Mental Illness

A lot of it can be fixed with
>Regular Exercise
>Diet and wholesome food
>Toughing it out when it gets hard
>Counseling
Anti depressants destroy your ability to feel. Psychology is literally memelogy bullshit created by Jews in Vienna.
Psychiatry has some merit as a part of medicine

I'm depressed and used to have intense OCD bullshit but luckily that seems to have died down a bit. I also have social anxiety but I try to alleviate that but having good conversation and pronunciating my words clearly - like hit those Ts etc, make it sound more pleasant.

I'm still autistic as fuck though. I had to collect a package for my uncle from a neighbours house and I was sweating before I went.

I've got to go do some work experience thing tomorrow for my dole money and I'm kind of intimidated.

I've been dealing with schizophrenia that has gotten progressively worse over 20 years now. I am going to kill myself sometime next year. I just haven't figured out the ideal time or way to minimize hurting those around me.

I can't sleep anymore. I usually stay up for days and just collapse. I have horrible fucked up dreams and just laying in bed makes me feel incredibly vulnerable to that which is trying to influence me.

Is it better to just die alone in the woods and have my family think I've abandoned them rather than to leave a headless corpse and a shotgun to be found after they come back from some event?

Pills and therapy do nothing. I've been on more medications than I can count. I've seen therapist/psychiatrists since I was 14 (I am now 35). I've had ECT as well. I've been institutionalized. Nothing makes life better. Its just a matter of time before I seriously harm someone else so I need to check out before this happens.

I don't know how to feel about it. Doctors love to tell me I was fucked from the get go. Both of my parents died when I was very young. My mother did all sorts of substance abuse while pregnant with me. She had a past history of mental illness(including schiz). I had to be raised by my grandparents and was sexually abused by an older relative for an extended period of time ontop of other things.

But sometimes I like to imagine its all the fault of being fed pills as a kid. With all that said if you are genuinely mentally ill all I can suggest is be very careful about who you open up to and what you trust them with. People love to present themselves are your friends and confidants only to reveal themselves as a two faced liar.

Get over yourself. If you kill yourself you won't be missed. You'll be forgotten

Feels good, man

I have depression and anti-depressions kinda work but they just make it harder to feel anything else


None of these worked for me. If any anons have any other ways to help because it's getting worse and worse and I'm considering ending it all somehow.

Well you might be a rare case that needs medication and extra help. Most people dont need it that much. I used to have panic attacks and when I started to go to the gym and sleep regularly and live healthy a lot of issues go away. Humans and biologically designed to be unhappy bastards. Modern worlds makes us miserable because we aren't engaging our brains nature intended. But nature did not intend us to be happy either.

Bruh, don't be this edgy.
Im sorry you have schiz man. Its a rough suit of cards. I don't have anything against suicide, and if you feel its the right time, then that's your choice. Just be sure, and know that you'll always hurt the ones you leave. Its the nature of suicide/ abandonment. But yeah man I feel for ya.

General anxiety disorder here

I take meds (not xanax!!!) and it works like a charm

I always used to be septic of the pharma jew but now... I think sometimes there is just no other way to get better.

Don't kill yourself. When I was 15 one of my friends struggling with mental problems killed himself, and he thought he won't be missed. His parents had bailed on him when he was little and he was staying in his Uncles house who couldn't give a shit about him and would often kick him out of the house for weeks if he didn't comply at all, sometimes I would be available to take him in but other times he would just roam the streets for nights. This of course made him very messy and unorganized which lead to bullying and harrasing from not into students but also teachers. I can't think of a single person he called his freind apart from me. When he did it, j was in school when I found out (and subsequently everyone else found out) and EVERYONE was saying about how they miss him and how they were freinds with him and shit like that. I didn't say anything at the time as I was a beta fag and it was all the chads that were saying this. What I'm trying by get at is people will miss you. I miss him, the school does (even if the chads don't) and even his fucking uncle I caught crying at the funeral. Life may be bad right now but if you keep it together then you'll reach a point where you think to yourself "wow, I'm really glad I didn't commit suicide last month" and those moments are the reasons not to do it.