothing its just that its weird to meet east coast CHIs when I see west coast CHIs all the time.

i mean theres plenty of them here don't think theres that much of a difference

ya don't understand
I'm west coast so I see em all the damn time

is there any difference between a west coast chi and an east coast one??

The /nederdraad/ is pure cancer now, so I'm hiding here. Hi /chi/!

not the chi but how are you doing anyway nederland user?

idk i mean the only things i can think of is the style and also i heard west coast CHI's don't get along with blacks where as here we all get along fine

how's it going? you streaming tonight?

I'm doing ok. Was kinda sick but I'm getting better now.
Have a bit of the sniffles but I'm ok. I've actually been watching streams instead of doing the streams. I've been lazy with my audience.

got anything big planned for christmas?

I'm going to gourmet at my inlaws tonight and on christmas itself I'm going to dinner with my family to a fancy restaurant.

How about you?

you don't eat at home? i'm just staying in my room doing this

The gourmet is at their home. And my mother's excuse to go to the fancy restaurant is that she doesn't have to do dishes. I just follow and eat oetz.

didn't know restaurants opened on christmas

It's their busiest time of the year and you need to make reservations months in advance. It's also more expensive because the staff gets paid more that day because of labor laws.

I was told once that people who didn't celebrate christmas in the states go to restaurants because everyone is at home then and they also get the day off. Are they closed in your area?

>I was told once that people who didn't celebrate christmas in the states go to restaurants
they do but it's hard to find a restaurant thats open

A lot of you guys are effeminate as fuck. Sometimes it's parallel the way women talk, woe me shit.

Nobody said life would be easy.

a bit rude

Tbh I think most guys here are soft that need to be physically disciplined and shown true pain and hardship.

how do you know we already haven't?