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It would be a waste of a trip if I go as I am now though. Though I realize that I am probably wrong in feeling that way. I have always had the tendency to wait for the perfect opportunity that will never come (and when I have had opportunities that have been very close to perfect but not quite given to me I have been either too blind to see them or just fucked it up, not too many cases like this but they have happened) and I end up doing nothing. I am pretty sure I will go on a solo trip this year, for how long and how far will depend on many factors. I am okay with doing nothing for months but I really can't let myself fall into the habit of letting years go by with me doing absolutely nothing, I am sure that would ruin me for good.

>Though I realize that I am probably wrong in feeling that way. I have always had the tendency to wait for the perfect opportunity that will never come (and when I have had opportunities that have been very close to perfect but not quite given to me I have been either too blind to see them or just fucked it up
just go then

>I am okay with doing nothing for months but I really can't let myself fall into the habit of letting years go by with me doing absolutely nothing, I am sure that would ruin me for good
tfw this is where I am in life right now

>just go then
I'll try to get some more money before that. Also just venting now but it really is bitter admitting that a lot of my problems were caused by me tripping over mental hurdles that I myself put in place

I know how you feel since I am where I am now because of my shit state of mine

for all the good times

morite de una buena vez la concha de tu madre siempre victimizandote acá como si fueras pobre hijo de puta

porque eres tan malo

What does CHI mean?

chicano

Get the fuck out.