You hanging in there Sup Forums ?

You hanging in there Sup Forums ?

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>failed programming class because of a quiz and have to retake
What a retarded grading system my uni has and what a shit month. Been playing D44M in the little time I have and its a lot of fun.

>programming classes
What a waste of money.

my last take home final is due in about 24 hours
it's only 4 pages of writing but I have to meticulously find biased claims in all of the previous reading assignments from the rest of the course
ugh
and my break is only gonna be like three weeks which will fly by fast thanks to my job

Yea I just got a new job and it's pretty cool.

>too stupid to study for a quiz, the most easy form of test ever invented
>m-muh shitty system

>D44M
What a waste of money

As someone that's worked with a lot of devs that have formal education and those that don't, I vastly prefer the ones that do. There's a vast difference between someone that can write code, and someone that can design programs. That being said, hard work and the willingness to continue educating yourself outweighs any degree or coursework.

I'm making it. I've almost completed a year at my job, so I'll be free to transfer to another location and get back to my home state and city. I've spent the coldest and most miserable year of my life here and it's almost over.

>years of NEETing is gonna end at the start of the spring semester
I don't feel ready.

grad or undergrad?

Started learning Japanese, will probably give up like I do with everything.

as long as you dont give up on killing yourself, you'll be fine, user

Not really. Gave up on applying for jobs after applying for so many. Guess my expensive piece of paper really was a waste of money even though it came from a fancy, "prestigious" college nobody north of the Mason-Dixon has heard of.

Been on an online dating site, had countless women stop responding to messages in the process of setting up a first date, or at least haven't gotten past the first date with he 3 that bothered to meet up with me.

Still don't have any friends I can see often other than my one best friend, and no hobbies of note to lose myself in other than having fallen back into vidya after a long time.

2 more years if all goes to plan

Lol what a faggot! But yeah, 2 more for me too.

>neet for over a year
>never had a job or completed even one semester at uni
>don't even know how to do basic things, like wash my own clothes or make simple meals
>only shower when I leave the house (less than once a month) and have stopped brushing my teeth at all
>12 hour offset sleep schedule and stay in the bed on my phone whenever I'm awake
>pee in bottles because I don't want to leave my room and interact with my parents
>never had any sort of relationship, not even holding hands
>can barely find the effort to even play vidya and when I do I scream and break shit in rage when I lose at all

is there any hope

Nigga what programming class?

>tfw you failed a math class because your a retard.

Just undergrad (at the equivalent of a community college) for an associates to get my toes wet. Still wary that I'll end up fucking things anyhow.

posted this on /adv/ earlier

>be me
>in college
>share a class with a qt
>on the first day, we talk like we've known each other for so long
>we have a lot in common
>next class she doesn't show up
>she doesn't show up until one week until the end of the semester
>start talking to her again, it's like we picked up where we left off
>she's actually more buddy-buddy with me, holding my hand and stuff like that
>say goodbyes, turn the corner
>"I should get her number" I thought to myself
>I go back around the corner
>she's gone, again
>feels bad man
I always fuck up the basic things, 4th girl I let slip away from me. this time I didn't turtle away but I forgot to ask for her number. maybe she was just the flirty type but it felt like a spark being born when we talked. probably will never see her again

at the very least brush your teeth

It's not 4AM.
I'm doing pretty alright. I'm lonely, but I'm alright.

but when I do it I take like 15 minutes otherwise I feel like they don't end up clean at all

it's fucking tedious and I hate doing it

>got gf, got a job, got friends
>cold as fuck at work
>cold as fuck at home
>hands constantly clenched and cant play vidya

fate worse tha ndeath

Don't be retarded and you'll be find. Believe me if you want. I graduated highest honors from a big10 school and am now at a top 10 law school

Undergrad was easy. Go to class and take notes. Not with your laptop, you are probably like everyone else and are weak willed so you'll be browsing normiebook all class. Notebook and write down everything. Study for tests, undergrad shouldn't take more than two or three days to memorize everything, so long as you went to class, paid attention, and took notes. Also, answer questions/ask questions in class. Who cares if your classmates get annoyed, the Professor will appreciate someone actually gives a damn and they will be more willing to help you.

>dropped out of college to focus on gamedev
>seems very promising, general feedback overwhelmingly positive
>running out of money to pay rent
>can last a max of 2-3 months
>will absolutely not tell family
>refuse to crowdsource
desu, still living out the best years of my life.

Sup Forums - your personal pathetic blog

please make a thread when you do. ill be looking

enjoy being homeless

i mean, you sound pretty retarded. so there might be hope for you if you go to a community college that offers support for the retarded. if you aren't retarded, it certainly sounds like you can just fake it til you make it in the retard classes.

Luckily most of my finals are take-home. I'm just upset that my English 102 (yes, that shit's a prerequisite at my University) has to have their final at 8 in the fucking morning on next week Thursday, and I don't have a ride. Right now I'm procrastinating on a final paper that's due tomorrow, along with a final.

At least I get January off, fuck Winter semester.

she sounds like she's on drugs. you should befriend her then betray her to the police.

>Move recently with long time friend, and new friend from work
>Move is incredibly poorly planned, and old friend gets buckled with a majority of the cleanup
>He's super pissed and just ignores me for days
>Had to throw out my old couch that I've had for almost 12 years
>3DS cartridge slot spring breaks and now doesn't hold the cartridges
>stripped screw preventing me from fixing the spring
>work 6 days a week at McDicks, income is steady, but barely any time to hang out with friends
>motivation to play games is basically non-existent

Thanks, user! I'll keep your advice in mind when school starts. I'm doing some quick overviews of subject matter so I've already got some questions in mind for classes.

Congrats on your academic accomplishments, by the way. I don't think I'll ever pursue grad school, but man, I just want to do better than I did in highschool and end up transferring to a good uni.

>have a GF for 3 years, I love being around her but I'm not excited in anyway (she's a 6/10 I think)
>college, away from hometown
>Never thought I'd miss my parents but well, I do (once a month or maybe five weeks, I travel to visit them)
>Circle of friends here are alright, we don't share the same view on things or even fucking hobbies but we get along. I have 3-4 more friends here whom I can play vidya with but we are not THAT close
>Back home, I have the comfiest circle of friends. Communicating daily, mostly jerking around via Whatsapp group but sometimes healthy conversations too
>Want to go abroad for study next year and travel this summer, but both needs my attention and effort which I'm not supplying
>GPA is 2.01 at Law
>Alcohol consumption has increased and lately, I started to stop caring about what&when I eat

I dunno Sup Forums, my life isn't bad by any means but I feel like I'm wasting my time. I wish I could stop playing vidya and do other shit while I'm at home, that'd make my life much more smooth.

I want to marry Kass.

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You are mediocre and your misery is mediocre.
It's not a big deal.

Everything I try seems to go horribly wrong and every word out of my mouth is a mistake.

At least until Nost relaunches. Then I can forget all my problems again.

>everyone on Sup Forums is supposed to be a stupid loser
>there's actually a lot of smart but lonely people here and now you feel out of place as a stupid loser

>Goes away to school
>Gets depressed
>Thinks he's a special snowflake because of it

It's normal to feel that way when you go off to school, faggot.

>dropped out of CS
>next school year starts next september
>until then NEET and lonely, feel inadequate, feel like a waste of space, anxious if i'll ever get a degree, get some new friends or even a girlfriend while watching time slip away from my hands

I just want a life, Sup Forums
I think I need a hobby outside the house, just not sure what, if not a job

Walk in the park.
Then start running.

I'm getting a new vehicle in a few weeks. I'm stoked, but I have to drive through 7 states just to get back home, and I'm stressing about the winter weather

In highschool I was, as I imagine most people here were, a jaded, underachieving slacker who spent more time figuring out how to avoid work than actually working. I didn't do terrible, but I was not stellar. It is possible to change. Shit, I wasn't super serious in undergrad either, I smoked a lot of weed among other nonproductive things, but I always made sure to go to every single class and stay on top of my work. I also found that if you go to class you don't even have to read the assignments. Just engage in your class and you'll be fine.

>not loading up shitton of comfy podcasts and treating yourself with a pack of Monster or whatever shitty cancer inducing energy drink
>not bringing someone for the road trip

>neet for over a year
>never had a job or completed even one semester at uni
>only shower when I leave the house (less than once a month) and have stopped brushing my teeth at all
>12 hour offset sleep schedule and stay in the bed on my phone whenever I'm awake
>never had any sort of relationship, not even holding hands
feels bad
>can barely find the effort to even play vidya and when I do I scream and break shit in rage when I lose at all

Fuck dude you're me except I brush my teeth

I have 3 audiobooks ready to go, (Jurassic Park, The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, and Misery) but I'm open to anything you might recommend.

I also chew tobacco on roadtrips, it's the only time I do it

be glad that even in such a deep hole, there's still another faggot who dug himself deeper somewhere else

>get medication for depression because I can't do anything in life and want to stop thinking about killing myself
>it doesn't do anything at all
>don't even feel side effects
>try another one and its the same thing

great

Barely. Finals coming up for law school. I have a shit personality that prevents me from getting too close to people. I feel like I'm not even authentic with my parents and that fucking kills me. I'm 24 and I've never been in a relationship. How are you

this one's my fave
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Killing myself Friday. Wish me luck, guys.

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I completely fucked up on my broadcast final and the professor will humiliate me in class for it, so I'll probably use my one absence to skip the review session while he proceeds to fuck me over on the exam proper.

Other than that, things are alright.

You.. you're jokeing aren't you? You need to somehow get money to sustain yourselves.

i miss the days when the cure for depression really was a step stool and a noose. definitely would be less of you pussy fuckers running around blogging about how sad and pathetic you are

man up

You'll hate not being able to eat solid foods by 30 more

Holding your hand and being touchy-feely after two, well spaced days of meeting you? Sounds suspicious.

anyways getting the phone number should be like day 1 stuff these days thanks to shit like Whatsapp.

When you woo women talk to them every day, just don't insist on keeping up a conversation all the time, but do make it a daily thing.

barely hanging in there. playing poe and overwatch because fuckit

>Everything I try seems to go horribly wrong
try it again

>every word out of my mouth is a mistake.
stop talking out of your ass. You can get away with a few lies if you are confident when saying them.

>joking

why do you think I still live at home?

I've never had a cavity except on a baby tooth that fell out soon after anyway

I guess I have good enough mouth genetics to get away with it

I have Tourette's and with Tourette's comes one or two different mental things and I'm pretty sure I have ADD. I've got an appointment soon and I'm bring it up to my psychiatrist but I'm afraid I've already fucked this semester. Also crippling loneliness after a breakup but I dealt with that shit for years so I'll be fine.

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where do you think we are

>walk out of a twin engine failure in a small aircraft unscathed
>mother recently accidentally kicked her two decade long opiate addiction in one final blaze of glory by being admitted to a hospital for an unrelated condition

Just luck my shit up

I'm in a doctoral program for clinical psychology. I have an exam tomorrow and a proficiency test to administer a cognitive measure, but I don't feel like doing anything. I just found out earlier today that my mom's in the hospital and had to have part of her thyroid cut out because it was suspicious, the girl I fell in love with this year hates me and won't talk to me ever gain it seems, and everyday I just feel empty, unsure of what I actually want to do with my life and not really caring at the same time.

This year has been a dumpster fire and I kind of want to just off myself after new years. I'm kind of done with everything. Vidya is the only thing that makes slightly happy, but I don't have the time for it really.

2015 was basically the year where I thought everything was going to be daijoubu for the first time. I was wrong.

>possibly get kicked out of uni
>in final year
>all because of some bullshit

this could be the final straw. deaths warm embrace never looked so good.

>the girl I fell in love with this year

>this year

>implying its a new girl every year

are you on fucking speed?

stop taking stimulants

>Almost a year NEET
>No free college in my area because yuropoor
>Bored af
>Poor family
>11y old pc
>Trying to fool myself that im having fun with assfaggots and dark souls
>cant meet girls in this situation
the ride never ends

I've just about hit the point where I feel completely dead inside. I'm just a fat fuck who weighs 270 lbs/122.5 kgs and does nothing but stays in his room looking at memes. I go to college but I feel like I'm just being forced to go because of my parents and have no desire to do well. No one wants to fucking hire me either.

I know I should lose all of this weight but I just can't force myself to do it.

I've started taking my medication again because I can't remember the last time I felt more than brief happiness and I'm becoming more suicidal.

kill me pete

Kill me, Pete

Just go walk

Anywhere user

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