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Hey pol
anyone else having extreme difficulties integrating into society and doing your studies/job/life properly?
I wouldn't say that I'm depressed, I don't have negativity in my head, I just feel fine but I have no drive/energy to achieve stuff in life.

I do nothing all day, lie in bed till noon and browse the internet according to what sparks my interest at the time. During the presidential campaigns I browsed pol daily for hours, now I do other stuff (internet-wise) again while occasionally browsing Sup Forums, still.

I would say that I'm not autistic (have a gf, social life, although I'm pretending bigly that I'm doing something with my life and people are shallow enough to believe it) and quite intelligent.
I get by with people and I passed school easily while doing nothing (had to take ritalin to take finals though, to be able to learn, otherwise I would've distracted myself with the internet and failed).
I realize that with intelligence this might be quite possible to pull off during high school but I'm realistic enough to realize that in real life you have to work to achieve stuff.

How can I motivate myself to get my ass out of the bed and use my god given potential to give humanity the best I have?
Has anyone of you been in a similar situation, wanted to change your life and succeeded in it? If so, what helped most?

Any input appreciated

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>He's a smart guy

...

You have depression. Seek medical help, you shouldn't have no energy/no motivation.

>although I'm pretending bigly that I'm doing something with my life and people are shallow enough to believe it
I guarantee nobody believes it. Everyone knows you're a fucking loser, and pathological liar.

source: been there, done that

yeah not smart enough to get myself out of this mess obviously
lol

I'd say I have motivation and energy but just not for the things I'm supposed to be spending energy in
which kind of depression would you say?
because I reasearched depression a lot and I can't identify myself in most of it
well, after a time I know they know
but on a shallow surface level and reputation-wise it's like i described

>source: been there, done that
any better now?

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Put redshift on your computer. You'll shortly resume a normal sleep cycle. Then just make goals.

I have the same problem. There is no good solution.

Faggots will say:
>Work out
>Get a qt
etc.

The problem is that rather than fix the original problem they just make it worse in weird ways. Working out shortens your lifespan, and if you really get into it it shortens it quite a bit. QTs are a bowl full of stress. I picked the qt option over the (((MGTOW))) one, because pussy and children. But there are major downsides to both.

Just realized bumping doesn't bring thread back to #1
How many times can you bump after it starts discounting same ID bumps?

you can't bump your own thread. You need to use your phone with wireless turned off.

I already have flux installed
A little love is surely the better way godspeed
I think I might start a therapy to find out what's wrong
wondering if any anons went through this shit

i wish i knew, i have this impending sense of doom that ruins the world for me, sometimes is like my mind clears for a while and i realize i how easy it all is, but then the clouds come back and all feels like a mechanism from which my will is alienated

I can relate 100% to this
just yesterday I was sitting in the train and I was like full of energy and certain that I can all do this, the first thing when I get home is ...
and then I go back to my routine distracting myself with my computer
also checked

Here I'll be honest with you. Work. Do your Work whatever that means. Psychoanalysis is like jew bullshit to get you funneled into SSRIs, mind-controlled. You need to do what you're here to do. That is it. There is no brotherhood of man. Every man if you actually knew him will backstab you eventually. That's just how men operate evolutionally. We fuck eachother over for our own family units sake. But we do that through our work. If you don't work you're mind and society and woman view you as pointless, which you are, and your spirits are down likewise.

I could be wrong about this...Like I tried a bunch of therapy and religions, but they all turned out to be scams and cults in the end.

thanks, didn't know and I'm not even THAT new woah

Sounds exactly like me, but currently I'm also dealing with a long-term illness. But yeah, I definitely think it's depression. Luckily I'm going to be getting over it soon, so I'll see if I still have the symptoms after.

i think its some kind dissociating disorder, maybe the computer screen lights?

Maybe all men might not backstab you...but people like me for instance are rare...Have you ever read Heart of Darkness? 95% of humanity is this bickering mass that just wants what's coming to them. Only a few of us would ruin ourselves just so see something strange and rare bloom.

I would never ever take anti-depressants
what therapy's have you tried? how old are you, 20-30?
how are you getting over it? medication or therapy, both?
lol i don't know what computer screens would have to do with it, but nothing's impossible

I've tried a bunch of drugs and like occupational therapy and an actualy psychotherapist. It's all useless...actually worse than useless for the drugs because you get really dependent on them and when you kick the habit you go through withdrawal, which is like hell on earth--locked in a room in darkness sweating.

>to give humanity the best I have
"humanity" doesn't exist - individuals do exist. Focus on giving yourself what you want, if you don't know what you want, try and find out what you really want. Best of luck

It just gets worse

Sorry

>have a gf
REEEEEEEEEEE

There are two possibilities:

>1. You have depression
>2. You are a nigger

If 1, seek help. If 2, kill yourself.

GET OUT OF HERE NOW! You still have time to stop it, it's the internet... it's the internet! I'm lost, but maybe you can escape. Get out of the internet while you can. Seriously: it's the internet. You have been warned.

I really like these new retarded pepes. I feel like I can use them socially, since the other ones are basically fascist signals according to the jews. You can't catch me I'm the gingerninja

You have textbook depression.

Depression isn't feeling sad all day. It's lack of interest in life and pretty much exactly what you described

Take LSD

yeah I'd never take drugs to make the symptoms go away and then get addicted to it, fucking pharmacies
true words, I'm really not sure what I really really want, only what I kinda want which is specific enough
but how to I set a specific goal with peace of mind when there are hundreds of options?
kek help me

>Working out shortens your lifespan ?
I find that physical exercise is a great thing to structure your life around to be honest. If you're depressed it gives you something to do and goals to aim for ans shit.

Working out improves your life tremendously. Don't be half a fag and make up excuses like a bitch, go to the gym and start lifting.

Start day trading and go on a hike/run/workout once a day.

I think that's part of it. The self help industry offers thousands of solutions. If there were only like 2 solutions...for instance be a logger or be a machinist and that was it, life would be better and easier I think...I think actually that's why philosophies like marxism are so popular. I think it's also why people join religions in their late 20s or join the military.

I think you need to find a problem you want to address and try and go about fixing it. That's the meaning of a man's life.

I have the same problem. Probably depression. I usually get over it at some point, but it makes it hard to study for exams. Currentlywasting my time on the internet all day. Last time i worked out was a week ago. Fucking sucks

Well, by getting over it I meant my long-term illness via surgery.
I was on a fuck-ton of Psychiatric medication right after getting sick, extremely easy for me to get off & no real withdrawal. I was on medication for: Anxiety, Depression, ADHD.

seek help how? I refuse to take medication, don't want to poison my body
did any of you sucessfully fight a depression?
I plan on taking DMT when I'm grown up and mature meaning 35+ too risky when young imo

the problem you are having mate:

> 1. you're not poor
> 2. you're not in danger of becoming homeless (yet) + other "perks" (hunger, pain, ...)
> 3. you'd hustle if you had to

> 4. you can change that shit any time ANY TIME, just DON'T say, don't think too much about instead just do it

You have a problem ... what you need to realize is that it will just get worse - so get going.

fuck. me too man. pretty weird shit if you ask me

I had all the same problems, and was diagnosed wit depression. Sure the medicine helped, but I gained a ton of weight and was still lazy af. It turns out I had hypothyroidism, which is easily treatable. I always post this in threads like these just in case because finding that out turned my life around.

Meh, not really. You can do it for a while but it becomes like another religion and it kills you. Studies show like 20 years off your life. Broof is in the googles.

those are not true words, thats what people who upload 700 pics of themselves to instagram actually believe

but they are all dead inside, they are just vessels for the cultural hive-mind, most of them will tell you "i don't like being by myself"

psychologists and popular culture don't have a fucking clue what a good life is, they refuse to pathologize things that are obvious pathologies in the name of "progress" and "anti-prejudice"


the problem here is that i can't for example go have a walk without having my body pumped up in anxiety, without sweating whenever a car slows down when it gets near me, i live in constant fear of random violence and torture

I agree. Also using a little test isn't the end of the world.

First, you need to stop writing gay blog posts on a political forum.

do you smoke?

Start lifting weights. You aren't getting out of bed because you are not sleeping. You are not sleeping due to distractions of the internet and not getting tired enough from being a lazy sack of shit all day.

Lift faggot. It will solve the problem. Then find a job.

I already am trading with warrants but not day trading, more like swing trading
will check this hypothyroidism out
I think this is a good approach, I need to somehow realize that if I fail now that I will regret it big time in 5 years
nope and never will, I hate smokers so much, it's what actually triggers me most in every day life

OP... First of all, if you are watching porn STOP RIGHT FUCKING NOW.

It can take up to a year or more depending on how long you've been fappin, that gives a shit ton of clarity, confidence and APPRECIATION for the world and life in general.

Hit the gym
Stop browsing Sup Forums, social media, tv etc for 2 weeks
Go for walks
Meditate
Only read actual books etc

Then after a period of immersion find a way to maintain that state, or at least 80% of it throughout your normal day to day life.

SRS

also, eat healthy motherfucker

Whatever you do, don't let it get worse. Depression is a vicious cycle. You can easily spiral down into a more serious condition if you lose your footing. Believe me, I know from experience.

First of all fuck the Internet right off. In all forms.

Second of all get a grafting job, something tough and physically exhausting, preferably outdoors.

Thirdly look for the simple and wholesome pleasures in life. Food, nature, music, companionship.

Once you have been able to adjust to these things then come back online but meter your exposure. You'll be much more well adjusted and your body and mind will have been kicked out of the confusion from information and pleasure overload we're subject to now.

Same thing happened to me, I'm all good now though Faggits.

criminality or what?
I definitely need to do sports again, I was once a quite good athlete nationally in my discipline but I gave up on it when I was 13 and dived into vidya

any really good book on depression self help?

See my comment above.

Also, just go out into the God damn mountains and be awestruck at where you live.

Fuck all this mental midget, self help bollocks.

What badman wallows?

>had that.
>turns out I was sick...
>not depression though.
>still in treatment
>everyday is a battle

the jew will try to demotivate you
instead drive a tank over it

I will try to take this advce seriously, been interested in all those things mentioned. I even once didn't fap for 3 weeks and I felt more energetic
last week I made a healthy diverse eating plan and I think it will help, thanks for the advice
how worse can it get? elaborate?
good advice, thanks

have you guys any opinion or experience with stoicism?

how the fuck do you fuck off the internet though? you need it in everyday life like studies

>2017
>not rubbing DHT dissolved in ethanol and DMSO on your testicles every morning

>would
Hey mate,

You aren't alone, i'm on the same boat. I do nothing all day apart from attending lectures at university & minimal studying (just enough to pass). On top of the laziness, I have no interests nor ambitions - nothing really gets me going, you know. I'm not quite certain exactly when and how I transitioned from a functioning person into this shell filled with nothing but despair. But i can tell you this much: ever since I became conscious of myself and my surroundings I've been heavily depressed. For the past 4 years all days have been bleeding into one single moment from which I cannot escape.

Anyways, regarding your question:
>how can I motivate myself to get my ass out of bed and use my god given potential to give humanity the best I have
I concluded that the cause of my troubles is that our society is a wreck. The society is our context, and if the context is shattered (meaningless), then the individual loses his purpose as well. I yearn (just like the most of us) for a simple life - having a decent job, a wife, kids and a place to call home. Not like that's possible in this doomed world, right?

It can get to where nothing makes you happy anymore. That subsequently leads to more depression, and that's when you can start to get suicidal.

>those are not true words, thats what people who upload 700 pics of themselves to instagram actually believe
what is it they believe? (note: I didn't write any beliefs, just my humble advice)

Im the same, but instead of having gf I do drugs. Fun

I know it sounds like something that would be in an edgy Linkin Park song, but it's true.

How tf does jogging 15-20 miles a week shorten your lifespan? 5k distance, 5x per week. That's low level running but you'll feel really good. Trust

Feel kind of like that.

I look better than 80% of people and i used to be a smart kid but this low drive for life turned me autistic. Still hoping one day i will fix myself but it is kind of late now.

also look up Dan Pena on youtube, most intense old man ever, if you watch some of his shit every day it will help i have no idea why but it does.

youtube.com/watch?v=p0Wvh3OkRgU

Good point, I'd long left education so it wasn't a problem.

My current work requires heavy Internet usage, but I limit it solely to Internet related stuff during the day.

In the evening I'll give myself an hour window (nowadays) to shit post or YouTube etc. As well as whatsapp.

If I were you, I'd apply the same method but completely abstain from personal and pleasure Internet use. Until you feel better.

Bring dich doch einfach um du dumme Schwuchtel
Wehe du traust dich nach /deutsch/

Do you have a job - career? College education?

>individualism

Correction. I limit it solely to work related stuff during the day.

Na, meinste, dass du gut programmieren kannst?
Was du kannst, kann ich schon lange
Jeder Vollidiot kann JAVA

what's the problem?
fuckin kekd
I can relate very well to your description of the blending days and months and years
I was such a motivated kid earlier on, how could this happen
lol what kinda drugs?
when I think about suicide I just assume that it can't get worse and that gives strength
sorry to hear what you went through, hope you're doing better

>collectivism
good commie

> experience with stoicism?

not really but thats more or less my personal attitude (it always could be worse, but fuck it)

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criminality + resentment festered by the government + people too scared/self-serving to give a crap about the others

that society doesn't exist and they should be happy and follow their dreams and focus on themselves and that if somebody tells you you are wrong is cause they are jelaous; truth is the individual fucking dies in a second if he is alone, its societal bonds that took us this far,

kids > wife > family > neighboors > you > country > world

Bist und bleibst ein Normie

>neighbors before (you)

it's never too late
thanks I will check him out tomorrow
I'll try to do that, strong willpower needed
shut up and get cucked hans

Dont listen too these people:
Its all about chemicals, you are consuming bad ones and not consuming proper nutrients.
You will do well if you take B-complex supplements and stop eating harmful substances.
- Mono/di-sodium glutamate. Fluoride, These are mental limiters.
- Vegatable oil(sunflower/coconut are fine)
- Thiamine-monotriate(crackers cookies)
- HighFructoseCornSyrup These are nervous system disrupters.They also cause spinal cord problems. Do not drink mountain dew, it causes emotional problems and nervous system disruption
- Tryptophan, Melatonin, These inhibt your muscles, and motor controls.
These are sleep supplements, that are included in "whey" its too "promote good sleep"
The half life is about 2-4 days.
Its very difficult too find safe "body building whey/nutrituion powder"
Majority have tryptophan, and the rest sometimes have THC/Hemp.
On the body building whey it often says "post workout - sleep aid" right on the side of it.

Are you me?
I'm still in your situation so I don't have an answer for you. But I'm 99% sure its the internet. It was a powerful hold. When I consciously decide to not browse for all hours of the day I accomplish ridiculous amounts of things in a day. But I cant let go of its hold over me.

>sorry to hear what you went through, hope you're doing better
I've never attempted suicide, but I've gone through enough waves of depression to know how it works. I think my darkest days are behind me, though, so thanks.

studying a stem field (attempting at least)

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Bin mal schlafen

>that society doesn't exist and they should be happy and follow their dreams and focus on themselves and that if somebody tells you you are wrong is cause they are jelaous; truth is the individual fucking dies in a second if he is alone, its societal bonds that took us this far
ok but I didn't say that, you read in too deep into my post. I simply pointed out that you have to take care of yourself before you start worrying about "humanity"

you seem very informed, any sites/books you recommend so i can increase my knowledge of quality of life?

I find it hard to contribute to a society that I hate on multiple dimensions.

I am trying to pretend I'm blind.

You need to be happy within the system you interact with, in order to propel yourself upward your personal needs, this ultimately makes you appear incredibly successful to others.

I cannot be happy within the system, hence I pretend to not notice how much I hate it.

tbqh, if I was ignorant to the real world, I would be a chad with a wife and family now, very happy, probably an SJW also, but alas I see through everything and weep.

Not a troll, but ever since I started holding my cum in I've had more energy and focus.

Seriously, be conservative with your ejaculations.

You're fucking retarded.

> don't workout because it shortens your lifespan

good call dipshit

Hey OP, please get your test levels checked. Not in a meme "you're not a real man" sense.

I have felt very similar to you and taking steps to raise my levels is helping with general enthusiasm for little things and life. I cannot say that it is a silver bullet but doing things to improve test levels has improved my outlook.

Maybe because it is giving me some "cause" for my state that I can do something about fixing. But I did have very low testosterone levels and at my last blood check they had improved quite a bit.

There is something in our environments that lowers our test levels. There is no shame in getting it checked out.

who is gonna protect you? who is gonna take care of your kids and wife if you die?

i do realize now neighbors are strangers, but think it in perspective, neighbors are supposed to be your friends, your tribe, you all live next to each other in a same community, protect a land and the people in that land in a deeper sense than police does

is that i don't think that lifting or learning the trombone serve in any way to make your life better, you do have health benefits from exercise but from there to seeking a 6-pack there's a world of difference, you may enjoy the trombone, but what if instead of playing by yourself you played with others? wouldn't that be even better? you would have less time to practice, but would have a better time and from the sum of different instruments a better sound that just one expert trombone would arise

If it's computers then switch out of it. That shit makes everyone depressed.

Poke around the business schools or medical fields. Don't do STEM just because every autist makes it seem like its the only option. It's so impersonal it makes you depressed and alienated.

looks interesting, sources? also tryptophane is used to produce serotonin in your brain, how is it bad?
we'll get over it, also studying?
still depressed or over it?
good night hans have fun preppin ahmed
I hope Trump will change our society in wys we can't even imagine yet

and if you do decide to ejaculate you should use it on sigil magick

Also, try not to breathe when you go outside because the Illuminati is constantly using commercial air traffic to disperse chemicals that could possibly give you lymphoma or make you bisexual. Vaccines are another big nope. Full of mercury and nanomachines that replicate inside you and bind to your muscle fibers. When the time is ripe, the Illuminati will activate these nanomachines to create an army of unwilling slaves to do the bidding of their shapeshifting lizard jew masters.

Try Qi Gong. It will refresh you. de.falundafa.org/kontakt_schweiz.html

>larping
sage

>serotonin

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