Suicide

Well, I actually got a rope and made the infamous death knot with it... for months I stored it in my closet, ready to be used.
I waited for the right moment, but it never came, at least not the courage required for me to use the rope.

are you speaking english?

Your family pushed you towards suicide?

LOL
>poland

Was going through some difficulties, plus i was full of narcotics and it sounded like a good idea.

Yeah a little. it was a good two/three story drop, nothing major but was hurting a week

>be Polish
>be encouraged to commit suicide by his own family

I'm Lithuanian, they reason I moved to Poland is because Poland isn't obsessed with solving every problem by suicide

seriously nuke Lithuania

what the kurwa

That explains why Lithuania has such a high suicide rate.

Every time I feel like killing myself, I think about all the people why have hurt me and think about how they would gloat over my death. So I just keep going, trying to be as happy as I can just to piss them off.

why did you move to poland?