Start contemplating that death is infinite time of non-existent just like before you were born

>start contemplating that death is infinite time of non-existent just like before you were born
>start feeling uncomfortable and sick

you don't know it will be like that lmao, just wait and see and enjoy what you can when you have it

Are you me?

Welcome to me 3 months ago
I had just forgotten about it, too
Fuck you

>implying you exist

life is an illusion. we're not alive in the sense that we think we are so death is not really any different. consciousness does not exist individually, we are all things simultaneously
t. knower

I was the same until I realized that there is no perception of time when you're not conscious so when you die you will arguably be reborn into a different conscious eons from now

>start contemplating that death is infinite time of non-existent just like before you were born
>start feeling like i want to kill myself

I actually find it very soothing.

>reborn into a different conscious eons from now
Only in the sense that your carbon atoms will be part of some other lifeform.

>t. knower
You just happened to drink too much cough syrup

I came to the same conclusion.

I just think that you wouldn't feel anything anyway, but it's still a weird thought

When your life ends you just end up universal OS. Whatever that looks like. If anything I'm intrigued.

huh, i have a clone in australia and taiwan
Or am i the clone?

Yes, but assuming consciousness is some configuration of atoms and energy, and given infinite time, you would theoretically eventually once again be part of a consciousness.

not if it turns out the heat death of the universe is actually going to happen and there's no quantum bullshit that can make a new universe, which is entirely possible.

Reminder that consciousness and free will are memes that don't actually exist

So you really think there is something after death even if it's a new life?

bro u dont remember anything before this life, and u wont remember anything of this life in your next life, you will just be incarnated as something

yeah it's all theoretical unprovable stuff of course, I was just contributing to the other guy's idea which is one I take comfort in as well

That is if time is infinite. But if something has a beginning, it's pretty safe to assume that it also has an end.

What if there are multiple universes?

Are you implying quantum immorality? In that case, if the time is infinite, it will eventually end, as paradoxical as it sounds.

We are all dust in the wind

This. There's no "you" because "you" was created as a construct inside a brain. What the experience of life actually is is the universe examining itself, attempting to course correct. You only feel like an independent being because that's the way your brain developed, you're actually an inseparable part of the universe and there's no border between "you" and "not you".

I got daily panic attacks from when I was an early teen about my own mortality, it was getting so bad that I would get them randomly in public and had to leave parties, etc.
One day I couldn't hold onto it anymore and decided to try and flee my fear. Forcing myself to be apathetic, nihilistic and put myself in self isolation. I indulged myself in mindless hedonistic pleasures for hours on end and nothing more. But my life became miserable and I was starting to get suicidal and got minor panic attacks again after about a year of nothing, usually during night.
So I needed to fight the fear against my own mortality by reading, I read everything I could get my hands on for about a year.
I ended up understanding what I was existentially, I was an immortal conciseness of Europe.
If I had been born in a forest, without family, literature, language, culture, history and so on I would be nothing and death would not have mattered.
I fled my fear of mortality by understanding that what I ultimately am is immortal.
Now my life goal is to get as close as I can to my racial perfection in spirit, ego and both body and characteristics.
To both conserve and progress what my ancestors accomplished before me. To make meaning for those who died before me and know that those after me will make meaning of my death.
That is the only way for us to fight against this cruel world.

I don't get the whole ''so sad nothing matter'', isn't that a good thing? If you want to go shoot some person or buy cryptocurrency for all your life savings, crash your car, do drugs, you can do anything because in the end it doesn't matter what you did.
The only people who are concerned with having their life sorted out are status quo normies

>start contemplating that death is infinite time of non-existent just like before you were born
>start feeling calm and safe

death is literally the best thing that can happen to a human being, but it's even better if you edge it out for a bit like when jerking off