After a week on a high, the depression has set back in.
Jackson Parker
It was that bloody question about palaces, the whole thing was a nightmare really. The only upside from the whole thing was that I met a qt and went out into Oxford town with her whilst I was there.
Alexander Martin
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Adrian Reed
First for Frank "Hey here's a crazy idea: maybe the Labour Party should represent the interests of the working class" Field
Tyler Green
For me it's months of depression followed by the odd pleasant day
I say we let them in. They're just poor, desperate refugees who need a home, love and a warm meal.
David Bennett
Could OPs, in future, start linking the previous threads in the newer ones? Some of us need to catch up and looking through the archives is a bitch.
Josiah Roberts
my local MP
based and a defected tory who never stopped being a tory
Easton Sanchez
Monty was a hilarious autismo, some of the stories about him winding up American generals and not even realising it are gold. There needs to be a Monty Pepe looking smug with Wojak Gen. Bradley crying angry tears behind him
Kayden Smith
one last midnight
Lincoln Jenkins
Lads how can I kill myself without actually dying?
Kayden Bennett
This is a wolf.
Chase Robinson
any links? I literally know nothing sbout him but the silly beret
Alexander Cruz
I have a week of elation and motivation, followed by a week of depression, then about a month of just feeling empty. I always hope the good times will last for longer but they never do Always the same cycle. Don't know why desu.
David Martin
>tfw ambitious >want to study medicine at a top university >want to write articles for a journalistic site/paper in free time >want to go into politics in my 40s >want to marry and have 3 kids >realistically have very little chance of doing all of this The only one I can conceivably do is medicine, but even then I didn't get into it during undergrad, I'm going to have to do postgrad. I feel like I'll never feel fulfilled
Gavin Butler
You can't. You're stuck in this reality, make the most of it.
Lincoln Taylor
Montgomery in HoI4 is the best.
From India to Siberia with basically no supplies and still kicked Soviet ass like a champ.
>Depressed as fuck >Keep having spells of doubting reality and my own consciousness Quite scary, think there's something wrong with me.
Jack Kelly
>tfw dont want to live but too scared and don't want to upset my parents
Jaxson Foster
People have told me that before. I don't want to go to a shrink or whatever and get put on dr shekelsteins pills though.
Austin Green
ywn >be a professor at 25 >pretend to be an aussy to fight the nazis >be premoted before you're even out o training >be one of 2 privately enlisted men to reach brigadier in WW2 >become an MP >run on the front bench despite numerous rebellions >learn 15-17 languages >have 2 beautiful daughters all in one lifetime
Caleb Foster
Go away. You won't actually do it. Either clean yourself up or fuck off and pretend to contemplate suicide somewhere else.
Jordan Miller
I had a lot of potential when I was younger. Pissed it away, so far behind even the previously fat losers from school.
Was good at football and tennis but stopped playing. Was good at socialising but became more and more shy and anxious. Was good academically but became lazy and made the wrong choices.
Gavin Ortiz
>tfw 30 units of alchohol
wow its nothing at this point
Jace Cox
lads the only way I can be human is if I take speed.
My anxiety and depression and inability to focus literally dissapears in seconds.
I can finally get stuff done, write, talk to people online, listen to music.
I feel normal.
I beg all of you suffering from similar to try speed.
It is truly a life changing substance.
Justin Lopez
>tfw want to kill myself but don't want to get grounded
kek
Christian Ortiz
never said i would.
i bear witness.
Camden Wright
yes it's much better to embarrass them as a neet so they have to apologize for you everyday kys desu senpai
Jose Edwards
I remember when I was a kid my dad was in the army and my mum wanted to join too. He was really against the idea, didn't get it at the time but after reading some of these stories tonight I think I'm piecing it together.
Oliver Hernandez
my mum became a nurse at 38, never too late to improve your lot
Nathan Butler
Is it bad that I struggle with walking after 2 pints?
Ayden Cook
hasn't been a shooting in america for a while, i'm getting a bit worried about them
are they up to something?
Brandon Morales
>imbibing a wicked poison >tfw this misguided young man has no lawful deterrent to prevent him from engaging in such reckless and selfish acts
Nothing wrong with you, you just need a change in life. Not saying it would fix it, but it would help.
If you drink, have a week off. If you always eat carbs, try eating high fat, high protein. If you eat a lot of fruit, give it a rest for a week or two. If you don't do exercise, give it a go. Just a half an hour walk makes a difference; if you drive, go out to the countryside and spend a few hours fucking about in fields and trees. Take a camera and get some nice photos. Or take a kite and run about.
It might sound faggoty but it's good for a clear mind.
You're doubting reality because this reality is bullshit. We're surrounded by shit that has deviated so far from what it is and what it truly means to be a human, an animal.
Humans are designed to be active, creative and social. The modern world makes those three things very difficult. Gyms are good for the active side, but it can feel forced; it's much better to be outside either running, cycling, kayaking or swimming etc. A hobby like woodwork, drawing, music, DIY etc does wonders for the creative side. Socialness can be a bit more difficult but that's because so many people are caught up in this modern, bullshit reality. You will find people who are the same as you, it will just take effort and time.
Also during the Battle of the Bulge he annoyed some of the American generals so much by basically going 'I told you so' every time they made a mistake and slagging them off to the press that some of them were threatening to quit/held lifelong grudges against him and he had to be pretty much threatened with dismissal if he didn't stop winding them up because he was single-handedly turning British and American forces against one another toward the end of the war. And he was totally oblivious to it all, just a complete aspie
Angel Edwards
Who here /MixedGovernment/ ?
Asher Lee
How much? When? Explain more.
I've taken most things up to and including coke but always on nights out (apart from mushrooms and weed which are for nights in).
Bentley Nguyen
I'm keking at the image of a bunch of US Generals quitting on the base that The British man is being mean to us
Gavin Perry
Please, don't be glum. Britain still isn't done.
:^ )
Daniel Russell
rude
what?
doubt i'll be around at that age user
Chase Green
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Luke Harris
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Justin Torres
>implying we're ever 'done' Defeatists get out.
David Wood
Thanks lad. Good to know someone else understands what I'm feeling, that's actually a big relief. Hopefully it gets better when I return to uni. Was thinking about talking to a medical person about it but not sure if it's necessary.
What you're saying makes sense, I'll give it a go. Thanks.
Jayden Parker
Smallest possible dose approx 20mg. You need to get microscales in order to get it right.
Take it as soon as you wake up and you will have 6 hours of freedom from your demons.
I do so much and feel great. I make music on my computer, draw, write etc. etc.
Make sure you drink lots of water and eat food to ease the strain on your body and to make sure you don't have a comedown.
Jayden Jones
I'd also recommend church once a week, body and soul and all that.
Brody James
It's also highly addictive and you build a tolerance to it. Though they use amphetamines to treat ADHD and what-have-you in America.
John Johnson
>make bet with monty >jokingly say lol I'll give you an entire plane and crew if you do >he wins the bet >the mad man actually phones me to collect his plane >try and laugh it off >he takes it all the way to Eisenhower >tfw he gets his plane and crew
Levi Foster
>posting the Blair creature without good reason immoral desu lad
Kayden Wright
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Jack Garcia
>ywn establish a brit/pol/ colony
why live?
also what would brit/pol/'s ideal society look like?
Luke Cooper
Uni will definitely help. Just make sure you get stuck in to teams and stuff; and try out things outside of your comfort zone. Try stupid shit too. And try not to be too judgmental about the degenerates and faggots, they're just trying to enjoy their life and as long as they're not ruining yours it's easier to just let it go.
And considering you're on Sup Forums it's probably best you steer clear of politics chat, that's just a way of isolating yourself since you will be in the minority. And remember that just because somebody is a race-mixing, faggot-loving cuck, they're not necessarily a bad person. Just misguided.
At some point, you'll probably want to quit and go home but that happens to like 90% of people who leave for uni. Just ride it out, will only last a week or two and as long as you keep busy you'll be fine.
No idea about seeing professionals, I guess it works for some but not for others. Definitely can't hurt though, and since it's free because we live in a decent country it's worth a go.
It'll be alright mate.
Joshua Moore
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Logan Jenkins
>not always posting as many Blairs as possible
it's like you're not even center left
Liam Lopez
>I always hope the good times will last for longer but they never do Always the same cycle. Don't know why desu.
Jonathan Murphy
Everyone's so depressed on here, damn.
Jonathan Lewis
The only reason they tolerated him was because of his status in Britain after El Alamein. He did shit in Italy and Overlord, largely his plan, was not exactly imaginitive.
Imo, Alexander was superior.
Xavier Williams
its 0315 in the morning, what do you expect
Jonathan Bailey
It's been this way for as long as I can remember, yet I still delude myself every time.
Lincoln Campbell
Probably just because it's 3AM, hopefully most Brit/pol/ poster aren't that bad
Colton Green
Brit/pol/ is a nationalist thread.
Josiah Howard
Thanks mate. I will do.
Nicholas Morgan
Most people without issues just post and don't bother to mention they're in good health.
Ayden Cox
Well we're losers posting on a Cambodian cave painting trading forum at 3 in the morning. Pretty expected desu. Never thought I'd be here at my age. Thought I'd be having fun in uni, with a gf, a decent future etc.
Camden Thompson
my willy is hard and i dont know why
this is what i gey fo 70 cls of vodka
John Brooks
>didn't mention anything to do with his command ability >insecure american starts making irrelevant points about his command ability
go back to comparing baseball hats in trump general please
John Turner
there's no shame in it m9
Asher Young
desu this is the only place I ever talk to people. I feel like a loser even here. Sorry.
Zachary Howard
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Aiden Hernandez
The Economist is so bad nowadays, lads I used to look at it as the gold standard in my school days
Kevin Garcia
what's the app/website for making these?
Gabriel Hernandez
Wasn't trying to shit on you mate, just pointing out why it seems like so many posters are depressed.
Christopher Torres
erm... ArtStudio on AppStore, you can make custom brushes
Jordan Davis
How to get gf? I have no friends other than my cousin
Hudson Jones
Excellent, I'm now a /CareBlair/
Ian Wood
Good morning lads. Who /5am shift/ here?
Brayden Martin
Is your cousin female?
Brayden Cox
Plenty of Fish/Tinder
Most are slags but normally a good way to meet someone in a area you don't know people.
Colton Hernandez
HELLLOW IM A DRUNKY WHO WANTS LOVE
Anthony Nelson
Nope, but he has mates of his own and the confidence to approach girls, and I apparently have the looks but no confidence
Kevin Turner
I actually have a pretty good life, I just don't want to shit on the miserable fucks by letting them know. Poor form desu.
Blake Harris
1900-0700
kill me
Carson Morris
It's true. Eisenhower would have fired him after Goodwood but for his popularity in Britain.
He did a good job though as cannon fodder so we could break out so...bravo. all part of the plan !