I want to go back

I have been redpilled for a long time. Being a white person from the Metro Detroit region will do that to a person, I suppose.

>Started out as a Libertarian in my late teens/early 20's
>Pushing 30, I'm basically a Right-Nationalist

I know that I'll never be able to fully be comatose and happy, a soma sucking normie that casually floats by, but I want to be dumbed down a little. The realization of it all is too strong, and I don't want to carry any additional stress and/or weight on my shoulders anymore. I want to go back to being a person of wonder and optimism, not the realist cynic asshole I am now. I WANT TO GO BACK

For the record, I'm a fairly attractive white male with a career, young wife, and home. At face value, I'm fairly successful and secure. I have always been able to hide my power level and do not resemble an autist or basement dweller at all.

I just want to be happy again. Where's that bluepill at?

have you tried not coming here?

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One of my buddies recently told me "you need to give pol a rest for a while". He was spot on. Thing is, what else am I going to read? Shill media and reddit? It all makes me sick now.

You can never go back. Especially in the world today. You must remain strong and see the world for what it really is rather than being a naïeve normie.

That's right. Ignorance is bliss. GIBSMEDAT STEAK

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Your trips comply me to respond m8.

You dont need to go back. You need to go further into the shit.
When you manage to understand the whole 5 dimentional plot that runs the world. You will realize that we are nothing, we are just dust and that nothing matters.
You would find happiness, peace and joy.
Just souls trying to found their way to the next stage.
be brave user.

fucking this

You didn't name the jew, so no...you aren't red-pilled.

except he died in the process

you have to understand that the bluepill is simply the version "you" as a child.
as a child everything possible and the skies are the limit, tomorrow have no meaning and you still curious about silly things.
normies give you a taste of the bluepill, you get a dose of the bluepill each time you are in a social environment. but you can never go back from the redpill, ever.
it is the human nature to seek the truth and follow it.
you have a wife and a home, you are handsome (if you really are) so consider yourself blessed.
you can only sniff the bluepill, at small doses. but every time when you are alone you have to return to the redpill

Mein Kampf

>Remember that you are here forever.

Not gonna play your faggot games desu. I'm well aware that they pull the strings in every industry that matters and brainwash us through media and entertainment. Nigger please

This has been my deduction as well, Jew. I appreciate the post. I also do realize that I am a lucky man.

You don't need to be stressed out, read Seneque and live the live as its means to be. The hour turn and luck with it.

So... You've woken up, and still have a career and wife, and a home? Dude you've got it made, shut the fuck up. You are living in the best possible outcome you could have and still be redpilled. You have literally nothing of substance to complain about insofar as your personal life is concerned.

Just remember for the rest of us the average is life of persistent semi- or full alienation from pretty much everyone and social contact that is nothing more than a string of superficial bullshit conversations lacking anything with challenge or substance.

You've got it golden man. Live it up.

Well, said Merchant.

Similar situation to you, man. I'm a 1%er and could say fuck it to all this. Two problems with that: one, this country was handed to us by many previous generations, not just the moronic and selfish boomers; and two, this shit will catch up with my kids even if not with me. I'm not ready for the blue pill yet.

I realize I have it good. I really do. Here's the kicker however - let me paint the rest of you a picture:

You're at a social gathering with work colleagues, acquaintances, wife's girlfriends, normie commercial tier bullshit.

>listen to some fat vapid cunt talk about social issues, clear socialist
>listen and grit teeth as group goes wild for allowing immigrants and the necessary expansion of entitlement programs
> listen to how brave trannies are for coming out publicly
> BLM makes good points user, you don't know what it's like to be black

While most of you would REEEEEE and pop a nerve, in order for me to live my life in peace and preserve my social standing, I have two options.

1. Do not say anything at all. Soak it in and cringe in pain (while retaining a cool, collected demeanor and smile).

2. Give them the most watered down (while treading on eggshells) version of my beliefs as I can. Essentially, give them a moderate libertarian-esk speech.

That shit gets old.

Thanks. I'll check that book out. Appreciate the advice.

Welcome to the other side mate. I gave up option one this year and just been calling out the socialist bullshit and started to explain my standing. Slowly infecting those around me with sweet sweet reality. Blue pillers aren't worth my time to be friends with. Thankfully the wife is waking up and having my back in those conversations.

>I WANT TO GO BACK
There is not going back, user. You can only go deeper.

Trust me man, I get it, I do. I literally gave up on social interactions (outside of work and school) for almost an entire YEAR because I grew tired of that song and dance. There's nothing you can do about it really.

I mean at the end of the day you still have everything else to return to at the end of the day. Most of us don't have that AND still have to play nice if we want to keep our livelihoods. Personally I just lost my long term relationship because I found one that was just sufficiently damaged enough she didn't have the gumption to play in the non-stop carnival ride that is life for women in their 20's... right up until she recovered her confidence enough that that the bright shiny lights were too much to resist anymore. I'm not putting this out there as a pity thing, but more as a perspective thing.

So trust me man you've got it as good as you're going to get it. The only thing you can really do is write off most people as idiots who are too plugged into the Matrix to ever come out now, and surround yourself with like minded people as often as you can.

don't drop the bomb, just suck it up.
this is the problem i have with white folkes, you guys are too damn kind. you can't help everyone.
consider at some point talking to her but don't use words like 'cucks' or niggers

Metro Detroit is ground zero for the islamification of the U.S.. Stand your ground, fear no darkness and we will bring light back unto our lands.

my favorite character in the movie

I'm trying. It's just tough. My true close friends are all redpilled, so it's not that bad. I'm even trying to convert my wife, although she will never go nearly as deep as I have. I have begged her not to vote for Clinton, and that is all I can ask for at this point.

>Being a white person from the Metro Detroit region
you are a cuckold who lives with niggers, nothing more

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Im also from the Detroit area. Fucking muslims everywhere. I let my hatred of them flow freely. People either stand up and speak their mind on the subject and risk everything, or we lose it all as a society.

Stand for what you believe in, fuck the sheep. Their are plenty of like minded people here in the area that see the world through the same lense as you.

Seek them out.

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It is segregated.

You cant go back user the redpill is impossible to forget but remember all the feelings of anger are based on a lie

You are truly awoken and everyday remember that you are a sucess you have a wife a job you are attractive and you are redpilled you are a true ubermesch compared to alot of people here

Your only duty now is to spread the truth user its your destiny dont go full sperg and release all the autism at once give small doses of the redpill and eventually even the most liberal will see the truth

Embrace the redpill user you are one of us

Dearborn is like fucking Baghdad, my god. Thanks for the advice bro.

>one of the most segregated regions in the U.S.
> nope.avi

looks more like one massive cuck shed to me. Fuck off back to tumblr you nigger loving libtard.

>I want to go back.
There is no way back.

Won't work.

then he lives in a cuck shed that the bulls let all the other whites into, either way, he's a cuck.

>a white person from the Metro Detroit

just go back to that corner on Main Street in Royal Oak where you used to sit with your skateboard and smoke dope with your friends

and then kill yourself

naw shill media just makes you analyze every single point and flaw or if you're lazy look for other writers who break it down for you.

i'm the same age with a family, in my down time i browsed a lot of Sup Forums. just find a new boring home board like that or Sup Forums

God damn it niggers. Stop being so niggery.

its her own fault for not having a gun to defend herself. dumb slut.

You're making the Canadian in this thread seem like a world class poster compared to you. Projecting at all? Catch your crush getting destroyed by some Mandingo or something? We're trying to have decent discussion here faggot. Settle down.

I KEK'd

a discussion about what? the pros of interracial relationships? libtards and cuckolds belong at tumblr.

There is no going back. You're stuck like the rest of us. The best thing you can do is impregnate your wife as many times as possible before she can no longer have kids.

Are you a bot, or genuinely slow? No such things have been discussed whatsoever. Please consider suicide.

The ride never ends. Follow the rabbit hole to the bottom.

you're literally defending a white man who chooses to live in nigger city. cant get much more cucked than that

There is no going back.

If your career depends on hiding your powerlevel, then hide it.

But the fate of western civilisation is larger than yourself. You will have to resist by any means you can afford.

Seek out and befriend likeminded people. The loneliness is the worst part i find and friends makes a world of difference.

For redpilling normies i find socratic questioning to be the best approach. Some women might "reee" at you first, but if you dont back down they get intimidated by your manly confidence. Im serious. And the men, who are much more logially predisposed, will usually see your side of things when presented with evidence. I dont even despise normies anymore, i pity them.

The path of truth is hard to walk, user. But it is the duty of the enlightened to save the deluded.

You can't regain innocence, but you can regain hope. Expose your power level and go do something constructive.

I'm not able to, but I can recognize it's my own inaction which removes hope. You're your own living embodiment of the idea that no one will do anything till it's too late.

wow you said the same thing twice. now I know you're just a shill.

>2 years ago I wanted to be a rapper
>now I want to start a family and teach my kids the opposite of degeneracy and get them on iodine tablets, omega threes, and due away with fluoride
>want to install a reverse osmosis filter
>want to lift
>see propaganda that i would never catch before
>everything is shit now
>everything propaganda now
>I've awoken
>everything is now corrupt
>i now see for the first time

I was just thinking this lastnight. How do you even go back? TV, Movies, Music, Education, its all the same anti-white, globalistic vomit. Everyone you talk to on the street is a blue-pilled government drone. I wonder sometimes if the people around me are even real. I feel like everyone I see is a CPU and just useless filler for the world around. Did I die and go to hell without noticing?
It's so suffocating to go out and have the room laugh at Amy Schumer jokes and praise Hillary Clinton and I'll I want to do is stand up and scream "Fucking Niggers!" just to see if there is even one person left around me that might have even a shred of the views I do.

The red-pill is a curse.

The niggers are in Detroit and Inkster, Muslims are in Dearborn. The rest of the metro area is White. Are you one of those faggots that run away? Keep running like a pussy and there will be nowhere left.

Nah. I didn't see the post go through (I'm on mobile).

>HURR U LIVIN IN NEGGAR CITY
>Not realizing that near that nigger city lies one of the wealthier areas in the nation

Brush your teeth and lay off the Mountain Dew, pubescent faggot. Maybe one day you'll get to travel places and not have to rely on Jew News 24/7 to make a decision on what a place is, and isn't.

Philosophy and right-wing literature my man. You can absolutely give Sup Forums a rest but still fill your mind with non-degenerate things.

lol I dont have to run away cos im not a libtard and wouldnt let a nigger within 100 feet of me you cucked kike faggot.

And give em nigger names like Trayquandro or Le-a (Ledasha, you pronounce the dash) so you can collect on that government welfare.

maybe one day you can get out of your cuck shed and watch your wife have sex with a nigger instead of just fantasizing about it.

To be fair you also live in Canada. There's almost no way to even run away and hide from it in Canada. You are perpetually in enemy territory.

There's only one way you can go back user.

Death to Sup Forums.
Long Live the New Flesh!

I'm sorry to say this - there is no turning back. It can't be unseen anymore. You will always notice it and the rage will consume you if you suppress it. You must embrace the truth, senpai. Dig down deeper and you will make it.

Are you me? Basically the progression I went thru except I was a white kid in Milwaukee. I think it is destiny, the truth of the matter finally being revealed and while maybe not pretty still the truth. America abandoned my people.

Based Israeli poster?????

Just relax op.

let all the fears and paranoia leave your mind.. and when you are in your relaxed state, try to think about each positive and negative thing of society in a proportional way, and try to understand that alot of what "redpill" is, is exaggerating the negative parts in a pessimistic way instead of looking at the whole picture with everything being represented proportionally.

I think a lot of us follow a similar progression.

>When the woman saw that the fruit of the tree was good for food and pleasing to the eye, and also desirable for gaining wisdom, she took some and ate it. She also gave some to her husband, who was with her, and he ate it.

>Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.

>Then the man and his wife heard the sound of the LORD God as he was walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from the LORD God among the trees of the garden.


>But the LORD God called to the man, "Where are you?"

>He answered, "I heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid."

>And he said, "Who told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?"

>The man said, "The woman you put here with me--she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it."

>So the LORD God said to the serpent, "Because you have done this, "Cursed are you above all livestock and all wild animals! You will crawl on your belly and you will eat dust all the days of your life.And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and hers; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel."To the woman he said, "I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you."To Adam he said, "Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, 'You must not eat from it,' "Cursed is the ground because of you; through painful toil you will eat food from it all the days of your life.

Yeah, it's pretty rough man. The constant feeding of it down our throats. You're in super liberal land. Must be a fucking nightmare.

Libralism is good though. im liberal.

cheer up lad, fellow detroiter here, we've got the first white mayor in ages and he's cockblocking the nigger council left and right

it'll get better if you go out into the world and help form the kind of society you want to see

Coding books.

My only option is to go innawoods. Other than that I have to pretend to be a good goy and lick Trudeau's asshole whenever I venture out.

You read the tablet of the gods user

>Two highly intelligent and well informed men, Professor Ebor and then Dr. Laidlaw, learn the contents of the Tablets of the Gods, and even though this information is short enough to be on two ordinary-sized tablets, it is enough to induce absolute belief in its veracity and utterly destroy hope in the reader.

(((liberal)))

Why did you need the ((( )))

its a coincidence

based merchant

I really like programming stuff, its just draining after 10 hours a day and then its 6pm and I'm like welp... fuck... what I do now?

>liberal
>Israeli flag

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