>get mad playing video games
>only interest is video games
now what
Get mad playing video games
quit gettin' mad at video games
I can't
Have a few drinks, everything's better when you're chilled out.
I don't drink
start drinking
You already know what to do...
>I don't drink
No wonder you're mad.
my mother is an abusive alcoholic
I'm eating a bullet before I ever touch alcohol
Time for a new hobby, user.
eating a bullet is an option too you know.....
I don't have any other interests
I can't pull them out of thin air any more than I can grow a third arm
as soon as my dad can't provide for me anymore I probably will kill myself
I don't really see another option
Well then...shoot yourself.
Then try different things and see if you like them. I dunno, try making an aquarium.
I don't even get out of my bed anymore
what makes you think I have the motivation for something like that, or would want to do anything at all at this point
games are all I have but I hate those too so I have nothing
Just man the fuck up. Start working,any shitty job will suffice. Then start doing something with money that you made on your own. Find a passion. Anything. Life is too interesting to just off yourself.
TLDR: GET A JOB.
drinking's boring anyway, user
bash cones instead
Start anime
My mom was a abusive alcoholic
Drink in front of her
Tell me the results
he gets it
you sound like a self-absorbed, 'everybody's fault but mine' kind of faggot, that bullet-eating hobby would suit you
>Life is too interesting to just off yourself
Why lie?
Play a different video game.
>Life is too interesting to just off yourself.
Yeah, no. I'm not the guy you're responding to but that's just shit. I'm half paralyzed and nobody will ever hire me. I have absolutely no hope of anything and life most certainly is not interesting. I can't do anything because I'm always broke due to being a fucking cripple. Fuck you. You're normie scum. I'll think about you when I'm hanging myself next monday when the neetbux roll in SO I CAN FUCKING AFFORD ROPE.
>become a miserable wagecuck
How about no.
Yep be obedient for green pieces of paper
Make sure he doesn't fix his problems
Just buy buy buy
What he needs to do is meditate and find himself
just kill yourself, nobody wants to hear your pathetic whining and excuses. especially not your dad.
I have never had a job and don't even know how to apply
I can't handle responsibility and having to wake up early in the morning brings back horrible memories of school and gives me a nervous breakdown
I don't think you fully understand that I have no passions whatsoever, you might as well be asking someone with no legs to get up and walk
it's not a sin to recognize what led me to such a situation
growing up in a fucked up household and being ostracized socially creates a failure of a person, who fucking knew
my dad would probably love if I talked to him more actually, as is I'm isolated my room nearly all day or asleep
our communication is sparse at best or we're fighting because I'm screaming at video games late at night
Well then stop being mad at videogames
yeah im sure your dad would love to hear that his child is a pathetic sniveling baby locked up in his room and refuses to do anything because of something as pathetic as "nervous breakdowns" and "no passion"
Get into literature
Sup Forums shall set you straight
fuck off back to Facebook you dweeb
>hey Sup Forums
>have problem
>but don't want to fix it
>just help me bathe in my own misery
>I am the only one who could change that, but no bitching on this site is the better option
>GIVE ME ATTENTION
This is you
I'm the crippled fag and I concur. you being locked in your own apts with no passion is a fucking insult. You're a disgrace to all of humanity. I'd kill for a working body. Grow a spine fucker.
>Criple telling someone else to grow a spine
Steemit.com
Go there
Ok
I was named after my dad
He died when I was 5
Schizophrenic aunt same bday
Mother belittled me in front of groups of people
Drive drunk into buildings to make me go home from where I was
Grandmother owned my church.
She would manipulate everyone to try to make them submissive to her.
I said no
Mom was narcissistic depressive and dependant
Grandmother was narcissist obsessive compulsion disorder.
They fought everyday of my life.
I grew up with grunge and korn Manson
It saved my life
big brothers to me
Videogames were my morals
Jobs will never fulfill me
Items as well
What changed my life was meditation and it made me love myself
DUDE IM DEPRESSED LMAO
There's real depression, and there's Sup Forums depression. No, just because you're a virgin doesn't mean you're depressed.
we are in slightly similar situations, but my background is not nearly as traumatic as yours. but I understand, in my own way, how difficult it is to do anything when you don't care about anything in the slightest. I used to have tons of interests, and even was on track to enter a university in the 10th grade. now I just have the impression of those interests I once had, and their mark on me. I wish i could have them back. I play games despite not really liking them anymore. Idk why. I get mad too. I start thinking someone or something is conspiring against me instead of admitting my own fuck ups. And when I realize this I just get mad at myself for being so stupid and then the negativity floods back in.
One thing that helps calm and comfort me these days is reading about the early Buddha's teachings on clinging, attachment, emotions, suffering, etc. Basically all the samsaric influences. I guess it gives me hope that there's a practical way out, accessible to someone like me that has chronic pain and fatigue. Maybe try reading up on Buddhism and listening to some guided meditations on your phone or computer. You can do either while lying in bed.
I wish you the best user.
My dad is an alcoholic and I love drinking. That's because unlike my father I'm not a fucking idiot and I don't go overboard.
I can't, as long as there's a chance of failure I get mad
I literally cannot control it
he knows I'm fucking depressed, I've been a neet for two years under his roof
he's tried to talk to me before but I don't have the energy for it, I've only had a couple of heart to hearts with him in all this time and I know it makes him upset cause he thinks I hate him
I've come to fucking hate alcohol and drugs themselves
just thinking about them and being around niggers using them makes me angry, I want nothing to do with it
You should probably go to a psychiatrist.
>don't get mad at video games
>able to see more clearly how everyone else make mistakes when they get mad
What the fuck is that website
>steemit.com
nice dolphin porn there lad
Money
The future of money
No I'd
No waiting 6 days for a cash to check
Freedom everyone deserves
Get more mad, learn to use madness to fuel yourself.
Crypto
Making website
hey buddy i got nothing against dolphins or any females of other species but you gotta remember this is a SFW board so try to keep those links down, alright buddy?
Peace
What about this one
YouTube clone where you get money to post videos
Movies and porn is on that website
YES user, SHOW THOSE DRUGFAGS AND ALCHOLFAGS THE POWER OF YOUR FURY
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
...
Kundalini meditation
>when you just get so angry about losing you go and kill the whole fucking enemy team
best feel
kek
but rly i can say that because my spine is fine baby
Go get meds
Force yourself to stop playing for a week
Do something, you twat are the only person who can change YOUR living situation. Stop crying about it, you got energy for wimpering so you can use that for something else.
You are just so fixated on how everything is downhill that you don't see that the only thing keeping you down is yourself, nobody else but you. And it's because you want it, you enjoy being miserable, go deep into yourself and you will find that it's the easy way out calling yourself depressed because you are comfertable.
Get out of the comfort zone, activly try to fight against it. YOU have to change it.
you think I don't know all this?
I don't need to force myself to stop playing, I barely play at all anymore cause I don't even have the motivation for video games and whenever I finally get enough energy to play them I just rage anyway
I don't want to take medication, and I don't have the will to change everything about myself
wow you're REALLY determined to not be determined aren't you
Become an absolute madman.
Meds buy buy buy!
The fixing is in your own soul
Where the problems of the external
The judgment of the external
The force of external
WHICH are the things that cause a problem
You use the internal to understand every problem and fix it for good
Do this
Then add heat and ice to it.
Use your own mind to determine what is wrong
a solution that i found to stop raging in vidya is to play the most ass-cancer game on the market
league of legends and Dota are the prime ripe examples as such. they provide the breeding grounds of pure rng hate with the high octane speed as your gran's death bed.
one out of two things will happen
>accept that its a fucking videogame and people are idiots, but thats ok, were all idiots
Or
>stay a faggotron
I'm just telling it how it is user
I don't pretend like there's hope for me anymore, any I had was shattered long ago
>faggotron
if there is no hope why bother posting? people are trying to give you serious advice and you are like hurr durr i cant muh anxiety or whatever
People who complain about their situation but wont do shit to change it piss me off honestly
I don't have anyone to talk to about it
that at least makes me feel a little better
...
>le dark and edgy nipponese highrises in the rain AT NIGHT with NEON
What an imaginative and original aesthetic
Aren't I so cool and introspective
Plus I have soft little neko for company because humans suxorrs amirte
Please follow my cyberpunk(tm) Pinterest!!
try working out / trying to learn an instrument and seriously try finding a job this will help i remember when i had no job for half a year i would feel like useless shit and it would seriously tilt me and i would have no motivation to play games or do anything
When you get a job you have less time which means you actually enjoy video games more because you cant play 24/7 anymore and you have to dedicate your free time to play games which makes it feel more enjoyable ( at least for me ) feel free to disagree on that
>try to learn an instrument
I played one for years, always hated practicing and now that I'm not in a band I can't stand it anymore either
everything I ever liked I've grown to hate, getting a shitty job won't help me
Do leave normalfag
please just kill yourself already
make a video game.