/CHI/

my head is broken i need a new one

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wish i wasn't such a sensitive little bitch, why wasn't i born as a psychopath everything would have been much easier.

what makes you sensitive?

everything, strong emotions especially from other people destroy me on the inside, it's why i isolate myself.

>strong emotions
both positive and negative?

mainly negative

absent father?

>tfw took a huge nasty shit and you almost suffocated in the bathroom

no absent parents

what have people said to you? i'm glad i have thick skin my mom basically tells me to kms

my shit only smells terrible when it's diarrhea

how did they treat u?

no one said anything to me, it's just things from the past that make me feel overwhelming guilt and still haunt me despite not being that serious

they didn't mistreat me, i had a relatively normal childhood which is why i don't understand why i'm such a spineless loser.

oh, mostly when i think of the past i just dwell on where it all went wrong

>make me feel overwhelming guilt and still haunt me despite not being that serious
sounds like depression desu

i do that too, everything i think about makes me feel terrible

probably that, i've been depressed for a long time but psych help never did much for me

meds did nothing either huh?

haven't tried drugs, might do if i don't find some kind of solution in the near future

i'm the exact same had years a therapy and it did nothing i just got worse

Ftw raised by single white mom
>dad was deported
>covered in gang tattoos
>CHI
>mom doesn't even try

Listening to burzum right now to cope

CHI
>my head is broken i need a new one
Iktf.

they don't do much actually
you have to build up your confidence on your own and focus on your own needs, feelings and desires without having other people in mind. those are my 2 cents (if you care)

who was covered in gang tattoos? you or your dad?

how's your day going?

Both

Your mom deserves it for being a shitskin lover

what gang are you in?

i appreciate anyone wanting to give advice. and you're right, but it's extremely difficult for me to just focus on myself since eventually the guilt catches up to me. i'll just have to desensitize myself somehow.

Wwhat goes on in these threads

chicano and friend sadposting and other shenanigans

is it truth that, due to living in the usa, CHIs can grow as tall as 5'11?
how do you manage that?
is it the diet? the water?

The usual.

Yes I am aware.
South side

i'm 5'10 i think

same, things aren't looking like they are going to change any time soon
never heard of it. why are you out gang banging? at least you can die faster

I don't bang anymore. Only finding work is hard because of the tattoos. My life is an endless cycle of getting excited about work but then falling into a spiral of despair once again I'm reminder of my tattoos and how they play the largest role in preventing me getting employed bt somewhere comfy like a hobby store

I just wanna build model kits in peace

where are you tattooed that you can hide with clothing? just cover them up with make up

Hands and face. Sweat makes the makeup run. I've tried it all

Oh trust me, i've been there , i know it's VERY hard to break from that vicious cycle. May things turn out better for you and CHI. Goodnight.

i doubt it i think theres water resistant makeup

My, my. That can't be good at all

no it's not. whats up with you peru?

>she actually texted back
I was actually kind of hoping she would ignore my text. I'm ironically scared. Haven't opened the text.
BTW op what part of the US are you from?

better reply before she get tired and moves on. i'm from the east coast

:/

Hello /chi/
I want to hold off on proposing to my gf, but my parents want me to do it ASAP.
She's my highschool sweetheart so we've been in a relationship for a long time even though were under 25. I know she wants me to, and I think her parents want me to propose too.
What do?

you're already far gone. if you wait to long she will get tired and leave also when you marry her get her pregnant as soon as possible

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Your life is shit
Shit
Your life is over
Bull
Your life is mine
Cry
Your life is hell
Hell
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to die
To wear my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm gonna try
Do what they say
Your life is shit
Shit
Your life is strange
And insane
Your life is not the size of crap
Your life is now
Now
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to hell
Without my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm going to hell
Without my libido
I'm gonna die
Dying with you just
I'm going to hell
Without my libido
I'm gonna try
To find it with you just
I'm gonna die
Do what they say
Your life is shit
"I'm gonna open myself up a flea market
I'm gonna open myself up a flea market
And you're gonna wish that you did
And retire on the profits
First off
I'm gonna empty out all of my Mrs. Butterworth jars
And I'm gonna put 'em on a shelf with my 800 dollar a month tax free Century 21
Shop
And then I am going to put my Mrs. Butterworth syrup jars on the shelf
Next to all the commemorative fast food chain glasses and cups I've accumulated
Over the past 62 years
Then I'm going to get some plywood
I'm going to get some plywood and cut them up into two by two piece squares
Then I'm going to get some burlap and I'm going to cut them into two by two
Piece squares and then I'm going to put them onto the pieces of plywood
And then I'm going to go to the beach
I'm going to go to the beach and I'm gonna collect some shells and driftwood
And then I'm going to take the shells and driftwood and glue them onto the
Plywood and burlap
And sell em for lots of money
People will be paying top dollar for my kids new used new toys and clothing
Then maybe someday I can get rid of that pissed stained matress I've been
Sleeping on..."

i could never get into nirvana

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what kind of music do you like?

i've seen them live and also couldn't get into them
>what kind of music do you like?
i mostly listen to metal but recently i've been listening to a lot of mexican ranchera songs
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not sure why I cant turn subtitles on whats he talking about?

I hate /chi/s

he's heartbroken. this ones better though
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rude

not sure how accurate the subtitles are but depressing lyrics :(

another song by him also just as depressing youtube.com/watch?v=Z3dnyTrKYAg

bump

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lovely song

lol it was a poem

i know i was joking

Do you guys ever think about moving to Mexico?

yes

CHI
My weight loss progress is going well. Soon I will have visible abs.

Do you have to be a reprobate as a Mexican to get with a gringa? Us shy and quitr CHIs are destined for genetic death it seems.

xD wasn't sure

good for you man

what are you doing?
what are you up to ?

Thanks. Losing weight feels amazing.
Dieting hard and lifting in the gym

I think about it all the time. Only reason I dont is because im a 26 year old manchild who never had a job. Im not sure how i would survive over there

nice

listening to every Robert graves poem available on his youtube topic page:

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you have to scroll down a bit there is some random band at the top. you?

nice, i'm just listening to music

right on

whats with your pics tonight usually it's that one show

I deleted them all except pic related

why?

keeps me from shitposting as much. lole

gonna go listen to some history lectures on cspan for a bit

alright

Going to dinner with the girl. Scared desu. Is her saying sure when i make suggestions in text a bad sign?
Get laser removal. I think there is a program called homies that do it cheaply or free
5'11. My uncle is about 6 or over and he was raised in mexico though

>mfw I was rude on purpose to this cool chick to not look interested

did you like her

>face

Why? Curious, what was your thought process?

I know her from my group of friends but she lives in the capital and I live in a small town, I see her very rarely
I think I do like her but I'm idealising her like I do with all people

why don't you try and date her? she might be your ticket out

How do I seduce CHI thots?

It seems like for her be very attractive. Especially if on tinder. In real life you can make up for it by being funny

She already swiped right on me so she must find me attractive to some degree
Now what?

I don't know her very well personally and I think she might be a schizo
I just know that everytime we talk I realise we have many things in common but that's it

ask her if you can eat her ass but do it in spanish and then when she says something just be like i though it meant do you want to go on a date with me

you can at least fugg her

How do I write that in Spanish? I'll do it but I don't trust Google Translate

Can't help you there. Just lost the k in khv. But just try talking to her like how you would some one in real life by starting off with a how are you? " or start with a pick up line based of her profile,

Quero comer tu culo.

quiero comer tu culo

both my parents are 5'5 and a sister of mine who grew up in mexico is 5'3 but my other sister who grew up in the U.S. is 5'6 and I'm 5'10

but I have an uncle who was born in Mexico who's 6'1 so.... idk, maybe some people just didn't get lucky in the height department

It helps. Gringas are infatuated with scary brown men.

Drugs and ignorance at the time.

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what do you even have on your face? just become a barber or start tattooing