This is a story spanning a little over two years. It’s about a girl named Katie, who I still love dearly. While it’s mostly platonic now, it has been a long and depressing road for me with this girl. This greentext will be broken up due to Sup Forums’s word limit. Please read it’s a good story
>be me >16yo male >August 2015 >first day of junior year >in my last class of the day, Spanish >every class i’ve been checking out girls hoping one of them could be a potential girlfriend as that’s how 16 year olds function >begin eying down every girl i can >most of the girls in this class are annoying popular types >Stacy’s if you will >none of them catch my eye considering they aren't my type at all >i’m a pretty big beta when it comes to flirting with girls but other than that i’m fine >moving on >one girl finally catches my eye and she was sitting one seat away from me >i glanced over her cause she was looking away from me but eventually i saw her >i swear i looked at her in slow motion >every detail of her face was instantly and permanently captured into my mind >our teacher began taking attendance and i began listening for her to say her name >Katie >one of the most important names to come into my life >a few weeks later >the teacher has moved everyone’s seats around >Katie sits across the room from me and after awhile i began to stop thinking about trying to get with her because she never talked to me due to how far away she was >however >her best friend at the time, Ayla sat right behind me >now i did say i was a beta when it comes to flirting with girls but i could very much talk to them >i begin acting like my normal self around Ayla and soon become friends with her >and over time Ayla began to develop a crush on me >i don’t think anything of it because i’m much more interested in Katie and simply put, Ayla is a 5/10 >also i didn’t find out until much much later that she even had a crush on me Cont.
Mason Robinson
bumparu-dochyan
Leo Thompson
>Ayla and i had some good times in Spanish and it was all pretty fun >i had no feelings towards her but she did toward me >homecoming was rolling around and i thought about taking her just for the fuck of it but she slowly revealed herself to be a just a shitty, boring, average person >one day she came in quiet and wouldn’t say a word to me whatever.jpeg >i fell asleep in class anyway and the day was over >next time i see her >same thing >when i got home that day i decided to message her over snapchat asking what’s going on >”someone told me you liked me and i was like :|” >tell her i don’t >she accepts my answer >next time i see her in class >still acting weird >not sure why since i thought we cleared everything up but whatever >she’s just weird >seats get moved again >i stop talking to her >still haven’t talked to Katie >i eventually forget about all of this but it comes around again later
>fast forward to around April or May 2016 >i’m chilling playing video games (battlefront EA i believe) when i get a notification from instagram >katie.fake.username has followed you >by this time i haven’t thought about her since i last spoke to Ayla >scroll through the profile and realize it’s Katie from my class >follow her back >go back to playing video games
>a few days later she makes a post saying to add her on snapchat >i add her and don’t think much about it >one of her snaps on her story is her playing Gmod >i message her asking what other games she plays >she’s not big on PC games (neither am i) but she’s a huge Nintendo fan >Zelda is her favorite game series of all time >conversations continue and we begin messaging over snapchat more frequently >i see her in class a lot and she eventually got moved into another class i had >i still rarely talk to her in person >she’s extremely shy when i see her but over text she’s super into memes and super dorky >begin to develop a tiny crush over her Cont.
Ryan Ross
>this wasn’t like the kind of crush where it was like “let’s fuck” it was different >June 4th >my birthday >turning 17 >school just ended a few days ago >i’m super underwhelmed for my birthday and really just kinda want to get it over with >i still barely know her but she’s one of the few people who told me happy birthday and meant it >we text a LOT that day >some friends and family still showed up to a small birthday “party” >i get a few gundam model kits as a present fuckyes.jpeg >she asks me what i got for my birthday >reluctantly i tell her >she thinks it’s cool >”so are you just gonna build it and never touch it again” >tell her how i actually take pictures of my toys and post them on instagram >(i’m good at it and my pics are actually good) >she still doesn’t think it’s weird >responds with “AND YOU CALL ME A NERD?” >starts telling me how good i am >first person to genuinely like my pictures >as i’m building my gundam we keep texting and eventually she falls asleep >kept building until 3 am >looking back on that day texting her and building that gundam were the highlights >really great day >next day >wake up and start building my gundam again >i get a text >it’s from her >simple “hey” >i’m a little shocked because no one ever texts me first >we talk throughout the whole day again >few days later >she posts a clip of On Melancholy Hill by Gorillaz on her instagram >Gorillaz is my all time favorite band >text her about Gorillaz >I introduce her to more of their music >i’m practically a Gorillaz Wiki at this point because i know so much about them >she begins liking them more and mostly cause i introduced her to them >(this will be important later) >the routine of texting her every single day continues throughout the entire summer until school starts
>first day of school >my senior year >she’s a junior now Cont.
Jayden Lewis
Bump
Ethan Bailey
go on good sir
Ayden Murphy
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Parker Ross
>i’m excited because i didn’t see her all summer >her mom is extremely strict and won’t let her hangout with any boys >don’t get to see her but i’m not disappointed >text her asking how her day went >no response >few days later i text her >nothing >a week passes >i send her a meme >she responds saying how funny it was >finally >ask her what’s been going on >no response >another week passes >start to feel a little hurt >ask her why she’s ignoring me >she responds saying her mom caught her texting me and wouldn’t let her communicate with me anymore >she checked her phone frequently to make sure she wasn’t texting me >somehow this escalated into us fighting >one thing after another i started calling her an asshole >she’s pissed at me >i’m pissed at her >neither of understand why
>3 months pass >still think about her every time i hear Gorillaz >or see something Zelda related >decide to text her and apologize for fighting with her >she responds saying she missed talking to me >we update each other on what’s been happening >she has a boyfriend now >i try not to care because that’s her business >we start texting every day again >her boyfriend wants to break up and of course they did >she’s hurt >i’m the shoulder to cry on >only person that was able to help her through it Cont.
David Walker
yall niggas better screncap this I'm just a silly phone poster
Oliver Taylor
>March 2017 >We’ve been seeing each other at school a lot more >she’s a grade below me so we can only see each other during lunch >at this point the tiny crush i had back in June finally grew and was in full swing >i was straight up in love with her >real love >even though we see each other a lot she’s still a little off when she’s around me >don’t think much of it >i hangout with her friends more >her friend Dianna and I quickly grew close >Dianna and her boyfriend quickly figured out how much i liked Katie >Dianna asks me if i know Nathan >”yeah katie’s brought his name up a couple times” >She’s hesitant to reply >”i think katie likes him” >... >... >... >i’m not sure what to do at this point cause i don’t entirely believe her >a week later i finally meet this cunt Nathan >complete fuck boy >she really does like him >he could care less about her >while we all sit and talk at lunch he barely acknowledges her and stays on his phone >next day >he doesn’t with us >Katie starts to flirt with me slightly >later that day i texted Dianna asking her if she could find out what the hell was going on >She tries and gets mixed messages >Katie admits to liking Nathan yet blushes and gets flustered when my name is brought up >not sure what to do >i decide to text Katie and confess how i feel >”i’m not weirded out or anything, just a little shocked” >not once does she straight up say she doesn’t like me back >never brings up that she likes Nathan >only real reason she has is that her mom won’t let her date >i start to think maybe she doesn’t like him >things continue on as normal and we feel okay about the whole situation >she knows i like her but continues on as if what we talked about never happened >Prom is coming up >i begin to plan to ask her with a Zelda themed “promposal” >but then >i get a text from Dianna >it’s a screenshot of a group chat with Katie, Dianna, and a few other people >Katie is making prom plans Cont.
Henry Garcia
>only 3 posters >phone poster
I can't either, cuz phone
Jason Edwards
welp, let's hope someone will screencap this for the future generatioms
Alexander Flores
>She want to go in a group >she send a list if people she wants to come >i’m not on it >Nathan is >Dianna texts “what about user?” >”no” Katie replies >i get another text from Dianna >it’s an update to their texts >Katie texted again “i’ll invite him” >moments later i get a text from Katie >”what are you doing for prom” >... >i’m not sure what to say >i planned to ask her >but she only invited me after she felt like Dianna wanted me to come >i tell her i saw what she had texted in her group chat >i tell her how i feel about what she said and how i’m hurt that she completely forgot me yet included Nathan even though he doesn’t like her at all at this point >”fine then don’t go lol” >tell her i want to go but i’m annoyed that she did that >”it’s not a big deal i still want you to go” >i reply “okay but i was actually planning to ask you” >no reply > i get a text from her other friend Andrea >”you need to back off because you’re ruining Katie’s chances with Nathan >i’m livid >i thought things were going good with me and Katie >but no >fucking Nathan keeps getting in the way >i don’t talk to Katie or Dianna for 2 weeks >prom is closer now >Katie had a fight with Nathan >I start texting Katie again asking her about what happened >Apparently Nathan was talking to another girl and she thought things were going great between them soundsfuckingfamiliar.jpeg >She stops talking to Nathan >starts talking to me a lot more >the original prom plans she had fell through >now she just wants to hangout with me, Dianna, Dianna’s boyfriend, and Ayla’s little sister during prom >sounds like a good plan >but this ended up falling apart too >Kora couldn’t go >Katie says she’ll feel “weird” if it’s just me, Dianna, and her boyfriend >i ask why > shenever tells me >don’t talk for a few days >prom finally comes around >no one went to prom >i went to a party and got high for the first time >feel nothing but pain Cont.
Landon Young
>It’s now May >haven’t talked to Katie in a few days >don’t want to >but then something happens >Gorillaz releases their first album in almost a decade >nothing but excitement >forget about everything that just happened between me and Katie >out of habit i send her the album >what did i just do >it ended up being the one thing that was able to stop us from being so weird with each other >things continue on as if the prom incident never happened >she just tells me she’s disappointed that i smoked at that party >(she hates drugs because of her dad btw) >time passes >my birthday rolls around again >she makes a whole post about me on instagram >texts me and calls me saying happy birthday >”this is the day we pretty much started talking last year” >finally everything is completely normal between us >i don’t have a crush on her anymore >but then >she completely ghosts on me >i start to grow concerned because she was going through her own shit with her mom >no contact for 2 weeks >then out of no where she makes a post about me on instagram >she only had 80 followers on this account but no person should make anything public when it belongs between two people >post is a paragraph long telling me to fuck off >full of anger i text her another paragraph telling her to go fuck herself >never get a reply as expected >block her on everything >Dianna takes my side >a week later i was using the find my friends app to check my dad’s location but her location still came up even though she was blocked >(we always shared our location with each other. Not sure why tbh) >text her >”can you stop sharing your location with me? I don’t want your fucking name on my phone” >she stopped sharing it with me after that Cont.
Sebastian Evans
Story is already convoluted at this point
Jeremiah Butler
>another 3 months pass >she’s a senior and i just started college >think nothing but hate filled thoughts toward her every day >Dianna and i have grown close and she stopped talking to Katie as much >but something was about to happen again >Life is Beautiful 2017 >I was going >Katie was going >and Gorillaz were performing >we were supposed to go together >i began to grow nervous >tired of feeling nothing but hate >don’t want her to ruin Gorillaz performing for me >i hadn’t listened to them in awhile because of her >i had to make amends with her >i couldn’t let hate ruin this for me >reluctantly text her >ask her why she did what she did >”you were acting like my boyfriend and it was annoying me and i wanted it to stop so Ayla told me to make a post so you’d see it and get the idea” >ask her “how in the fuck was a good idea” >she replies “idk but it was fucking stupid and i’m sorry” >i accept her apology >we go on to start making jokes and stuff >she tells me she isn’t even going to Life is Beautiful anymore >i don’t care because i was still able to clear all that hate out of my system >face time her >we’re talking and having fun >”i have something to show you” >i pull out my Gorillaz vinyl and start playing On Melancholy Hill >she breaks down crying >”i’m so fucking sorry user” >”i fucked up everything” >calm her down >tell her it’s okay >i finally realized she really did regret what she did >Life Is Beautiful happens >See Chance the Rapper, Two Door Cinema Club, Lorde, Cage the Elephant, De La Soul, the XX and of course Gorillaz all within 3 days >Tell Katie all about it >While i’m telling her she starts to act affectionate towards me >something she’s never done before >ask her why >tells me she likes me >has liked me the entire time i’ve known her Cont.
Kevin Flores
>never said anything because she felt it was wrong to Ayla since she liked me first >pretended to like Nathan so she could bury her real feelings for me >everything i felt for her before comes back >tell her i want to date her >she wants to date too >make plans to go to this shitty Hawaiian festival coming up >festival is September 29th - October 2nd >i live in Vegas >some of you may remember what happened October 1st in Vegas >but i’ll get back to that >go to festival with her and some friends >fun times >hold her a few times on the ride she’s scared on >feels weird since this is the first time we’ve shown affection towards each other >normally she’s a little distant and hates when people touch her >take her home >i play Gorillaz in the car like the smooth bastard i am >She’s falling asleep >On Melancholy Hill comes on >she wake up and smiles at me >i’m driving with only my right hand >”two hands” she tells me >i think she’s making a joke about me not driving safely >put two hands on the wheel and laugh at her “what is this safer?” >she doesn’t respond and reaches over and grabs my hand and holds onto it the entire way back to her place >feel nothing but love and her soft hands holding tightly onto mine >drop her off >head home >don’t bother texting her since i know she already got in trouble with her mom >i was right >watch tv >2 dead 24 injur- >”whatever, happens all the time” i think to myself as i put on the new rick & morty instead >mom comes downstairs >”some guy had a gun on the strip and was shooting at people” >i respond “oh yeah i think i just saw that. Only two dead so it’s okay” >she goes back upstairs a little shaken up >next morning >find out 50 people were killed and 500 injured >this was the first thing that began a snowball called depression >try to forget about what happened while i’m in class >text Katie about it We’re close to the end now
Charles Barnes
>only talk for a little bit about it cause we both don’t want to think about how close we were to it >just keep flirting and being cute >it helps >we start to plan out more dates and all that cute shit >things feel off though >we’re both depressed >can’t continue a relationship at the moment >nothing feels right >i can’t figure out what to do with my life >keep thinking of the shooting >can’t stop thinking of the shooting >ask her if she thinks she could do a relationship right now >she can’t >neither can i >we both stop trying >continue to talk every once in awhile >i try getting with another girl only so i can fuck but i cared so little about her that she stopped liking me and fucked one of my friends >i don’t even care >grow apathetic >miserable >depressed >lost in life >almost fail one of my classes >grades begin to slip >find out my best friend’s dad has been doing meth for the last year and coke for the past 9 >go to his house to talk about it >his dad showed up and threatened to kill me >was about to kill his wife with rocks >i was tempted to run him over at one point but i restrained myself >regret not killing him >this piles on all the other shit i’m feeling >start to feel better any time i text Katie >feel safe around her >she begins to become my only source of happiness >ask her is she wants try to date again >she doesn’t know >says she needs some space >she’s depressed too >a couple weeks later she sends me a song called Ti Amo >My Love >don’t talk much
Liam Martin
>December >stop being depressed >classes are over >feel better about myself >ready to take on 2018 >want to work with Life Is Beautiful as a photographer >ask a guy i know and he says he’ll hook me up >life is looking good now >everything feels better
>January >text Katie >talking about Zelda and stuff with her >things are finally normal again
That’s where i’m at now. Wish me luck boys, we’ll see where this gravy train takes me.
Jaxson Flores
Luck is wished. Sounds like a roller coaster, but hope you manage it well.
Cooper Martinez
This is the dumbest shit ever. Shut the fuck up fag.
Lincoln Mitchell
It gets better. Trust me. I finished posting it all
Brody Thompson
Then why’d you read it all?
Angel Clark
Finished posting
Liam White
Was a nice read user, good luck with her and the future.
Nicholas Flores
Thank you kind sir
Luis Green
That was a long fucking read
Jose Robinson
What a shit story. I expected more. Depressed because some randoms died in Vegas? That's not normal.
Ayden Thomas
>randoms People i know were there. The guy went to LIB to shoot it up and he didnt