I believed in her.
I thought I had finally found a series that understood me. I followed the anime and manga religiously to the point where I don't know where I would be if I didn't know what Tomoko was up to. Tomoko seemed to me the carbon copy of what I am and through her I was able to laugh at my situation. I have never been so happy as when I read Tomoko's misadventures. For once in my life I felt validated, like it was okay to be some perverted outcast. But the story started to change. Tomoko started getting friends. She is becoming popular. There is no better evidence than the last chapter where we see more people talking about her than we have ever seen before. So I guess I ask you why Sup Forums? Why does this character who had no means of being a normal person suddenly acting like a popular girl. She is by no means a good person and I am identical to her and yet where is my fucking happy ending? The series that I watched/read is betraying me to the point where I feel all alone again. What the fuck happened? Tomoko did not change and somehow she is the talk of the town while I am still stuck in this social limbo. I have grown to hate this series because each chapter shows Tomoko straying from what she used to be: a relatable shut in who was against the world. It has gotten to the point where I have to drink heavily before I read a chapter because it has gotten so unbearable that I need to be numbed before I see how much better Tomoko is doing compared to me. I hate her. The very person who I had been worshiping a year ago became the very thing I hate. It hurts anons. I wanted to see her go through the same pains I did when growing up but now that I see her overcoming the obstacles I failed at, I became vengeful. I want to see her fail. What the fuck has she done to deserve what I never got? I only read the chapters now because I want her to fall back down to my level. Has there ever been an anime series that you have emotionally invested in that has failed you?