Your purpose

What keeps you going, Sup Forums?

I've been asking myself this question for a few weeks now, and Im coming up empty handed as to why I continue going on. Everyday just seems like going through the motions, waiting for the day to end so that I can go to bed and maybe not wake up the following morning.

Im a overweight, 28 year old white male that has never had a girlfriend, and would be a full blown wizard at this point if I wouldn't have broke down 4 years ago and gave my virginity away to some dumb nigress. I have a decent job and that's about the only thing I can think of that keeps me breathing and Ill probably lose it at some point failing a drug test for weed. I dont see myself amounting to much and I cant remember a day where I haven't had suicidal thoughts, Im just too big of a coward to go through with it.

Why do you do it? Why do you persist?

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I don't know. I look at homeless people sleeping on the sidewalk with nothing to their name and wonder how they live at all.

The hope that one day I will see the happening that will wake up everyone around me.

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I'm fairly certain this life is a punishment for some wrong committed in another existence. This is literally a prison. If you kill yourself you probably just start over in a worse position, so I'm just gonna stick it out until I die naturally and hopefully I'll never have to come back here again.

Why?

You are almost certainly a K-selected man. The problem (for us) is that we are living in an r-selected world, probably the most r-selected any place in the world has been ever.

This takes its toll in countless ways. The thing that keeps me going? The knowledge that K always wins out in the end. Eventually, the fake world that the rabbits have created for themselves will crumble, and I will joyfully welcome the moderate amount of baseline stress returning to every day life.

It can be difficult, user. I try to focus on the positive and my goal of shining light where there is darkness.

>Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.

Philippians 4:8.

>What keeps you going, Sup Forums?

I don't know, to be honest.

But what I do know is that the only people who voted for Donald Trump are rural and suburban retards who wish they could fuck their own relatives.

City people and intelligent people all voted for Hillary Clinton.

I'm trying to write a book. I want to see my name on a book in a bookstore before I die.