Tfw no gf

whats essential tfwnogfcore?

I want to feel.

>alcohol still affects him to the point of carelessness/confidence

non-alcoholics pls go

I do think about it from time to time. Some more backstory although it might not be too interesting

>currently 21 y/o khv
>used to be really self conscious when i was younger and had low self esteem
>never had any experience with girls at all because of it
>doing a lot better now, but still kinda shy
>came to realization that I'm just much happier being by myself than dealing with people, so I don't worry too much about being autistic anymore
>just feel really indifferent now most of the time. Have had crushes in the past but I know it's mostly just physical attraction and in the end there really isn't any girl that I'd want to date
>This girl at work seemed different than the others which is why im taking it so hard this time

It'll probably pass. I used to always laugh at the idea of becoming a wizard but nowadays it just seems like it'll actually happen to me more and more. There's still a lot of time until then though but it's hard to see myself being any different than I am now.

>attracted to girls
>don't know how to attract other girls
>wear carabiner on belt loop even though i hate it
>wear flannel
>get an undershave
>still no girls can tell that i'm gay
>decide to go for a more femme look
>wear lipstick
>only guys hit on me
>okcupid is sad as fuck
>coffee meets bagel has no gay girls
>last lesbian bar in SF closed down years ago
>ask friend for a date
>she's a radical feminist
>i get called a republican by the end of the date
>tfw no one to listen to weyes blood, laura gibson and julia holter with
>tfw no gf

>meet girl in my group of friends, instantly attracted to her
>generally cool girl, reasonably intelligent
>despite being a sorority girl, find out she is a virgin who has never been in a relationship
>has a lot in common with me, will likely be going to same med school

>find out she smokes pot and instantly lose all interest

Never have I been so disappointed in someone. I genuinely suspect I'm going to get drunk when she's around some night and start shit-talking her for disappointing me so profoundly. I was even going to set her up to shadow a surgeon I am acquainted with, but can't be bothered now.

>find out she smokes pot and instantly lose all interest

really dude? pot is legal in hella states now. it's not a big deal as long as she's not some loser pot head who needs to smoke every few hours or something

>tfw thread died

>tfw virgin

It is clearly a matter of networking, my lesbian step-sister seems to be acquainted with a thousand other lesbian girls.

I can't condone it. I will not endorse that degeneracy, and simultaneously I will not be in a relationship with someone who I'll have to prevent from doing things they enjoy doing.