Graduate

>graduate
>spend 2 years working part time wagecuck jobs while living at home and wasting all my free time and feeling demoralised
>move to London after getting full time job

>just barely make enough to pay for everything
>job is boring but thankfully light on work and never goes past 9-5
>became the ugly loser loner beta nobody talks to only a few days after starting
>realise I'll never have the social skills needed to succeed among normies

>had zero social life since school, no female attention ever, blackpilled and know women find non Chads disgusting
>see guys younger than me with gfs and feel insanely jealous
>see normies socialising effortlessly (including people who started after me) and feel bitter
>feel under pressure more during my free time than work because I feel like I have to learn maths / learn CS / do practical programming / read lots of books to be smart and successful and have a social life to stop wasting my youth (i.e., I feel bad because there aren't 100 hours in a day)

Well this is demoralising. And this is with a really low work government job. If I actually had to work hard and work a full 8 hours or more then I'd go crazy.

My free time consists of procrastinating over dedicating all my time to some other heirarchy I can feel bad about (i.e., programming).

And you know what really runs it in? The normies who get jobs easily due to normieness and poshness. The women with lives on easy mode and sugar daddies and bfs handing everything to them while society uses me as a disposable battery and deluges me with propaganda. The thousands of teens on the internet getting rich for wacky reasons (apps, crypto, exporting marmite to Tajikistan) while I stick my nose in to SICP- a nerd too scared to go off the beaten path, cowed by the masses while at its bottom rung.

So? Making a blog post about it isn't helping. You'll still be a loser nobody.

>>became the ugly loser loner beta nobody talks to only a few days after starting
It's only a matter of time before they start complaining to HR about how you make them feel uncomfortable and such and you get fired. Should start looking for a new job now.

get a prostitute. go to countries where you don't speak the language and learn to socialise from the ground up.

>everyone's life is easy but mine is hard.
you're wrong.

>shit i have problems in my life

welcome to earth

You're just weak

Not because you can't socialize, but 'cause you care about it.

Claw your way to the top motherfucker, stop being so fatalistic. I come from an extremely poor background, but I worked hard and this year I'll be going to a decent UK university, and I would only be able to do that with the support and help of my friends from my A-levels. Qualifications get you in the interview room and social skills land you the job, nobody wants to hire somebody they can't have a pint with at the Christmas work party.

huh, you know the travelling idea is probably pretty good.

Nothing goes your way in life. Let it get to your head, and you'll get the rug pulled from under you.

Literally me. Socializing is extremelydifficultand stressful for me

>started internship a month ago
>after a couple days
>why are you so quiet user?
She literally said these exact words to me. Sometimes she acts surprised that I'm there, as if she didn't see me come in, as a joke, fucking bitch.
Why am I like this? Is it genetics?

>>had zero social life since school, no female attention ever, blackpilled and know women find non Chads disgusting

>your brain on /r9k/ and Sup Forums

She probably wants you to socialize and express yourself more

If you spent more time talking to women than complaining about them you'd not be in this situation.

>on this site
>socialising is difficult.

well, no shit.

> move to London.

You fucked up in so many levels it is not even funny

There's nothing wrong with London if you stay out of the shitty parts, same as any major city.

>start internship
>don't use every chance to ask questions

She doesn't want to get to know you, she wants to know if she's wasting an internship on someone who doesn't care.

well i wasn't lying. the prostitute idea is pretty good as well, just make sure you don't go overboard. i'm like you just with 2x life experience.

She was just a coworker, not my supervisor. I ask plenty of work related questions.

Normie here. I never post on Sup Forums, but people like you make me so angry, that I just had to respond to this.
So you have graduated from some higher education school and only have to work from 9 to 5? You have a roof over your head living in London?
You do realize that your standard of living is probably higher than that of a medieval king?
Yet still you come here to complain about trivial bullshit problems you yourself have caused?

Here. I will help you to sort yourself out.

>became the ugly loser loner beta nobody talks to.

>Go to fucking /fit and read the sticky. Start a weightlifting regiment 3 times a week. Start jogging or take a bicycle to work. Get physically fit. Healthy mind lives in healthy body. And For christ sakes shower EVERY DAY. And wash your face and get rid of that acne.
>Dress like a decent person. Smart casual for work. You have a clean indoors job dont you?
>Be nice to people. Listen what they say. Give them compliments. Be helpfull. Bring pie to your workplaces coffee room. Or what ever monkey piss tea you brits like to drink. People will like you.
>''Oh thats user. Hes allways so nice and he brings pie to monkeypissroom on fridays. Stacy says she saw him at the gym. Probably going to have sex with him at companys christmas party, but dont tell anyone haha!''

>just barely make enough to pay for everything
>If I actually had to work hard and work a full 8 hours or more then I'd go crazy.

You Absolut nigger. Whats wrong with you? Get your lazy ass up and start actually do some work. Do overtime. Finish projects. Show that you arent completely worthless and maybe you'll get pay rises, better jobs, better reviews for future job applications, etc.
And start saving and investing every month. Stop buying stupid fucking shit nobody cares about. Maybe you will end up with some money. And when you do, buy a motorcycle. Women love guys with motorcycles. Even ugly ones. Trust me.

>Continue

>during my free time than work because I feel like I have to learn maths / learn CS / do practical programming
What the actual fuck? What kind of superautist learns math during his freetime? No wonder people bullied you in high school.
Get a real hobby. Something that puts you with other people. Do some karate or some shit and if they ask you out for a drink after practice you fucking join them and laugh at their jokes and offer to buy a round. Maybe you'll actualy make friends.

>no female attention ever.
>Above all else women love confidence. And you sound like a bitch. Getting physically fit and some money will help with that. Try to act confident. Fake it and after a while that right attitude comes naturally to you.

>you know what really runs it in? The normies who...
Stop right there. Those normies have different struggles and hardships. Stop with this boo hoo hoo woe is me. Better yourself. You will make yourself and people around you happier.

>Godspeed user. Hope you make it.

That's why you avoid big cities, to stay out of the bad parts. No part of a big city is "good".

Be thankful you have a job you dick. You are getting paid to do it so why not try to excel at it? Forget about socialising and make an effort to be of help if anybody asks you for assistance.

If you are incompetent try to be a good colleague and always arrive on time. This might get you a raise in the least.

>You do realize that your standard of living is probably higher than that of a medieval king?
Stopped reading there

>get rid of that acne
If it was only that simple.

Be king in medieval Yurop.

>No running water. And drinking water might kill you.
>Want an orange or banana? -> Nope.
>Have to travel? Enjoy horseback or shitty carriage.
>only spice for food is salt
>Your brother is plotting to kill you.
>Toothache? Call the blacksmith.
>Your father married you to your cousin
>Bishop molested you when you were a kid.
>The king next door wants to invade your castle
>No email so send him a pigeon mail.
>Lice infested your bed again
>Friends got killed by diarrhea epidemic
>You have 6 kids but 3 died in childbirth.
>Kidney stones kill you at the ripe old age of 46.

Be neet in 2017
>Abul Hindukush brings pizza while you browse anime collection.

i had some girl at work ask me why i always looked so pissed, should've said cause i wanted rape her right there but i just stood there with a surprised look on my face

>>/r9k/

Why don't you go see a psychiatrist? If you can't function in real life, then you're ill. Same that if you had a bad headache every day you would see a doctor to get it checked.

It's not a magic bullet and it won't solve all your problems, but it's better than just blaming yourself for something that might be a diagnosable illness.

> I'll be going to a decent UK university
Nigga you're just getting in the university now and you're already trying to give life advice.

>fat fag who seems lacking in every criteria, barely even knowledgeable.

Thanks for choosing Sup Forums, you made a good decision choosing us, but stay away from Sup Forums please, it isn't for you.

You don't need to prove me anything, reddit. Your argument is shit. You compare two entities that are not relatable by any means, and it doesn't mean jackshit to user's case.

After reading further, you're a massive beta faggot that needs extermination 2bh.

user, socializing is easy. Don't make it about you, but make it about the people you are socializing with. Ask them stuff you're interested in about them, even if you aren't interested in it. Easiest thing to start a conversation about is when some changed happened like new haircut of a female college.
>new haircut
>yeah
>it looks good. I like it.

now the conversation can be over, but it doesn't need to be if you don't want to. However, if you don't have anything to say. Move your ass out of here immediately. If she for example says thanks in addition, then just turn to her and smirk while going away. Done. You don't even need to think about this anymore.

If you don't want it to end you need something to say that let's her talk about herself.

Why do you want OP to lose his job?

>user smirking at female colleagues
>I..i i like your hair.
>Runs away

You're the faggot here.

She wants to have sex with you, beware of succubi.

>If she for example says thanks in addition, then just turn to her and smirk while going away. Done.
you're now being investigated by HR internal affairs for sexual harassment, good job

If you can't even talk to a femanon without spilling pasta, then you just start to flirt with boys, homo

Identify as female.

>talking to women
>ever

We were talking about socially awkward OP werent we you knight of the brown hole.

I was giving an example above
> ... like ...

Nigga, thanks. I am kinda halfway trough your advice for the past 1 1/2 month. And it does make a difference.

Cool. Best of luck to you.