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>hanging
>get rope
>get better rope because your rope is shit
>tie it
>did it wrong
>try to untie
>somehow undo that mangled mess
>look up guide this time
>ignore google's pleas for you to contact the samaritans
>follow the guide perfectly
>still did it wrong
>untie and try again
>finally succeed at the only thing you've cared about doing for years
>look around you for where to hang it
>try closet
>feet touch the ground
>notice the curtain rail
>step on your shitty uncomfortable foldup chair to reach
>take the zero necessary seconds to say goodbye to all of your loved ones
>head in, kick away the chair
>rail comes off the wall
>fall to the ground injured and in shock
>the noose is too well made, you're now struggling to get it off
>tear it off in time to tell your worried mother at the other side of the door that you're fine and you just tripped on something
>crawl into bed
>cry yourself to sleep
>it's only 3pm

>starvation
>don't eat anything
>wait

>he isn't a juggalo
WOOP
WOOP

Maybe you don't move enough. I eat a lot but I'm always fidgeting and pacing back and forth.

No, because I'm not a wannabe gangster. I wish "urban youth" music would return to singing about WW2 naval engagements again:

youtu.be/KUogZWhlyt0

youtube.com/watch?v=Eh1kgwF6Z-I

youtube.com/watch?v=5Nhcv6Ho3ic

I only really like some lo-fi and trap artists but really not enough to have a favourite artist.
I'm obsessed with this album lately.
youtube.com/watch?v=oWLNjcr8kdQ

It's so good but this youtube version is weird and each song fades into another. Ruins the track called Breeze a bit. It's at 6:45 but hey.

I guess this is nothing like rap.

Here's some white rich hipster wannabe loser turned weird trap artist.
He actually is pretty good but in reality he's a total poser.
youtube.com/watch?v=FjUa8x4udE4

>week 1 of amphetamine withdrawals
>Take 50mg valium
>drink a bottle of wine
>blackout
>don't even remember attending new years day dinner at restaurant with family.
>have to ask mother what happened.
>apparently nothing and was just my usual self.
>really upset.
>tie laptop charger cord to my door handle
>wrap it around my neck and sit down a bit
>let my ankles slip on the wood floor
>feel it for a bit
>decide not to
>go to A&E that night
>Tell my mam im going to mcdonalds with a friend
>a&e discharge me and prescribe me xanax (lel) because I lied through my teeth and don't even know why I went in.

east coast rap isn't always about gangsters, stuff like Run DMC is pretty good. Kanye and Nas aren't really either.
I don't like the gangster stuff either.

>starvation
>don't eat anything
>wait
That requires incredibly self-discipline that I don't have.

>week 1 of amphetamine withdrawals
How long had you been on the amphetamines prior to quitting, Prinz?

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