I DON'T WANT TO BE REDPILLED ANYMORE

I can't do it guys, I want to go back to a time where I was happy, and wasn't brought down systematically by the ''redpills''. I'd prefer to think that women are nice and charming, instead of abusive and empty ; I'd prefer to think that most people are somewhat good, instead of all dirtbags. I want to un-see the ''corruption'', the liberal biased media, everything. I just can't do it anymore. The world is so fucking ugly if the redpills are true. There would be no beauty left, no point to live for someone else, etc. Nothing left to enjoy. I'm desperate, please, is there a way I can go back or show the redpills are just lied borne out of confirmation bias?

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It's better to accept reality and to act to better yourself in spite of it.

The only thing truly virtuous is to live for yourself when everyone else lives at their own and everyone else's expense.

What's living for yourself means is up to you.

Live by your own standards because at least you will be living by standards. When you begin to do that, it won't matter how shit the rest of the world is, you will be better than the world.

A
FUCKING
LEAF
i am tired of you faggy canadian posters, you dishonor this nation

enjoy the ride faggot, it never ends.

...

Tell me about it, at the apartment I'm living in I only have my phone for internet access, which means I use a shared IP address. Imagine my face when I wanted to leave a sensible thought out argument only to find I had been banned from Sup Forums for three days. That's odd I thought, I didn't remember being banned for anything. So I click on the link to see why I've been banned, oh, it's cause some other god damned leaf decided to start a thread here using a picture of two sweaty youthful semi-clad highschool wrestlers engaging in anal intercourse on the wrestling mat.

FUCKING
LEAFS

What does it even mean to live by my standards? I wanted to be happy by finding a gf, that was literally my dream. If the redpills are true, then it's not even possible or worth it. Living for myself meant that to me, and now what am I supposed to do? If those redpills are true, I'm just empty. There's close to no point. Even the activities I enjoyed, I won't enjoy them anymore... I wish I could go back to being a naive kid, when I was happier desu. Now I can't even have fun doing what I liked.

it's on Sup Forums
it's a confirmation bias in and of itself lol
get off Sup Forums and you're un-redpilled lmfao

Lets go to space, leaf.

Plenty of beauty up here.

I have taken the MID (Military Industrial Complex) / Secret Space Program & Break Away Civilizations rep pill

So, what happens here on Earth seems really stupid and trivial. Its fun to observe however.

Go outside famalam. Yeah a lot of women are horrible, but a lot are good people too. The meme is either women are horrible sluts or pure virgin waifus but life isn't that black and white. The redpills are true but they can't be applied to real life in such a literal way. Things aren't as bad as you'd think if you spend all day on Sup Forums.

>its still up
>despite being reported

I somewhat agree with this. I don't think redpill arguments are necessarily true in every regard cause life+society has to approach a time where everything becomes circumstantial due to just sheer numbers of population -- which we have achieved in the past 40ish years. This is why I think gender politics and redpilling are a very dumb thing to base life off of, as well as trivial movements like de facto feminism.

So feminism isn't as hardcore of prevalent as other people say on Sup Forums? Because when you look at the media Sup Forums links it seems overwhelmingly about gender politics. In what way should the redpills be applied to real life?

First find a better dream. Ignore the idea of finding a girlfriend. Improve yourself first and women will come later. I can't tell you how to do it, since it will be different for each person, but start by finding a way to be happy without deference to women. Otherwise, even with a gf, you will never be truly content with yourself.

To explain what is meant by live by your own standards, you have to spend some time (alone if possible) thinking about what standards come from mirroring other people and what principles you can believe in unquestionable. It may take some time, but do not give up. Nothing in life truly of value has been done or has come to anyone easily. You must break down all things you think are good principles and think hard about which ones are proper to live by. After you do this for yourself and simultaneously stave off the temptations for nihilism when one rebuilds himself, you will figure out what exactly must be your purpose in life. This is where any sort of lasting happiness and joy will come from. You will have derived purpose for yourself.

Then work for this purpose you have derived from the development of ideas in your mind, and you will be made happy by your effort. This will be what it means to live by your own standards and to work for yourself. It will lead to you doing at least one thing very few people can do or perhaps understand something few people can understand.

It's hard to grapple with reality. But, its better to face a little of depression now and push forward in spite of it than to remain a naive kid. You can push through this depression. There is hope, you just have to find it.

Kek, you will always be a leaf

The world is ugly. This is just a phase. It'll pass, you'll accept it. Afterward it becomes easier to appreciate the beauty that is the chaotic yet ordered way of life, or to ''be''.

You will also realize that without that horrible toxic cloud poisoning our communities, the human race would be capable of unlimited miracles. We could accomplish many things, if it were not for the 1% monopolizing 90% of the money and intelligence, knowledge of our world.

This is the reason why some of us ''redpilled'' choose not to give up on fighting the Titan that has been formed by the oligarchies, but rather to work toward making the idea of a free world a reality.

Join our ranks. Become more redpilled. Follow the rabbitholes, gain substantial knowledge and become a great tool for society, for yourself and for the future. Use your knowledge for the better of mankind. This is all we can do to purge this plague.

CTR has for at least the past week been pushing "suggested depression" (cf the Jason Bourne movie that doesn't have Matt Damon). Saged and hidden.

I tend to keep to myself. I have some friends and keep in contact with family, but mostly I'm on my own. Business is good and I enjoy who I spend time with.

Overexposure hurts. Socialising is great, but why do it to such an extent that every action you have is minimal and shallow? There's far too much emphasis on knowing everything about something, getting one over on others by appearing to understand something better.

You're annoyed because you can't take what you know and show everyone because you're lost in a sea of shit. Limit the people you interact with. You'll find the quality increases. Instead of wondering why some girl is a slut or why your "friends" believe everything they read, you'll be having interactions the way humans were meant to - physically.

Basically, lay off the internet and cull your social media to a minimum.

Most people just come on here to blow off steam, kill some time and have a few a laughs. I wouldn't take it too seriously.

There are a lot of good, intelligent people who want to make a world a better place. Lots of harmless nerds who are anti social.

Chin up. It's not so bad.

I feel your pain Leaf.

If it makes you feel any better, this board is why I'm leaving California.

You're stuck here forever

there is no going back user

you can try but you will see the truth even if you keep silent

when you see a woman walking down the street with a black guy...you wont think "so progressive! say no to racism!"

you will think that poor childs IQ will take a hit etc

you cant go back....if you cant handle it then you should of never come here

you only have yourself to blame

>I'm desperate, please, is there a way I can go back or show the redpills are just lied borne out of confirmation bias?
There's still hope, user. Pursue higher education.

Am I the only one who's noticed an increase in these kinds of posts since the shills arrived? Feels pretty good tbqhwy mi familia.

>living for yourself


This meme is one of the main ways the kikes took down the family unit and destroyed western culture. When you do away with strong community they can manipulate you more easily. This is one of the biggest reason why there are so many failed mirages and single mothers "I gotta focus on muh self"

>47 minutes
>Been reported
>Still up

Thanks mods!

Too bad buttercup

Well, fucking aye, dude. Redpills redpilling the redpillers with a redpill. Amorite?

I think the biggest thing redpilling refuses to accept is that feelings and individuality are a thing. No, i don't mean offending people or any of that mumbo jumbo.

Rather, what I see in the majority of this board is "muh women are sluts!", but making such a massive generalization of LITERALLY more than half the population is the most ludicrous thing I've ever heard. Especially when the people who say this are just as disgustingly slutworthy as the people they talk about.

Redpilling breaks opportunities with the groups of people you could *potentially* be great friends or even a love partner all off the simple fact that they generalize.

The reason I use the women in this situation is cause of our conversation on feminism :P

I already don't have a lot of friends ; the problem was less that the exposure I had with the redpills prevented me from enjoying my friends, and more that it removed my hope that one day I would get some, and that I would get a gf. I always thought, being alone, that I'd one day find a gf and be happy, but the more I read about the ''redpills'' the less I feel it's likely to be, especially because of my social caracteristics. I was sometimes bullied at school, and I'm systematically excluded from conversations. Once, I thought that it'd get better, but with the redpills I've even lost that hope. Thanks for the advice though.

Just kill you're self if you can't not stomach the truth

this is why MGTOW actually has two trains of thought

one is simple abstinence, the other is becoming an intellectual to fight back

I have never cared less about the world than I do now that I'm redpilled. It's pointless, we're fucked, and the "bad guys" always seem to win. Fuck it, I'll probably end up just committing suicide at some point. Life is gay.

youtube.com/watch?v=ToKcmnrE5oY

there is no way to get un-redpilled

Fucking got half way slow motion dumped by a long sought after grill today. Had been feeling fantastic for 2 consecutive weeks, now I'm back in this shit hole worrying about the future.

Calling air strike on myself soon, fuck this gay world, i did everything right

Go hardcore gamer mode for a couple of weeks and you forget some, but it will always stick in the back of your mind.

>can't do it guys, I want to go back to a time where I was happy
I'd rather be right than be happy

Just ask Jesus for peace.
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
You're probably disturbed with all the filth thats going on and that you are and also everyone else. Without calm and peace you will induce a prison of madness for yourself and ultimately trap yourself until your ultimate demise.

LOL

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no

It's all true. Being ignorant won't change the circumstances though.

Ignore plebs.
Be a patrician.

Eh... Ignorance is bliss as they say.

But don't you enjoy being open minded and seeing the world for what it is? I like being open minded and learning something new every day. It keeps me sharp, it keeps my brain thinking. And to me that is the very essence of life, bettering myself and possibly other people.... who knows.... maybe mankind.....

I was in the same situation a few years ago, but I came to the conclusion that I'd rather know the truth and be aware of what is really going on in the world. I cling to a sliver of hope that someday MAYBE I could be in the position to right a terrible wrong, because I'm aware and think for myself. If you don't like something, then start planning a way to change it.

"If you don't like the conversation, change the subject."

Thanks, makes me feel a bit better. There are always outliers in statistics, and not everyone is the same. It just gets me down to think most women are like that or that most people are ''SJW-like'' and threaten others with such toxic ideologies. I'd really like to live in a harmonious society, where people can care for each other. When I say I want a gf, it's so that we can take care of each other, mutually love each other, you know? That's why I hate those redpills. ''Evolutinary psych'' says women only like alphas, and the like. I feel like trash. I feel I'll never get loved. I'm nothing like an alpha, and will never be, because I don't want to sacrifice justice or virtue to be one. Sure, some women might not like some characteristics of me, but to divide simply everything without complexity in beta/alpha and then showing divorces rates and such to support it... it feels like the world is ugly. Feels the same when people say women aren't creative. It's like there's nothing left. Thanks for reminding me about individuality.

You're not redpilled anymore, tis true. You're a blackpill now friend. Abandon all hope.

iktf, I don't think I can handle this shit like everyone else. I am a naive child, I used to believe in humanity but now I just despise it.

The best thing to remember is that even IF the majority are like that (which I think are not), once again, through sheer statistics, there are still millions and millions that are not. The reason why I think women AREN'T like that is cause i've only met the minority of women that are SJW-like. I'm speaking off of personal experience, so I could be wrong on that.

Take everything that redpill says with a grain of salt. I've noticed that redpilled conclusions tend to take a fact/statistic and draw a completely blown out conclusion from it. Here's an example:

All humans that die have had oxygen in their lungs. BLAME OXYGEN!

See where I'm getting at? This is true with extremist anything though, i'm not poking fun at redpill-"ism", rather just stating the generality that extremism is stupid.

I suggest that you stay away from stuff like that, it's too late to get it out of your head, but you can 'train' yourself to look at beauty more than you do negativity. That's the reason why I think we're here -- to give meaning to each other, and you can't deprive yourself of that, or you get depressed.

Collectivism, an inherently Eastern philosophy is the cause of the fall of western culture.

Western Culture properly is individualistic. It cannot exist by people giving themselves to be immolated for the collective. When people do that, they begin destroying Western Culture.

Failed marriages are just marriages that shouldn't have happened in the first place between two people who never should be married.

And most single mothers are single mothers because they don't act rationally. If they actually decided to focus on themselves, they would have realized it's better not to get knocked up by some loser and wouldn't be single mothers.

Spotted the roastie. Tits or GTFO.

What have you done or are doing to live by your standards?

I'm completely depressed. I've only ever wanted to have a gf and pursue an academic career. But since I made some poor decisions, I can't study what I enjoy (math/econ/philosophy), and I'm stuck with a poor future in a job for which I'm incompetent (lack of social skills) and which doesn't interest me. That's on me, and doesn't have to do with the redpills, outside of the fact that I'm probably an idiot and can't do much about it (IQ wise).

For the gf part, which is why I wrote this, it was like my only other real dream. If the redpills are real, there's nothing left for me to really enjoy or to build myself. I have few interests now, and I'm really lost about what to do. I understand I should do something, and that nothing comes easy, but I feel so tired and that it's either too late or that it won't change anything. I can't desire something else. I tried, but it doesn't work. I don't even know what I can desire at this point. Besides, even when I look at myself, and see moral principles which I should follow, I can't build anything reliable or sturdy ; and even if I could, what's the point if the redpills are right and if everyone is a dirtbag?

Literally, what's even the use of getting invested in something like politics, if most people are corrupted and self-serving. No one cares, and so no one is worth caring for/about. Nothing will come out of it or change, except for the worst. You see Clinton's email, how the Democratic party just gives their cultural platform to the SJW to preserve their economic interests, while the GOP is falling apart, what's there to do? Here, in Canada, you see Trudeau being overwhelmed, and only doing SJW superficial things while driving the budget to ruin , and nothing can be done because the whole party is corrupted. What hope is left?

Of course you're fucking practicing confirmation bias. You're red pilled, shit, you described your political position as red pilled because you're one of the billions of human beings that cant form their own opinion. Stop pretending like you're not actively reinforcing this shit. When you're in a place that actively shills for shit regardless of how much information there is available to prove them wrong because you gotta shill for your position.

Stop being a fucking pleb and get out of your fucking house, and stop expecting woman to have some sort of responsibility towards you. If you think a woman is abusive you're fucking retarded, if you think only women are empty and not simply trying to get by, you're also fucking retarded.. Woman just like to be appreciated, give her the time of the day and don't be an useless kid at the mcdonald register position and you can pretty much get any woman if you tried and are honestly admiring her.

Thanks m8, helped somewhat. I don't know many women myself because I'm paralyzed by anxiety, so maybe that's why I let the redpills get to me so much.

>Collectivism, an inherently Eastern philosophy is the cause of the fall of western culture.

durp

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trifunctional_hypothesis

I kek'd. good response though, I agree.

You could take medication for that (DON'T JUST JUMP THE GUN AND TAKE IT, FIRST GET CHECK UPS TO SEE IF YOU'RE SAFE FOR IT).
Otherwise, the only way to learn is to fail. I'm sorry, but it's how it has to be :( I wish it was easier, but it isn't. But hey, if you are able to break your anxiety, you'll look back at it years later and laugh about it. That's the great part of it all. GOOD LUCK, SOLDIER.

you were brainwashed

we all were

help break the brainwashing

I really like to study ; and before I made poor decisions, I wanted to study mathematics or econ. Something like that. It made me happy to learn and discover new things and patterns, and to rationalize things. But now I kind of fucked everything, and I'm stuck studying something I hate. But the problem of my post is less that, and more that the redpills not only affect what I know passively, but what I think about morality actively. I always believed men and women, though a bit different, had the same intelligence and were mostly equal ; so when I see data saying the contrary, it's not that I refuse them, but that it makes me completely depressed. Such ''redpills'' ruin the morality I believe in, and makes the world ugly, or so I feel. I don't know what to say, it just destroys morality for me. How did you get over it?

I got over it by simplifying it down to this: there two kinds of people, sheep and wolves - you decide which group you belong to and then act accordingly. I became a wolf.

>not living for yourself
>being a communist
Living for self does not exclusively mean living for you.
It means living for yourself, and your bloodline.
Because you can be immortal through your children, as long as they are yours and not your wife's son.

Thanks, I haven't seen a psych or doctor about my anxiety, I'm kinda too anxious to do it. I just feel extremely nervous all the time, and worry about what other people see as silly things : like, when I do an exam, I'll get stressed about it for at least a month until I get my grade, and when I get it and it's good, I don't feel proud, just less nervous, and if it's bad, I'll feel like trash and feel extremely nervous about my capacity and future for at least the rest of the session, perhaps more. I still feel bad about some exams in highschool. On another note, I can barely speak to someone else without being overwhelmed. Really wish I could break my anxiety, prevents me for doing a lot of things.

Just think -- it's their job to be there to help you. It's why they studied to go into the field their in. Try to get an appointment in or something if you could. At this point you need to try really hard to break your anxiety. You can do it.

Thanks, made me feel better. Yeah, you're right I don't go out much and meet new people, so most of my information is based on statistics I read about. It's just that when I read about them, I don't know what else to say, especially if they are well done. It makes me feel horrible. I never really thought women were horrible or empty, I believed the contrary, it's just that the facts I read about said otherwise and I couldn't reply to them. Also, its less that I expected women to have a responsibility towards me, and more that I'd thought I'd one day meet a woman who would make me less lonely. I wanted a relationship in which we could mutually care for each other.

Yeah, I know it's their job. I just feel afraid people will judge me and laugh at me or, even worse, bully me when they look at me. Most of the time I just wish I could disappear. I know a psych wouldn't do that, but I'm still afraid he could laugh at me.

I'll still try to fix it and see one, hopefully. Thanks for the advice.

Stop being a bitch. Just accept it and do what you can.

The ride is only getting started. LEAF.

This is the best answer to go off I think

This is literally why there is a normalcy bias.

People cannot handle that the world isnt a nice place. somebody is always trying to crush you to make themselves have more power or money. Its evolution...

people just refuse to look at it so they can live in their little utopia until somebody has a gun to their face and suddenly nothing they say can change the outcome.

I study the things I'm interested in and I refuse to do things that I cannot live with myself for doing. I try to keep myself fit by exercising regularly.

Don't insult yourself. Social skills aren't really that important. They come from self-confidence. It seems like right now more than ever, you just need to build up some self-esteem. The only way to do that is to work on something. Don't worry about your IQ. Just try to spend some time working on something. If you're good at it, you'll enjoy it. If not, then move on to something else.

If grades are a problem, don't worry too much about it. I know some fairly knowledgeable people who never went to college. They merely spent their free time reading about the things they're interested and trying to understand it.

As for studying what you enjoy, there are plenty of free resources for that on the internet. For example, if you're interested in philosophy, Plato's dialogues might be a good place to start. All it takes is some time spent reading and some time spent thinking about what is written. Economics is the same way. Start with Adam Smith.

sacred-texts.com/cla/plato/

ifaarchive.com/pdf/smith_-_an_inquiry_into_the_nature_and_causes_of_the_wealth_of_nations[1].pdf

web.mit.edu/gleitz/www/Introduction to Logic - P. Suppes (1957) WW.pdf

math.uh.edu/~dlabate/settheory_Ashlock.pdf

users.metu.edu.tr/serge/courses/111-2011/textbook-math111.pdf


Check out those .pdfs for example. They are free. These are some useful things in philosophy, mathematics, and economics. The Dialogues and Wealth of Nations are classics. Elementary logic hasn't changed much in hundreds of years, so it's safe to use an old book. I studied that proofs book.

You can do it. Work towards it, and the worst that will happen is that you'll find out that you aren't as good as you thought. However, you will have tried, where others haven't.

You know what to do.

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This guy is spot on the fucking money.

I know a guy with an 80 IQ who shits on people with 140+'s in his field because he is dedicated.
Most people spend as little time and energy as they need to get something done. Go the extra mile and people will actually think you are some well traveled Einstein just because you put in a tad bit of effort.

Thanks for your help, you're an amazing user. And you're right I don't have much self-esteem, or at all, as a matter of fact. Basically comes down to years of anxiety, and always seeing people do awesome things, while I never did much of anything out of my life. In class, people are able to understand and answer questions, even difficult, in a matter of seconds, and I haven't even assimilated the question. I can't listen for more than 5-10 min. in a lecture without dozing off or start imagining things in my head. It gets worse when someone directly talks to me. And the noise of the computers annoy me so much. It doesn't help the lectures are on an uninteresting topic for me. But thanks for the pdfs, I'll try to read the ones on logic and set theory, as I've already read Adam Smith's Inquiry and most of Plato's dialogues.

Really thanks a lot :)

Thanks, in what field was the guy, btw, out of curiosity?

And my anxiety about my intelligence is less about it as such, and more about what I feel like it prevents me from doing while others can do it just fine. I had good grades in mostly everything, but when it came to math which is one of my favorite subject, I just couldn't do it. I was unable to do my homework, because I feared I wouldn't understand the exercises and it was just very difficult for me to motivate me, even though I liked it. I could barely stay concentrated, since I can't grasp very well mathematical structures in my head, even if I understand the concepts. If you put too many variables, for instance, I just crash. Same goes for spacial visualization. I can't do it. At all. It's insanely hard for me to figure out where things are in the space (I have a huge amount of difficulty parking a car for instance). But others can do this very easily. And it discourages me.

Then go outside. The blue pill is isolating yourself to a Filipino teriyaki forum. Get outside, talk to people, get laid. Life is the true red pill.

Ok I'll show my age here a bit. I always thought I was redpilled around 14 when I realized we all die and I was upset for a bit, but I got over it. That's when I was quite a bit depressed, but came to realize it's a fact of life.

Through my teens I knew the govt was fucked. 9/11 was an inside job, It seemed like i had an innate ability to see through the bullshit. So instead of dwelling on it. I learned from it, learned how the bullshit was manufactured and distributed if you will.

Once I got to college, within 3 weeks of being there (I had a free fucking ride, good grades, blahblahblah) I saw it for what it was, partied my ass off for the rest of the year, then dropped out to work on race cars, something I love.

It was a private school feeding these kids false hope for a future. My friends from my class, 7/10 work retail and don't know what the fuck to do.

I'm 30 now, had my own business, learned so much more trade wise and working with my hands, and just enjoy my life. I have a couple very close friends, I have a dog, and most importantly I TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING IN EVERY SITUATION I AM IN. That is what will help you with your morality. You are in charge of your happiness. If you aren't happy with morality, don't cower. Change something in your daily routine. Help an old lady, just do the right thing. Just because you know the world is fucked doesn't mean that you can't help your fellow man.

I know life in general is fucked. It sucks.... But it sucks more for those people that have no idea how much life is REALLY fucked.

First take care of yourself, try to do a good deed a day. develop your own sense of morality. If you do the right thing, you're way ahead of 75% of people in the morality department.

>This meme is one of the main ways the kikes took down the family unit and destroyed western culture. When you do away with strong community they can manipulate you more easily. This is one of the biggest reason why there are so many failed mirages and single mothers "I gotta focus on muh self"

Fucking kikes already won, you fuck. Everything is subverted.

it´s actually 600000x worst when u are a mestizo linving ina shithole

Listen OP there is no going back, we must fight
We will not go quietly into the night!

I'm sorry user, hope it gets better for you.

youtu.be/k6C8SX0mWP0?t=26

Wind Mobile?

The fuck

I am redpilled but I still like women and I still think most people are good inside

I mean, in the end we all just want to find objects that give us comfort, no matter if it is something temporary and essential (like food) or luxurious (like an expensive car), we all want the game thing (that can assume different forms from person to person) but we have different means to achieve it, that's pretty beautiful

Thanks for the hope, user. I'm still really depressed about it, but thanks for giving me at least hope that it can get better. I'm happy though that you found something you like and that you're now well off. Most of my sadness comes from the fact that I'm young, and feel like I have no future or not one that's worth it (because of the state of things), and that my best years are now behind me. I usually try to do what's right, it's just hard to see others not doing the same... Makes the world less beautiful. But I'll still try, thanks.

why would you ever want to become less intelligent? Being blue pilled doesnt make you a better person, or make people perceive you better. If you're a shitty person redpilled, you're probably just a shitty person. Sorry bro.

appreciate life for what it is. You're underage i bet.

I'm 22 years old. I've been feeling down for over 2 years now, the ''redpills'' only made me even more depressed. I'm completely exhausted and just want to forget everything.

Like, what I said is that I was happy before, as a child, when I wasn't anxious and sad and when I had a bright outlook on things which motivated me. I could enjoy things that I liked. I could think I'd one day find a gf who would like me for what I am and make me feel less lonely.

Now, when I saw the redpills, I just started to feel like I couldn't even hope anymore and had no future, because of the state of politics and of women. So I became even more unhappy.

It's quite simple : now I'm unhappy, and I just want to go back to a time where I was happy.

You can unplug at anytime, user.

I feel the same way, Canadabro. If Trump loses the election and there's no race war on the horizon I'm probably just going to kill myself.

Let your hate fill you and flow through your every action, every thought. When I was in my late teens early 20s it just clicked in me. Men need hate we need anger. I don't mean for you to go start offing people that piss you off or anything but you must harden yourself and your hatred. All that I am I have gained through my labor, by blood, sweat, flesh and thought. No one helped me, no one cares so fuck them all and fuck the world. Only my kin deserve my kindness. only my wife and children know my love.

Once you are only for you and yours, the women will come. whether you want them or not.

there's no going back. and there are a few things to live for but you must find those yourself I started to read the Bible and listen to common filth radio on YouTube. I wish you the best of luck

the deeper i dig, the more i become depressed
i always dream of going to a place that is ridden from lies and evil and live a calm serene life
i would probably off myself if it weren't for that dream

Damn it cucknadia, take your redpill and go to sleep.
youtube.com/watch?v=dWYNNSzpSdQ&feature=youtu.be

There are two ways out of the path of the red pill. One is removing yourself from society, either through exile or death. The other way is to walk the path to the end, to achieve true enlightenment.

You're like a 5 right now OP

Op, let me tell you something. Life is suffering, love is pain, we all die. It's just the way she goes.

How are you not depressed thinking like that?

Relax.

Get an education, a simple job you don't find too offensive. Get set up in a safe area. Enjoy women carefully based on what you know about them, or avoid them entirely and get a dog. Work and pay your taxes, eat healthy and get some exercise. Pursue your interests and try not to piss people off for no reason.

If enough people do this, things will be back in shape sooner or later.

Find Jesus.

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I was in the same boat. I was in a bad accident where i should have died and I had lost my business and all of my equipment got repossessed. after that I was a pile of shit for 5 years with no hope in sight. More than once I drank a 1/5 of jose, bunch of painkillers, and had the shotgun in my mouth. The world is cruel, and often feels hopeless, but I've found if you have a few good people in your life, and a GOOD woman in your life, things slowly do get better. You just have to hold on. That's all you need to tell yourself.

I can almost guarantee you'll find joy where you least expect it.

And don't forget, everything that happens to you is a learning experience. Whether good or bad, just learn from it. When you don't do that and just give up. Things will go to shit very quickly.

Godspeed user. Stay redpilled. Don't follow this blackpill shit because there is hope. I need you to stay redpilled as much as any other user on this site, because mark my words: We know what's going on, we're smart, and if shit really did go down, we'll be the ones to pick up the pieces.

this is good advice. thanks japanon