Alright fags, I've been waiting for another gay childhood experiences thread but haven't seen one in a while

Alright fags, I've been waiting for another gay childhood experiences thread but haven't seen one in a while.

Always regretted not experimenting when I was younger, when I could blame it on innocent curiosity

>Always regretted not experimenting when I was younger, when I could blame it on innocent curiosity
Now you don't need an excuse or something to blame

Earlier time. Being gay or bisexual wasn't as cool as it is today

So?

I'm openly Bi now, but back then I would have been sent to fix it camp or something. Never thought about doing the innocent act, just curious

i did when i was younger , with my school seniors , i was just a junior high at the time tho

I hear you, used to play with myself to pics in my dads dirty mags, when I was 10. I really enjoyed the ones with both men and women. would soon find out that I liked and wanted the dick

That is one of my biggest dreams/fetishes.
I so want to be the cheerleader in this pic. I've gotten off to this pic so many times

was too scared to ask any of my friends and did everything I could to spy and look at other boys dicks in the school bathrooms. would sometimes go jack off in a stall after looking. wish I was able to blow a load at that age, but it was just a little clear liquid and my dick would bounce around

Have any good stories?

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i got curious about gay sex when i was like 11, i had already sucked a couple dicks from dares with my brother but i got curious about sucking a dick of a grown man (at that time, a "grown man" was a 20 year old or so). So i got in a chat and got in touch with a college-age guy who thought i was trolling him when i told him i was 11. He picked me up, got me to his room (he was studying abroad, so he had an apartment inside a family's property, where he couldn't bring girls to have sex) and said i was his cousing and that we were going to play nintendo. He powered his console and got me to suck his dick for a good 20 minutes until he came in my mouth. We played mario 3 in his ness and i sucked him again before he taking me home. He came in my mouth twice that day and from then on i have sucked dick every now and then

>be 13
>suck dick
>been a closeted homo since then
There

i actually liked males since very young
Some seniors kind of had a secret gay club at the time (they were all in the closet)

One day they saw me rubbing a bottle to me dick when they where playing futbol shirtless because of the heat and started speaking to me

As time started passing they started indoctrinating me , teaching how to kiss at first and stuff , until one day we started touching and i enden up sucking them daily for almost a year and fucking them on the weekends until they graduated...those were easily the best times of my life

That is a really really good dream , you should seek to do it

you always end up fucking a dude on those gay therapy camps, 100%
was raised mormon, lucky I didn't try anything during the electroshock years

Again wish I had known that back then, would have happily gone

Not gonna lie, I like women but letting a large man fuck me and make feel small, weak and submissive is literally the best feeling I've ever had in my life by miles

>be me little past my 10th birthday
>wanted to play with a cock for about a year
>too nervous to ask any friends to play with me
>scared my parents would find out and punish me
>one day hear about the a guy who lives down the street from my school
>postman said he saw him naked watching the school
>kept looking for him during recess after hearing that but never saw him
>decided to skip school one and sneak over to his house to get a look
>I was turned on by the idea of seeing him
>wore loose shorts so I could play with myself after or during watching him
>Hid in the bushes between him and his neighbors
>he doesn't show up on his porch, instead opens curtains of a window
>bad hiding spot and he sees me
>I have my little dick in my hand
>show him what I'm doing
>backs up into house and shuts curtains
>that sucked, better get out of here before I get into trouble
>start leaving and hear his back door open
>come here boy

My cousin who's a year younger than me and I used to suck each others dicks, fucked a bit, licked each others assholes every time one of our families traveled to see the other. (Were on opposite sides of the country) This went on for like 4 or 5 years. Started when we were around 12/13 I still miss doing that. Now I'm engaged, but, still do miss the feeling of being taken from behind.

>be me
>sign up on manhunt
>16, lie and say I'm 18
>message this 50 year old
>exactly what I'm looking for
>tall, 6'4
>muscular
>tan
>top
>talks to me like I'm a slut
>says he'll dress me up
>has wig, makeup, nightie, gloves, panties, stockings, heels
>choker on top of it all
>so scared but can't stop checking his profile out
>(the website showed when you checked out a profile)
>messaged ME saying how long I'm going to just check his profile
>"sorry, just nervous"
>tells me to give him my number or he'll block me
>I give it to him
cont?

>be me, 13
>be in a taxi cab with a friend, ridding shotgun
>taxi driver gets erection, i noticed
>driver noticed that i noticed and started rubbing his dick
>friend is in the back, doesn't see anything
>taxi was supposed to leave me first, i tell him to leave my friend first
>leave friend at his house, he pays his half and leaves
>driver drives me to a lonely parking lot
>driver touches me and sucks my 13 y-o dick while fapping
>driver cums and asks me if i want to suck dick
>i say yes, i actually wanted to suck, not to be sucked
>driver calls another cab, arrives almost inmediatly
>the other driver asks me to go to his cab, says he'll get me home for free
>ok.jpg
>the other driver gets his dick out, asks me to suck him
>suck the second driver and lick his balls for a while, until he cums in my mouth
>ate everything like the little whore i was
>driver gives me his personal phone and say he'll drive me home every time i need if i suck his dick
>got myself a free ride home for the next couple years

I sucked my brother's dick when I was 14 and he was 12

sure go on

Yes please do

please

That's fucking hot.

it was, i think i made a couple pedos very happy back then lol

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I feel the same way, currently have a gf, but I'd love to be held like that again.

when i was 11 my step brother got me to show my cock to him. We then began fooling around and sucking each others dick. He started making me bottom and i really liked it. He used to use my ass three to four times a day for a while. when we were 13, he got me drunk at a party and had his two friends take turns on me. Loved every second of it.

please! go on

>at a sleep over with a couple friends I had known for 5 ish years
>about 10
>watching tv
>I'm on couch with one friend, other kid is on the floor not paying attention
>notice friend has boner, that makes 2 of us
>decide to touch it, and he doesn't stop me
>really enjoyed feeling his dick and holding his balls
>really fucking love ballsacks
>other friend didn't really want in
cont.

>I go over to him and he's in a bathrobe
>what you doing boy?
>I just wanted to see
>opens robe and shows me his cock
>wanted to see this, I saw you playing with yourself boy
>I shake my head yes
>He brings me inside and takes me to his living room
>sits down on his chair near a window
>tissue, binoculars and lube on a table nearby
>watches kids playing on the playground and jacks off
> opens his robe and looks at me
>I remember what ive seen in my dads dirty magazines
>I get down in front of him and reach out and touch his cock
>I open hand pet it for a little bit
>he's watching me and starts to get hard
>grab it and stroke it like you do yours boy
>I wrap my hand around his growing cock and start to stroke it
>its slick with lube so it slide in my hand easily
>he can tell what's going on in my head
>go ahead and put it in your mouth boy
cont?

>different day, after the sleepover
>we're at my house hanging out in my room
>had a pool in the backyard so we had just gotten out and dried off
>both naked in my bed, decided to have some more fun
>both touching each others dicks
>kissed his a couple time, wish I had gone further
>both of us were giggling and having fun
>eventually had to get dressed and go to dinner
>still think about those times

I would love for you to go on, the other guy seemed to have stopped

Sorry guys, forgot the thread lol
>text him
>asks what i've done
>virgin
>"I'll be gentle baby boy"
>fucking diamonds
>"how long have you liked men?"
>"not sure, just been this curiosity"
>"let's satisfy that curiosity"
>text a little longer
>gets me to come over
>get to his house
>knock on his door
>"hey baby boy"
>(I told him I love being called boy)
>kisses my cheek and grabs my ass
>I remember my jaw was just hanging open, didn't know how to react at all
>he smells so manly and he's so big
>leads me to the bathroom
>(did an enema at home like he told me)
>bent me over his sink
>starts to eat my ass
>felt unbelievably good
>"I have a surprise"
>says he's going to shave my ass, even though i think I did a good job at home
>shaves everything
>crotch, ass, balls
>felt so emasculated and feminine at that moment
>spanks me and grinds his cock on my ass through his jeans
>"ready baby?"
>speechless

>12 years old
>start fooling around with a friend my age
>begins with jerking each other off
>progresses to blow jobs and making out
>fucks me a few times after he found some lube at home
>then my family moves
>nothing happens for over a year
>14 high school freshman
>...

kk
>be me, 14 this time
>got real horny, but was struggling with horny for straight sex or gay sex
>entered a chat to look for gay sex i just found, started chatting with strangers
>i wasn't into full gay sex that day, so nothing flies
>suddendly, a tranny starts talking with me
>"famous tranny", sings at local tranny bar, known by all the tranny lovers
>we talk for a while, agree to meet in park
>she says she can't be seen with me, since im 14, so takes me to nice motel
>since it's my first time with a tranny, she starts me by fapping me
>when im real horny she makes me suck her dick
>she notices im super horny at this point, so doesn't even ask and gets me in all 4s
>fucks me without condom, just lost my ass virginity
>pumps my not yet legal ass for 15 mins or so
>cums outside
>once she came, she helps me to cum with a sloppy wet handjob/blowjob
>came in her hand
>since we still had time, she got me to wear her spare underwear and high heels for her amusement, didn't like it much but could do it again sometime
>that's the only time i've been fucked by a tranny, i found that they have small dicks and now im used to bigger ones so i don't ask them to fuck me anymore

I'm pretty straight but for some reason that pic can always make me cum...

>>downloaded grindr
>>find a guy who wants to fuck
>>give him head
>>he fingers me
>>suddenly not into it
>>make an excuse and leave
>>no symptoms of anything still worried i may have caught something
>>got a couple weeks till i get my results

dont know what to do if he gave me anything

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maybe, just maybe, you can be attracted to both

Same here. I am a medium sized male, which makes me great for dominating women but also being fucked by large bear men. I only really want it once or twice a year, but I'm craving a large bear man again. I'd never cheat on my wonderful gf though.

Stories like this make me hate my childhood and everything I missed out on. Hate the fact I wasn't some pedos fuck toy or molested at all.

Does she know about your cravings? And if so you think she would go for andevils three way?

>eats my ass some more, spanking it
>"wait here, don't move"
>spanks my ass one last time hard before he leaves
>gets the lingerie
>he puts it all on me himself
>stockings first
>then heels
>thong
>gloves
>nightie
>wig
>look in the mirror
>smacks my ass again
>leads me to the bed
>"face down baby boy"
>eats my ass and fingers me for like 20 minutes, gets me ready
>hear him take his pants off
>too horny to care, but incredibly scared
>pokes my balls with the head of his cock
>NewFetish.jpg
>"do you feel that?"
>"yes daddy"
>laughs
>grabs my hips and pokes my hole
>"deep breath"
>really gentle with me, rubs my back as he slowly goes in
>"are you okay?"
>nod fast
>hear him laughing
>gets more lube and goes about 1/2 way, I can't help but moan

I think it's the feminine nature of the twink, the succulent cocks and just the way it's all drawn out. Makes perfect storm

She doesn't, and I don't think she'd be down. She'd more likely go for an mff three-way. I think she wants to try pegging me though, maybe that will satisfy me enough. I think anyone in a monogamous relationship will have fantasies outside their SO.

maybe you want to be the cheerleader some time, you know, the whole gay sex thing without you being gay because you're being forced to have gay sex? try thinking about that while fapping and see if you cum better than with your usual toughts

idk man, I just imagine myself in the cheerleader's place, getting pounded until i cum all over my own chest. I've only had sex with a girl but that is my fantasy.

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>end up in art 101 class sharing large table with juniors and a senior
>one guy is junior varsity wrestler
>they talk about sex
>he talks about his girlfriend not really putting out much
>I jokingly flirt that he needs to find some side tail
>don't think much of it after that
>about a week later I'm getting ready to walk home in the rain
>he offers me a ride
>in my driveway he asks if I'm gay
>I was fairly trappy at that time
>long hair, thin frame, barely any body hair
>"Maybe. Kind of. Maybe." I told him
>he takes his dick out and asks if I can help
>grab him and start jerking him off
>he lowers his seat back
>lean over as best I could
>suck and swallow
>get out and go inside
>awkward a bit at school
>neither of us talk about it
>about two weeks goes by before he offers another ride home
>...

>"you're doing good baby boy"
>getting really into it
>"thank you daddy"
>gives me a reach around to drown out the pain
>goes the rest of the way in, slowly
>lets me get used to it
>rubs my back while I calm down
>strokes me while he's all the way in
>tell him he can move after a while
>small fast thrusts
>didn't like it
>goes all the way in and out, slowly
>fucking love it
>does this for like 30 minutes, feels so good
>flip me over, gets me to the head of the bed for missionary
>strokes me while fucking me, faster this time
>moaning with every thrust
>calling him daddy all the time
>"let me know when you want to stop, I can last all night"
>sexiest thing I've ever heard
>ask him to make me cum while fucking me
>strokes me faster
>moaning louder
>fucking me faster
>"cum for me baby" over and over
>"let me know when you're cumming"
>about 2 minutes later I tell him
>he pulls out and cums on my chest and face first
>I cum as soon as he stops
>yell "thank you"
>best orgasm I've ever had
>shy after I cum
>he gives me wine to calm down
>sends me on my way after a while
>jacked off so hard when I get home

Met up a few times after that, always crossdressing, one time with a transexual at the same time.
Creampied me one time after he pressured me, dumbest thing I've ever done, but didn't get anything and it's been years since then.
Never told him my age.

Same. Why is self inserting as the girl (male) so fun?

This one does it for me too

That was fucking hot thank you so much, your story drained my balls. I am so envious of you. Wish I was you.

>been bicurious for years
>think 90% of fags are disgusting
>never do anything

I get myself so worked up while watching porn and fapping, then look on cl/grindr/etc, and the reality is all these disgusting dudes with lame dicks.

For me, I think it's because it's taboo and so different than the norm.

I'm a thick hairy guy with tattoos everywhere and picturing myself as this dainty feminine twink with my only purpose being to make cocks him is a turn on for me

This

>ask him if he wants to come in
>parents aren't home
>take him to my room
>small talk a bit
>lay him out on my bed
>go down on him
>swallow a huge load and then did it again
>I jerk myself off during the second blow job
>he doesn't seem to care one way or the other
>we do this same basic thing a few more times of the next month or so
>then a long stretch where nothing happened
>...

Young muscular Jocks < Old fat daddys

>age 7
>friend aged 9
>Staying the night at my aunts
>tells me he wants to shoe me things grown ups do that hw saw on tv
>has me lick his ass
>wowilikethattaste.jpg
>puts his dick in my mouth and teaches me how to give head
>sucked his dick and rimmed him until my aunt got up for work.

Thos continued for a few years, everytime i visited my aunt. When i didnt want to participate he would threaten to tell my aunt everything we had been doing and i beliebed him.

>be me
>bad depression, anxiety, self esteem issues, etc
>21, still virgin
>would fuck a girl guy or trap just don't really care
>pretty attractive guy, tall, nice build, but shitty personality
>gay guys swoon for me whenever i go to bars or shows
>never the kind of guys i'm attracted to
>high school friend reappears in life
>hadn't talked in years because of some falling out
>chill a few times, nothing unusual
>out of the blue, confesses he's really into me and desperately wants to hook up
>knows it's my first time, wants to show me
>nope.tiff
>not attracted to him at all
>he gives up
>we're cool because mutual friends
>didntactuallygiveup.avi
>tries to convince me again twice
>nope
>finally just begs for two minutes of foreplay
>nope

Just not attracted to this guy. I'd love to cross dress and get throat fucked by a thick cock though.

>next semester we aren't in the same class
>I don't think much about him
>I don't talk at all about him
>he apparently does
>he invites me over to his house one day
>I've been playing with my ass over the winter
>sloppiest blow job I can manage
>keep him on the edge
>"I wanna ride it."
>"Ffffuuck." he said as he rolled his head back
>a struggle at first, but 'pop' and he's in me
>bigger than anything I've had in me before
>it really hurts
>and it feels so good I cum hands free right away
>I can't stop myself
>some pain is moving thru me, but I need to fuck
> keep pounding up and down until I can feel his dick pulsing
>whip my own as more cum dribbles out
>anal sex so there was so me clean up
>took a shower together before his parents got home
>he helped clean me off
>one of the few times he ever touched my penis
>never really dated or anything
>for rest of the school year and the next we just fucked around whenever he was in the mood
>...

>be 12
>have cinemax and other cable channels
>parents leave for a couple weeks, leave me, my brother and a cousin in the house for the weekend
>brother and cousin be 10, want to see "porn" in cinemax
>watch softcore porn for an hour or so
>sinces parents aren't home we start watching real porn on internet
>"get bored" and begin playing dares as we normally do back then
>stupid dares about eating spicy stuff, jumping from the first flour roof and getting hit in the arm
>cousin dares brother to suck my dick as the girls in the internet porn did
>brother hesitates, but then sucks me
>brother then dares cousin to suck me, cousin sucks me almost right away
>got sucked twice
>now they dare me to suck them both at the same time
>suck them both, smaller dicks but ok
>dares continue that way, suck dicks, lick anus, the usual
>we go to my mother's dirty clothes basket and take underwear and shoes
>dare to wear mom's underwear while sucking dick
>we continue doing that all night
>next day my cousin leaves, brother and i have one more day before parents arrive
>we spend all sunday wearing mom's pantys and high heels, ocasionally stopping to suck each other's dick
>parents come next day, no clue that i know to this day
>sucked my brother and cousin's dick for the next 3 years or so

to this day i keep on sucking dick and want to crossdress but never got to do it, they stopped back then

>only saw him once after he graduated
>it was over a year later
>came back to town with some air force training buddies
>I don't know if they were all that gay or just that horny
>spent most of a weekend with the wrestler and his two friends
>suck, fuck, smoke, sleep
>I never saw them do anything with each other
>but the three of them did just about everything to me that they could

>be me
>at long time best friends house
>both drunk, he starts stroking his dick
>not the first time he's tried this
>always ignored it or said no but was drunk and down this time
>he puts on a video of him fucking his long time girlfriend
>watch each other jerk off
>start jerking each other off
>start blowing eachother
>suckingcockisfun.jpg
>i suck him till he cums
>then he does me
>savagely swallowing any trace of jizz
>we do that one more time
>wouldn't mind finding a good cock I could suck every now and then

Yep, I almost feel ashamed for enjoying it

> Fucking right? Oh well xD

GTFO FAG.

made you feel like a shota again, learning from daddy, eh?

I always thought about doing it, but then I would have to get myself waxed and find a guy? that's two things. But i'm 19, I'm not getting any younger or cuter looking. idk what to do

>once upon a time, 5 years ago or so
>pretend i'm decent at shit
>every time i try to talk to anyone, get shunned
>never make friends
>this continues for years, until i meet one dude
>he's great, we're bros
>everything's going well
>don't even think things could go wrong
>one day, shit goes down
>on the phone with him, he says he has to talk about something
>real talk time
>"gotta go somewhere for a while, maybe a year"
>"even then, i might not come back"
>"tough things are going down at my house"
>overused cliches about divorce
>never even think twice
>then he hangs up, i realize what just happened
>he doesn't call me for a few months
>even when he does, we don't talk as much
>fast forward a few months
>looking like a good future for once
>ongoing friendships for once, even managed a gf at one point, but we broke up
>over her, or so i thought
>remember my friend, give him a call
>"ey user, wassup, lemme guess, still a kissless virgin fag?"
>virgin line hit home hard
>"eh, things are getting better" i say
>really not feeling it with this shithead right now
>"you want to hang out sometime, user?"
>being the loser i am, say yes
>over at his place, two days later
>doing jackshit, trying to joke around, things are still pretty distant
>"yo user my parents just left if you wanna get shitfaced"
>wat.jpg
>alright, kinda weird with it being just the two of us
>let it slide until he brings his current gf over to his place
>kisses her, trying to get me jealous
>tfw no gf
>he keeps acting like a douchebag for the night
>every time his gf flirts, he kisses her and smirks at me
>douche won't stop
>i get pissed at him, tell him i need to go for a walk
>notcomingbacktonight.jpg
>on the main street, it starts raining, get a call from him
>says he wants me to come back to his place
>"alright, i guess"
>under the roof of his porch
>ring the doorbell

the first letter of each line is what happened next

Could try it as a one time thing, also how hairy are you? There's no need to wax due unless you're Mediterranean tier hairy

my body isn't at all except my legs and arms, and my ass which for whatever reason has been hairy since 16. my chest is bare tho

Ah that's fine then

idk, plus i was thinking id try just blowing someone first. I'd honestly rather it be like one of my friends over some stranger but all my friends are straight. So I guess now I have to find a normal man preferably around my age with a decent cock to let me blow them. Grindr sucks lol

You can find them, there's plenty of guys on the down low. Although they don't go on grinder

where lol, us bi curious ones are hard to detect. They can't detect me and i can't detect them lmao

where i live we have 2 or 3 places that are used for encounters, 2 are cafe internet places and the other one is an actual bar with closed places to have sex, check if you have those places in your city

i live in las vegas so im sure we do

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Thanks for posting shit was cash

And the ones who aren't gross are probably riddled with disease. I only had one satisfying hookup and he didn't want to see me again haha so in that case I was probably the gross one.

i have a story. but it may have just been me being abused. not sure if it really fits this thread

I used to get abused by my dad's best friend. I feel weird because I was waaaaay young, 8-9, know it was wrong but I enjoyed it. I loved his company, enjoyed hanging out with him, thought he was a cool dude. And once I was uses to it likes the physical contact, genuinely thought it was hot. He never hurt me, and I liked pleasing him. Was so into it I ended up doing the same with my gfs teenage brother. He wasn't going to turn me down.
I knew to keep that shit quiet.


I've always felt bad for enjoying it. Have done the counselling thing. It ultimately destroyed my marriage because my wife couldn't deal with it. She said she thought it would turn me pedo. Nothing could be further from the truth though, have zero interest there.

I've just shared mine which was officially molesty, if it helps you go ahead and tell your story bro

doesn't matter if you liked it, it's fucked up thing to do to a child. it really messes kids up during the years when they are not supposed to have to worry about sex and can just be young kids.

when i was 13 or 14 an 18 or 19 year old neighbor of mine that i like to hangout with cause he bought all the cool video games convinced me to masturbate in front of him. he said he would give me games if i did it and told me he wanted to touch himself while he watched me. i think it happened a couple times. he always put the sex scene from the movie 300 on to "help" somehow though i mostly just remember him threatening to hurt me if i said anything about it to anyone. so i just did it for the games. i see him now working at a grocery store by my place. i'm grown now and don't know if i should say anything to him about it

Exactly. Worst thing is, when he was found out. Well story doesnt end well. His life went out of control. I didn't know at the time, found out only recently that he lost his leg in a motorbike accident not long after. Then a couple months later blew his head off with a shotgun.
I feel responsible. I'm not, of course it wasn't my fault. But hey..

Sorry i think I've over shared, hope it doesnt kill the mood itt

go there, those places normally are hidden for the normies and you don't need to setup anything or make it personal. I go to the one place and my wife knows nothing about it

P1
> Pre-masturbation.
> Be 11, male
> Sunday school teacher stepdad into biking, gets me into it as well.
> He dressed me in lycra. Head toe, as tight as it can get. Almost a size too small.
> Stepdad feels me up whenever I'm in my biking clothes and mom's not home.
> Felt up often. Material was enough of a barrier for me to let it happen without tattling.
> This led to getting dry humped. He came rubbing into my ass a number of times.
> Find self invited to the bedroom, straddling his naked waist. Unsure. Still don't know how I ended up there.
> Not gay. Seriously try to explain this to him while we're skin against skin.
> His dick was big compared to my body. I was scared but he skillfully convinced me to try "just the tip".
> Lube everywhere. In-out-in-out-in-out....
> Things go from ouch, to ohh, to ooh pretty quickly.
> The sensation of my ass opening and closing on the just the tip of his lubed cock is mindblowing.
> Realize everything feels better as he kept things going.
> Nothing else to describe it; A dry anal orgasm. Too much pleasure, I pass out.
> Come to, half of his cock is in my ass.
> Hurts, but also feels real good too.
> Pulls out till just the tip is still inside.
> Tells me to sit up. Cock slides all the way in.
> The movement was just too much, start moaning and bucking around.
> Essentially, bouncing up and down his cock because it feels amazing.
> And it happens. This creates my first ejaculation. I'm squirting everywhere on him.
> The spasms I felt from my stretched out sphincter was too much. I'm barely conscious.

You shouldn't feel guilty. You were just a little kid.

Thx bro. Fist pump.

Fake news.

Until you give her the clap.

yeah, we all use condoms, actually they're free with your entrance fee. hopefully that would help

>7-8 yrs old
>friend and I compare dicks
>his head is wider
>joke that his looks like a cobra
>we play around touching each others dicks
>for some reason we start touching dicks together regularly
>get caught one day both under his bed with our pants half down
>moved a few weeks later and never talked to him again
Haven't touched dicks with anyone in ~20 years, but I swear that shift felt tingly, almost like electricity when they touched.

P2
> Cum surging through my dick hurts like fucking hell.
> He doesn't stop pumping.
> Getting fucked through my first ejaculation is maddening. I'm yelling, screaming, writhing, moaning.
> Jesus, I was a little screamer the first few times.
> Single greatest sensation I've experienced despite some pain. Haven't come close to matching it in my adult life and I've done some fucked up shit.
> Start bouncing up and down again because that what feels the best.
> Hands on my hips keep me going fast and hard. Feels amazing, feels too good. Orgasm without ejaculation again.
> Black out again.
> Wake up. On stomach getting pounded.
> Getting fucked like this makes my sphincter feel like it's in heaven.
> can't stop bouncing my ass to meet his thrusts, I needed more.
> Realize he's fucking me just to make me feel good. I really am.
> Change of intensity. Getting fucked so hard it actually hurts. Know somehow its almost over.
> Held tight, my ass getting cummed in. Feeling his dick twitching in my body feels gross.
> That was the first of many lycra to ass fucking experiences I had.
> From 11 to 13, this happened a lot. Totally worth it at the time but lots of regrets now.
> He's now rotting in jail for doing the same thing to a 7yo boy. I helped testify.

its a long fucking story but the basics was

>mom and dad fight a lot
>mom sold the old couch for pot money
>she and dad fight
>despite mom being in the wrong, he gets kicked out of bed
>no couch to sleep on
>decides just to sleep with me
>this became normal for awhile, even after we got new couch
>dad would just sleep with me if he and mom were arguing
>Around nine years old cuddling got pretty extreme
>looking back, I realize his cock was hard against my ass most nights but i never thought about it
>he'd mostly just massage me, and that felt good
>sometime before I turned ten it went on to rubbing my ass and even by dick
>I remembered reading about the "no no dolphin in school"
>for some reason didn't seem sexual
>this becomes routine for awhile
>by the time I'm 11 dad sleeps with me most nights
>fucking stupid cuz it was a crazy small bed, i was cramped in the corner
>we were right up against each other the whole fucking time

fuck this is why i didnt want to post, its so fucking long to describe years of your life. part 2 incoming