Hey pol
anyone else having extreme difficulties integrating into society and doing your studies/job/life properly?
I wouldn't say that I'm depressed, I don't have negativity in my head, I just feel fine but I have no drive/energy to achieve stuff in life.
I do nothing all day, lie in bed till noon and browse the internet according to what sparks my interest at the time. During the presidential campaigns I browsed pol daily for hours, now I do other stuff (internet-wise) again while occasionally browsing Sup Forums, still.
I would say that I'm not autistic (have a gf, social life, although I'm pretending bigly that I'm doing something with my life and people are shallow enough to believe it) and quite intelligent.
I get by with people and I passed school easily while doing nothing (had to take ritalin to take finals though, to be able to learn, otherwise I would've distracted myself with the internet and failed).
I realize that with intelligence this might be quite possible to pull off during high school but I'm realistic enough to realize that in real life you have to work to achieve stuff.
How can I motivate myself to get my ass out of the bed and use my god given potential to give humanity the best I have?
Has anyone of you been in a similar situation, wanted to change your life and succeeded in it? If so, what helped most?
Any input appreciated
