Feelling like you are in the wrong body, don't take pictures because the person you see on the photograph doesn't "feel" like you.
Compare yourself to other girls, wish you had "softer" bones, constant anxiety, feeling love brings anxiety, because you feel there is something wrong but you can't point it.
You feel your body very tense all the time, specially on the scalp.
The feeling of being "wrong" is somewhat related to feeling "dirty" and doing nothing to clean yourself, but it is about your body. It is not exactly this feeling, but something like it.
Constant need to change your body, trying to rationalize that your hips are "expanding".
Daydream about having slim waist, large hips, and big breast.
Can't talk to people without feeling there is something wrong with the way you act.
I don't know how to react as a male, provoking and being provoked, act like a male, fight and stuff.
Can't play games as a male, because I wish I was the girl.
I need to act "tough" all the time, but in reality I'd like to buy some really girly clothes and use make up.
With time, the more you aware of this the more you start to avoid people, because people start to question and stuff.
But at the same time not feeling like a complete woman.
Love penis, but not man.
Feeling apathy for almost everything, don't want to work hard towards a carreer, don't want to build a family.
The dysphoria varies with people, I feel like I'm more of a mix than anything, since I like the "logic" way I normally think, most girls are more emotive.
If there was a pill that would fix it, I would take it without hesitation.