Secrets / Vent / Advice thread

Secrets / Vent / Advice thread

I am actually kinda happy, for once

So, basically The girl asked me to take her shooting.

Basically some guy came into work asking for dehumidifiers or something for his safe. I commented to her that my father has two use two methods with his gunsafe. She then asked if I own any and said that I should take her to a gun store some time. That was quickly refined to a range, as well, you can't shoot in the stores (which she was looking for)

Also, FWIW, she never mentioned any sorta things like meeting up to the other guys at work. Even though she talks to them a lot.

And also, she also said that we gotta meet up when she's done with the book I lent her to pick my brain. (The books only 250 pages, probably gonna be done by next week)

And another thing, she asked me last night what I was doing after work, and mentioned she was also free... Soooo Yea...

I am just so nervous about this, and what not. Also, I am not sure of the context of this? Is it a "date", a friendly hangout? or something in between?

Fuck so many questions now.

This is Anzu

i just switched jobs even though i liked my old one. have been in this new office for under a month and i dont like it. changed because of money. dont even know. everyone expects me to love this place but its boring as fuck and the people eat at their desk. like what the fuck how fucking depressing of an environment is that

my cars van tried to mother my friend in the back mom

bump

I finally had sex after three years of blowjobs!!!
We never told anyone, all of our friends just assumed we were having normal sex, so there were a lot of times i had to just nod my head and smile when i was talking with the boiz. God it's great, now we can do actual sex positions

i fucked my cousin when i was 13

why didnt you before

I abuse my younger sister, and im gonna fuck her eventually.

I dont have a birth certificate, SSN, or any documentation of any kind. I also have a 4th grade education.

I was sexually abused for years and nobody knows except me and my abuser.

Why not?

i took pictures from my sisters laptop and i fap to them regularly. no, i will not share. I am just confessing that i have them

My mom jerked and sucked me off from the age of ~12-15. I moved out at 16, and didn't have any close contact to her for around 4-5 years. We started talking again when I was in my early twenties, just ignoring it, like it never happened, And still do to this day, late 20's now. I love my mother, but I'm... confused? as to why today. At the time I was confused as well, but cared little, as to what felt "good" at the time.

Quit larping

I get that it's some "dream scenario" for some (You). Not all it's cracked up to.

Most people have lives outside of work and don't rely in their jobs forcing people to be their friends for social contact.
Your workplace sounds ideal and full of well adjusted human beings.

OK go on ahead and tell us how this all started m8

Be 9year old fag
Baby sat by another fag, tall red head
Tells me he wants to show me something
Takes me out back my house kiss me, tell me he wants to show me what sex is
Take me inside to fuck me
9y/old ass too tight
Makes me suck his dick
Enjoy it claiming myself as gay
>>One year later
Continue sucking his dick whenever he's baby sitting me
He starts to try to fuck me, one day I let him
He slides his 9in ginger cock in my ass
Hard as diamonds and reviece my first pre-pubescebt orgasm
Fucks me Everytime he's over all over the house and I'd get jealous when he watches porn and I tell him to use me
Tells me he's not attracted to me , but just uses me as a cum dump
Feelings hurt, but I still want the dick

Continues being his sex toy for about 6 years until he moves away, me literally crying because I had my first pedo-shota break up.

Pretty sure my parents knew about it because they'd call him out on it but kept going on but did nothing about it
Still dream about sucking his dick and him fucking me, best dick to this day (probably because I was so tight)

Shit fucked me up mentally because I like girls before this all happened, had a little girlfriend and remember humping pictures of Brittany Spears. Now I'm struggling to identify as gay or bi, still never had sex with a woman and tell myself I might be straight and get disgusting and ashamed with myself after I cum to gay porn yet I can't get hard to the sight of a vagina alone. Still love women's beauty but too fucked up to get sexually attracted to women

10 years later my best friend of 7 years wants me to have sex with her because she's horny and wants me to explore my sexual identity. I want to try it with a girl but I'm too much of a pussy to fuck my best friend and people already think were dating.

What should I do /b send some advice

Who abused you, and what did they do

Does she know about this stuff? If so, do it; she'll most likely understand if something goes wrong.

Whats so wrong about it. She can wipe your ass when you were little but suck you peepee and its horrible? It felt good, you love her, i dont see the issue. I had female cousin and sister have sex with me as a kid. Never spoke about it after it stopped but to me those were fond memories of sharing love. plus it felt incredible. Dont think ive ever had sex feel as good as with my sister

I'm good. Just wanted to vent.

My father. Started having sex with me when I was 11.

She knows i had a trouble past, I don't remember if I told her I was molested but I never told anyone about it in person but she'd understand and relate bc she that type of person

Everyones got secrets but sometimes you get caught

so if it's just between us my silence can be bought

it might help if yo just realize sex is and attraction can change. In roman times it was fine to fuck a gay. It was only gay if you were the one being fucked as it was a submission/dominance thing. in ancient greece it was standard for older men to have boy lovers. Just do what feels good and avoid labels. If you want pussy one day and cock the next who gives a shit. all sex and attraction are subjective and based on experiences weve had. Why do you think there are so many fetishes?

A pure sign of larping

I'm not saying it was horrible. At that age I certainly had a mind of my own. A clear defintion of what is wrong, and what is right. I actively sought out sexual favors from her, once it began. i'm confused as to why, yeah why?! to begin with. Not brought it up with my siblings, but I do wonder if they've experienced the same. The reasoning in her head, as well as in mind, is just something that's fucking me over. I just wanna understand, on some level. Sure, ask her, flat out. Don't have the balls to be honest. It would feel so messed up after all these years pretending like nothing.

when Inwas in the Navy me and my buddies would go to Thailand and get a prostitute and take turns fucking them. once we could not find a nice lady so we found this retarded boy and brought him back to the room. about 5 minutes into it he started getting angry and yelling at us and making all sorts of weird noises. i think to act tough and get us to stop. this just egged us on that much more and we just spent the night railing this retarded angry thai boy

How do you in a non r9k manner respond to a chick who takes a rather long time responding to your messages in a conversation
>inb4 drop her
I know I should, just giving benefit of the doubt

True, it's just hard for me to get hard around a girl and I've only had sex with guys and I'm 19 now an I wanna get pussy before I regret it

Every often I feel like I want to scream loudly for no reason
I feel something deep inside my chest that wants to go out and I start talking with myself when no one's around
When I'm home alone I start hitting the walls and laughing like an idiot
I don't really know what the fuck is wrong with me but I don't want to tell my family

i want to break up with my gf but i dont know how. i'm not physically attracted to her, she's amazing as a person but i can't get over the physical part.

i'm scared if i break up with her she will go off the deep end, she is already slightly unstable/depressed.

wat do

get a girl thats wiling to help and be patient or if safe fine a prostitute that seems more on the nurturing side. This is rarer but there so women who perform as sex therapist that will take the time and ease you into

oh hey its me

I literally do the same thing no lie, I always y'all to myself in work around people and I just tell them, but no one has really seen me do the shit you do! When I'm in my car I constantly soak in a language I made up (mixture of Russian and Japanese to try and explain it lol) and always laugh like characters from videos games, Katarina and junkrat being my favorite to recreate. Honestly all I gotta say to you is allot of people do it but don't admit it and it might be slightly autism because sometimes I think I'm slightly autistic because I do these noises, laughs and conversations with myself. I always find myself having two different voices or people when I talk to myself in my head like I'll say
> "user you really need to start caring about your friends and be more social" -a
>"But they should care more about me, they never message me and only call me when they need something, fuck them" -b
>"True but we should just act happy and be fake for friendship" -a

I literally call myself "we" at times. I may be crazier than you so don't worry user

We have been in a 8+month long relationship. Currently living a mid-distance apart.
The girl has progressively spoke less and less to me over the past month.
Nothing she's actually said has indicated any change, just the frequency she's been talking, currently will not reply or take calls.
Mistakes I know I have made/am making: Went into this knowing she has bpd and a whole host of other issues, so "Sticking my dick in crazy" Check, "Falling deeply in love with crazy" Check.
Basically, what do I fucking do. I can't move on without closure. I can't get closure or resume the relationship if she won't talk. I'm a fucking wreck at the moment.

How do you deal with onitis?

I'm not gay and I don't like trannies but I love lurking in trap threads. I just like to cringe at the comments where they treat a tranny like a real girl.

I used to run an egalitarian blog on tumblr, then a radfem/femsup told me to delete it.
So I did, and I told her that she was why. It made her very happy.

Yea I've thought about getting a hooker because I don't have to be worried about pleasing her or get disgusted and push her away without hurting my friends feelings. I probably would got a hooker by now but I can't find any where I live, and I'd want one around my age 18-25 but thanks for the words of support

I have to study at the university
I have to study a fucking career that I don't like because what I like "doesn't make enough money"
I'm always stressed because my father is always like "You're the first in the family to go to an university", "I'm expecting great things from you"
for some fucking reason I can't get to study, even tho I know I have to
I feel that I'm not learning shit but somehow manage to pass the tests
Every fucking day my parents remind me that I'm the oldest son and I have to be an example for my brothers
I just don't know how to get over this, and I've been thinking on just killing myself to end this bullshit

I've tried to kill myself twice. The way things are going a third try might be coming up.

Oh hey it's me

dude. no fucking way
That's basically me. What the fuck

Damn you okay?

kek

Your literally 70% of all college student including myself my parents guilt tripped me into college and making me pay outta pocket for it, thankful they let me stay for free at their home but I hate school, I'm only going and getting my general studies to shut them up, I have no plans on going back and don't have any plans for the future, I'm glad they pushed me and I know it will pay off in the long road, but for you user I'd say struggle through it, and when you're done you'll look bad and realize it was cake work, now you'll be stacking money and you can cut your family off and live how you want to because you're a success college graduate

she wants to fuck you, maybe not immediately but she wants it. don't be nervous just be yourself, wait for the most romantic moment while your with her and just kiss her. see what she wants to do, and don't worry about labels like "date", that shit doesn't matter.

I can cart silent all the time. I open the hole slightly and tense it, letting the air flow out in a quiet stream. People often ask who farted. I just sit there silent looking around

I'm actually really.glad I found your post because just knowing there is one more person who does the same as me let's me believe I'm not crazy and makes me happy because I'm not alone haha

are you a guy or girl?

Nope, not even gonna answer, not derailing the thread again

very unique

I think I'm falling into depression again and feeling suicidal. It's been almost 4 years since I've been this way.

I own a large number of guns and am not sure if I should sell them or not.

I see guns as a tool. At this point, I don't think I would kill myself with them, but they no longer bring me joy.

Idk what to do you guys.

dude what the fuck. put it in her ass dry, 3 years of blowjobs is retarded

are you me?

>again

ah so you are the same one as before

how are you doing user?

I'm into findom, but I'm a weirdo even among findom fetishists, since I just enjoy sending women money; I don't like the extortion or bdsm elements. I just wanna #givemymoneytowomen

I feel you user, I'd say look deep down into your soul and find something that bring you joy and do it

I'm sorry you can't run a professional anime blog, user

dude I was scared for a moment but finally, someone who knows what I feel

anime blog? egh fuck no, I hate anything related to anime and weebs

Eh. About the same. Not great.
I posted that awhile ago though, you sure I'm the one you're thinking of?

I'm a 41 year old virgin. Well, that's not really a secret. If you met me it would be painfully obvious.

I lurk these threads a lot, pretty sure I remember you.

Magic of Sup Forums haha, if you don't mind what state you live in?

I see. Well, yeah, as I said, doing okay I guess.

Only a week would

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>anime blog? egh fuck no, I hate anything related to anime and weebs
Only a anime weeb would say they hate anime

Post a picture

you... probably shouldn't? i dunno, never tried but i think about it a lot myself. it sucks dude

>live with gf
>not attracted to her anymore
>have fairly serious health issues that affect daily life, make it hard to go out and be normal
>she puts up with me

I just dont know what to do. I'm afraid no one else will ever put up with me and I'll be alone forever

pretty nice but, I'm not from united states mate, sorry

Don't have to advise, just talking out loud.

nearly 2y gf cheated, we broke up. I kept her shit and will throw it out soon.
Fucked an old old friend from like 2011-12 and we got on really well generally back then - she's perfect like generally, if a bit young and naive.
I've never lived with a girl, and the ex and I were looking into doing that before all the shit.
Her mum is fine with it really, and she really wants to come so bad, because where she is, is in the middle of nowhere and shit for work.
I wanna let her move in and grow as a person, and us together - but at the same time, if it goes wrong then I'll just be pushing her back onto her mum, which is shit, but sometimes things don't work.

She fucks like nothing I've ever seen before. Even back then when we were young it was fucking wild.

Just tell her your thankful to her and ask her if their is anything you can do to repay her for her loyalty and generosity, just don't forget she's not doing it because she has to, she's doing it because she wants to just keep loving her and showing her respect and you should be fine user

oh fuck off you weebshit, take your pink haired bitch and go back to your basement

I guess, shes probably kinda interested in me as something more. I guess ill just roll with it

Well, surviving twice sucked. Now I'm under constant surveillance. Try #3 is gonna be hard.

We'd be good friends lol come to America we got guns and racism

Me and my (overweight) girlfriends favorite sexual activity is her sitting on my face.
I'm trying to steadily make her into the idea of doing it until I pass out.

Fuck. No. I like my anonymity very much. I'm a dude, so no tits.

okay is a start but not great. shit not the best right now?

I think its a bad idea to fuck your friend like that - they really wanna help you out, but it'll make things awkward down the line.

If you want to pursue women then go and try and date lots of different people.

Meeting peoples hard, so you just gotta cast a wide net and speak to everyone. It's good to hear about peoples experience's to your problems - very therapeutic to tell a stranger.

Sadly I'm not a weeb, but according to your post at least I got a girlfriend faggot.

No...having flashbacks and stuff. Again. Sucks. Can't really see anybody about it.

I wanna see how ugly you are

God, I miss her.

honestly, I'd rather die alone, the country I live in is a complete mess and briging more children to it would be a mistake, but have fun with your girl then

Right and that's what I feel, but she said she let me explore her pussy with finger and mouth but told her I can't fuck her bc I don't it would be healthy for our frisndship

ride my face

>bought an old pc from a super qt friend a month ago
>said i wanted it for htpc, really to hunt for some nudes
>found them but cant recover
>cant stop scheming on how to get them from her new pc
feels creepy man, i want to see her take some dick but i dont know if going to this level of creep in the process is worth it

Heh, I would if I could, anyway have a good night man, it's almost 11 pm here

smoke a joint, tell a friend, play guitar , go for a walk.
Do something. Anything.

My wife did a few nude photoshoots recently. Not sure how I feel about it.

Someone already knows and it's hard enough. And yeah, I do try and distract myself from shit.

all the more reason not to try i think. sell everything you own and fly somewhere nice to hang out for a few days. if you still want to do it then at least you can do it in a nice place

post links

Story? Is she a model or what?