As a fat fuck. Like a REALLY fat fuck, I can say pretty confidently that labels wouldn't help.
I grew up fat in a fat home, parents divorced when I was 8, mom instilled in me her eating habits and I followed suit into HS
Maybe not now, but when and where I was in school it wasn't okay to be a fatfuck, I had a hard time. But I got into football and was more fit than I had ever been in my life, but I still a bit of a tubster even then. I ended up quitting because every day became a slog against being bullied, and I know you're all gonna call me a cuck or whatever, but being a 15 year old and getting shit on every. single. day. Is really fucking hard. I mean we were all teenagers once right? You guys must have some idea of what I'm talking about.
It's so easy to just slip further and further. I've been depressed for years, eating is a way to cope, and I'm not saying I'm on the same level as a crack addict or anything, but it really is an addiction of sorts. I understand a big part of the problem is my own failures and shitty willpower, but I'm telling ya, I can find myself starting to cook something or going through a drive through without even thinking about it.
On my part it's also how and what I eat, I'll eat only twice a day, but I'll gorge. For example I'll go to Wendy's and order something like a large soda, two son of baconators, a large fry, and some chicken nuggets. I know it's awful for me, but I just stopped giving a shit.
I think another reason I've reached manwhale status is just how hard everything gets as you get fatter. I mean I go to work for 8 hours, come home, and my back and feet hurt so bad I just go straight to bed and sleep 10 hours. and the effort every little everyday thing takes, its truly awful
Lastly, I think most people don't understand how it is that landwhales like me get to where they are, it's more than just eating shitty, it's a destructive lifestyle, and a cycle involving a form of addiction and physiological problems