/CHI/

you live in a first world country, I know you're memeing for (you)s and probably are some rich white kid, but many people from africa and asia would kill to be in your position

youtube.com/watch?v=oCrKmlzNqjQ

what is that under his right eye?

The way I see life is that aslong as there are things that I enjoy life is worth living. If I no longer enjoy anything then, well there is always the fact that I can't really bring my parents to bury me. Also there is the fact that for all my misfortunes and failures I still hold the arrogant belief that I can still make something of this life, even if it is nowhere near what I want it to be.

this, it's just poorly done. also where do you find all these videos?
I see you still aren't at the point where you no loner enjoy anything it sucks honestly everything I once found fun no longer brings me joy

then why are you sad

I became obsessed with Lilronrly's syrup videos and YouTube just started recommending weird shit

I'm too twisted to live.

>what do you mean?
It means that don't you fucking dwell inside your own head only. Like there wouldn't be anything else: Cccome ooon dude.

It's hard, I admit. To get out of your own head and face the world. I did that. It was very hard. Then it became easier. Suddenly at some point it became like droplets of water on a back of a duck, they just fell off.

In other words, I stopped worrying and started caring. About myself. The elemental part was to break free out of my own head.

I won't kill myself ever. It took some hard time to get here, so don't look down on that effort. The plus side was that there were suddenly openings for all sorts of things, because of the realization that fuck me, the light and space of the life itself will blow me away.

I decided to see that through.

i been in my room for years now my life is going nowhere and I don't know what to do I barely sleep lifes shit

I am happy for you user.
I wish it was enough in my case.