The doctrines of Christianity are like a boat. An ark if you will. The principles, ideas, rituals and community provide a structure that keep you warm, and safe, and dry as the waves of the world toss you too and fro. You might still get bruised, it's crowded, and it smells, but it's infinitely better than being out on the waves on your own.
Asking hard questions about Christianity is like trying to pull up the floorboards of the ark. You wrestle with facts and interpretations and figures and poke a few holes here and there. Water starts coming into the boat, and you panic. Someone else rushes over with a bucket of pitch and patches over the hole, or lays down some new wood to stop the leak. The damage is done though, you'll always know that there is a hole in the original boat.
At this point, you might be pretty bummed out, because it's been a nice boat, and the idea that it was a sturdy and strong boat brought some comfort.
At some point, you might wander out on deck, and peering across the water, see several other boats. Some big, some small, but all of them bobbing up and down on the waves. If you squint, you're pretty sure you can see the kikes with a yacht in the distance.
Now at this point, you can do one of many things; you can stay in your boat, and enjoy it for what it is, because despite it's leaks here and there, it is a very nice boat. You could try swimming to some other boats, but you aren't sure if you'll like it there as much, if they'll like you, or how sturdy THEIR boat is. You could also try striking out on your own, studying the architecture of the Christian ark and other boats, and building a dinghy for yourself before you set sail.
It's really up to you at this point.