How do you do it ?

Metallica is fucking great if you are talking about their first four albums, and the only people who would deny that are contrarians. Don't feel bad about listening to what you listen too.

For me however, when I was getting into music I definitely started with more accessible stuff (as most people do). But as Iistened to it more and more, I began to notice patterns and formulas, and a lot of that music started to feel derivative and just frankly boring after a while. The thing that excites me about experimental music is that the whole point of it is making unique and interesting sounds. It's not for the purpose of seeming patrician to anyone; I like what I like because it genuinely interests me.

>Then don't. No one is telling you to.
well i'm telling myself to. Because i find it meaningful, having good taste in music, having obscure taste that separate me from normal people

>NO. ONE. CARES. WHAT. MUSIC. YOU. LISTEN. TO.
You can't deny it, people do judge you based on your music taste. I'm really scared of judgements. I spend a lot of times to appear as something i wish people would see of me

Well no shit, i AM insecure.

Well the album that impress me the most is ride the lightning. All other albums are pretty much 'some songs i like but not the whole album'. Actually Megadeth earn my respect more but i use Metallica as an example to really emphasize on the plebeianism that i suffer from.

And yeah i was like that for a while but now it gets exhausting and pointless. I really liked Swans for a while, Filth was an absolute masterpiece for me.

>i AM insecure
>Fashion, philosophy and music is all that i've got.

>insecure
>Fashion

>Are you guys really interested in music?
Yes, I used to be a Top 40 listener but then I realized there was more music than top 40. I don't think Top 40 is bad but it is not my taste, but I do appreciate the production of music today but I wish there would be more songs that have more apparent acoustic instruments to accompany the synthesizers.

What's your point ? Yes, /fa/ is full of insecure fuckwits.

I try so hard to dress good. To make people think i'm into Sup Forums and /lit/. I wish i'm into /lit/. I wish i like reading. I wish i have more attention span. I created a persona in my head, someone that i wish i was, someone that i want people to see of me, someone that i try to be.

You're the only one suffering by being a poser dude. People respect you more if you are just honest and open.

this sums it up really. We like music. I like pretty much all of it. I don't care for tv really, or movies, or other forms of art the way I like music. There are movies/shows/paintings I like, but I do not obsess over them the way I do music. Music is the greatest, if you don't completely feel that way then don't come here. There are enough people who use music as social capital and you've made it clear that is all you want to do.

Bitterness aside, go find something you enjoy and do it until you die because otherwise your life will be a hollow shell of meaningless experiences.

This is sad. Just do what you fucking like. Holy shit.

Some patrician albums impressed me but i can never make it through the whole album

Well life is sad if you're me. Seeing other people, and then seeing yourself, is pretty difficult sometimes

I don't need just respect, i need a particular kind of respect

I lost enjoyment in anything. Idk why. Nothing is fun anymore, besides babysitting my short attention span by binge youtubing, looking at foreign vlogs because i always want to live somewhere else. Also i like looking at people socializing. It makes me feel like i'm there.