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cringe

tired of all of this

rude
same, i desperately want this to stop already

iktf but it feels like theres no easy way out, everything is hard no matter what

yeah, i just have no hope anymore

I feel your pain CHI
life is being quite shit for me atm too... I've actually though about suicide like for real for the first time in my life this week
I'm hoping that things will soon become better

did they not allow you to retake that test?

I have an appointment with someone to clear that up on the 1st of February but I'm already very afraid for the outcome of that conversation
there is still a chance though so that's why I'm hopeful but at the same time I'm nervous as fuck... haven't slept well nor a lot for almost an entire week now

what happens if you aren't allowed to retake it?

CHI
I woke up and the only thing I thought of doing today was to maybe go sleep a little earlier so my sleeping rhytm would be a tiny bit better. Living the dream really.

either I can apply to study something else (however this basically means starting over) or I can try to find a job with just my high school degree which in Belgium basically means you're the lowest of the lowest in the job market...
I'd probably pick option 1 in that case but that would mean that 4 years of uni are down the drain and I have to do an additional 3 years just to get a much lower degree somewhere else

i don't even know why i wake up anymore

that sucks. you are pretty much going to have to beg to get a retake. also how confident are you that you will pass it ?

>how confident are you that you will pass it ?
not confident at all
I have grown a fear for that subject in the last few days...
I'll have to force myself to study it

the only good news is that a possible retake would probably be scheduled during the next exam period which would be either June or perhaps even August so if I get a retake I will have a lot of time to study it (I will have other classes to tho but those don't really matter if I fail them or pass them)

hows the studying coming along?

good luck then. why not just start studying now? will also help take your mind of it

i've been working out more than anything else(nothing special though). what about you?

fuck off back to mexico

>why not just start studying now?
I still have another exams on Monday and Wednesday
I will probably already start studying for it after that

rude
oh, alright

well I finished reading tudor and stuart love songs. I kind of took a step back and asked myself what was essential knowledge. I realized I didn't have a decent understanding of world history (I had watched the entirety of world history videos on khan academy but that was it. So I started watching crash course history videos I'm on like the 38th video

youtube.com/watch?v=Yocja_N5s1I&list=PLBDA2E52FB1EF80C9

also, I started reading New Oxford World history series (a majority of these books I found free on libgen or mobilism, pic related is my folder containing my books on history.)

Each history book is roughly 150 oages and only takes me 2 days to read. Im on the third one already and nearly done with it.

also reading allan ramsay and don Paterson poetry on the side:

goodreads.com/user/show/57922091-william

have you given poetry a go?

lol no. I don't know English grammar well enough nor do I have anything really interesting to write about to seriously pursue something like that.

i still need to bring myself to start reading

After dropping out, i decided to study again in uni, the same degree. But i'm honestly scared also of taking the courses again and i don't know.....

Fuck growing up man seriously. Sorry for sounding like a teenage girl but jesus christ the pressure of studying again and also have to make the exam i failed again it's just too much.

i can't even imagine going to college i had trouble keeping up in highschool i'd probably quit after a month

just take it a day at a time. maybe just dedicate 15 min a day and then after a while you may want to challenge yourself more and spend more time. its difficult for me some days too. I want to know the reasons why the world is the way it is (why things are happening the way they are in politics and such) reading about the history of the world gives me a better understanding about what happened in the past and ultimately a better idea as to why the things are happening the way they are in the present.

How's everything, OP?

i feel like it would be easier if i went out and actually bought a book or two but i'm broke
the same as usual

>it's raining
Goodbye snow, hello slush.

>check back in once every week or two
>the same losers here crying every time

Hahahahahahahajahahahaha
I want to see you still whining here 5 years later

won't it turn to ice?
stop being rude

Didn’t i tell you to stop posting these dumbass threads?

Hahahaha stay here pls

I want to see you here every single time for the next 5 years so I can laugh at you.I had a bad day at work but at least I will never be you or your finnish buttbuddy hahahahahahahahahaha hahahahaha fucking faggot lmao

RUDE

It will stay above zero and rain for some time so the snow will almost definitely be gone, the water might freeze again at some point if it starts getting colder again.

did you do any snow related activity's while there was snow?

I like these threads but I think they belong on r9k, not int.

>the same posters in the same general
Shocking
>I want to see you here every single time for the next 5 years so I can laugh at you.I had a bad day at work but at least I will never be you or your finnish buttbuddy hahahahahahahahahaha hahahahaha fucking faggot lmao
You've got an interesting coping mechanism. Or maybe i'm wrong and you're doing just fine, to me however it just looks like you are pic related.

Just took a walk during day time
/r9k/ a shit

what do normie finnish people do during the winter?

I guess the normiest winter activity I can imagine is rent some cabin in lapland with your buddies and go skiing and drinking. Winter activities are mainly looking at winter sights that are here and there, winter sports and some seasonal celebrations. A finnish icehotel with a game of thrones theme (the theme changes yearly, atleast they didn't have a game of thrones theme before this year) made international news not too long ago
youtube.com/watch?v=0M7ilwrWo3Q

Haha it's not a general it's you two crying about being losers everyday without fail

i though ice skating would be a big thing

It is, I just included it with the rest of the winter sports. Also pick up hockey and just shooting the puck and so forth is pretty common too

>hates being a CHI when it's completely acceptable for you to do crazy shit like this
>meanwhile I'd get laughed at

would people look at you weird if you went out ice skating by yourself
i can still do that but i'd still be sad

Not at all, though everytime i've went skating i've gone playing hockey, but no one would look at me weird even if I did that. Not that weird looks would be the thing to stop me, i've just been really lazy lately.

>tfw this year is going to be just as shit as last year
what a life

Last year really did go wrong in all sorts of unprobable ways, I hope this year won't have any disasters no matter how small scale.

we are the disasters

>tfw studying and listening to the Chili Peppers but low key feeling miserable

How long, how long will I slide?...

why aren't you gang banging?

Don't fall for the gangster meme pls

My Camry's at the shop and my homies' Diplomat is missing a tire. No gang banging tonight, I'm afraid.

I like the /chi/ threads. They feel real.

>mfw you are right
There probably is no coming back from this.

thanks user. i like you

i live on the east coast so we don't even have mexican gangs
you don't have one of em bikes

i don't even know how to feel about my situation anymore

This.

what you up to?

Nothing much really. I've been lazy with putting my computer together so I'm just hangin on the couch. So many wires to and my back is still somewhat sore so afyer a few of them I'm already taking a break. I could force it but don't feel like it. How about you?

To do*
After*

Phonetyping sucks.

is that much of a hassle?

It's best not to rush a task like that
Easy to make a mistake if you're tired

A lot of wires for powering stuff. A lot of them.
I'm taking it easy. But I'm slower then I used to be with it.

didn't know i've never put a computer together

Man feels like it's been a whole year of this shit already. Have you stopped being worthless and gotten it together since? Haven't been in here in months btw

rude, and no

It's not that hard. Just don't be static when you do it. It's like putting a 3D puzzle together or an engine of a car.

Damn :( alright wanted to check on the situation. Going to bed now.

question to the toothpaste flag, any mexican restaurants over there? Had you had mexican food? what does europe overall think of mexican food? Have you met a CHI before? why do you post on CHI threads?

goodnight user

maybe one day if i ever get some real money i can give it a go

just google it.

whats that going to do?

>any mexican restaurants over there?
Sure. You can have any type of food you want here. They sell tacoshells and salsa in the supermarket.
>Had you had mexican food?
Yes. But from the latin area I had more from the Argentinian oetz, they have big stakes.
>what does europe overall think of mexican food?
As far as I know they enjoy good food from all over the world, so Mexico is no exception. Most of the food here is from a foreign place.
>Have you met a CHI before?
I've met a lot of tourists here, some could've been CHI. I do not ask about histories of people unless they start about it. But none so far that have said that they where CHI.
>why do you post on CHI threads?
It's comfy.
I started with dissassembling old computers. My current build is a mix of old parts and the new case + processor + motherboard. The additional cost was €250. If you really want you could build a shitty one dirtcheap from parts from a computershow or something like that.

i'm currently on a laptop but i have an old desktop that broke a few years back

Do you know what broke? Usually it's just a part that needs replacing, just like with cars.

no, can't even remember how it happened since it's been broken for years now

Sounds like a project to me. Don't forget to remove static from yourself when handling hardware.

i don't even know where to start though

>i will never fight in the spanish civil war
>i will never have my own house

build one

Turn it on. See what kind of errors you get. Google the errors. When you don't see anything hear how much it beeps. Google the beeps. When it doesn't even turn on then replace the powersupply.

The rest is mostly trial and error, maybe Sup Forums has a guide, but I never check that place.

ok, might try

Just remember this: turn your computer off completely (big switch on the back in the powersupply), don't poke around in the pwersupply (that's kinda shocking) and don't be static (it could zap the fine electronics and break them). The rest you can google. Good luck, I'm going to bed now.

goodnight user